MY PHONE SPEAKS UP ABOUT ITS EXPERIENCE

: Hello! this is n80 speaking ! :D well well, I travelled over seas all the way to korea, with my owner's dad :) I cant believe i actually went over there. Anyway, i manage to snap some shots of my owner and her family. Check out owner's mummy acting all candid when she actually knew that i was actually taking a picture of her. How vain :D And check out owner and family :D

:So i boarded the plane with owner's daddy, and Here are some shots of owner's dad and the culture experience in korea.

: Did you know, in korea, the younger generation has to serve tea to the older generation and Owner's dad is funny. He was sitting beside this senior, and he didnt know he was suppose to serve tea. So the senior actually shoved the tea pot over to Owner's dad and he got a shock of his life, but without thinking, he just did it anyway.

Jillian: alright n80, stop talking. Let me do the talking now. :) anyways, my dad came back with one exclaimation.

Daddy: Jie, you know what? Most of the people walking around there, really looks like you. as in really. all fair and all ... the same feeling as you, all same style as you.
Jillian: OMG, so i really look like korean la?
Family: laughs and disses about my in-born fairness.
Jillian : (attempts to pout)

RIGHT, SO MUCH FOR N80 travelling back to my "home town" and
WELCOME BACK DADDY :)

I have been into the retro songs fever, listening to one of my favourite songs.
So I shall leave you with this song, before i head off to work. COOKIES AHOYYYYY!

"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Chorus:
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Ahoy, here come thurs

I have heard complains about my blog taking F o r e v e r to load.
Im sorry darling readers, thus i have decided to limit to 5 entries instead of 7.
(awwwwwwww, dont be sad.)

So anyway, here was what happened to me today.
I met up with cor and xue to just chill and yakked.
End up, lots of laughing and lots of staring from the public.
and jillian getting especially annoyed with the kid behind us.
xueying has yet to send me the pictures, but she has given me permission to take pictures from her blog to post. So here it goes. (we serriousssslydamnvain).
If you are wondering why ah cor is all dressed up (she is working in the office :) )
So its just FORMAL COR, SEMI FORMAL XUE and SLACKAUNTIE JILLIAN.







ONE WORD, VAINPOTS.

Anyways, Cor went back to work after we walked around the whole of toa payoh
and xue and I headed over to town for the big isetan fest. omgggggggggg fucking chaos.
walked, shopped (and bought nth, no money remb) and boogied till i needed to go back to work at 5pm.
love you 2 darlings, we do this like AGAIN SOON. :D

So hoooooray at work, laughed like mad with auntie again omg. i love her to death.

Dann popped over while i was working and scared me to death with his mysterious aura.
Hahahaha that silly boy. (PS: Sorry man, i couldnt accompany you for dinner , I owe you :) )
So I just talked to him from the shop and he stood outside for 15mins talking to me
(slackpleasedwnthere,cantalksolong,auntiealsosaynvm!hahahah)
He left after which, for his...chinatown lecture what thing (NUS Is stressful i know.)

After which, Gene a boo and Lingers and Teresa Came over and scared me to death.
Auntie got a shock too cause Gen screamed like mad ! hahahah we were all laughing like shit.
Auntie is highly amused and we both couldnt stop laughing. So abit more talking to them before they left and we began to do our work again.

Throughout the day, we talked to the stalls opp us and we were just on make friends mode.
Auntie and I were laughing and takling about so many funny things,
I just enjoy working with her. :)
and she didnt even blame me for the mistake i made (of coming at the wrong time)

At 10pm, the needle struck. I headed home.
I wondered to myself, my life is pretttttty hilarious after all. :)
hilarious on the fact on how certainthings turned out for me in life.
LETS ALL LAUGH.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.
ok stop. :)

[now for emo-fmo lyrics with Jyue, hohoho.]
its ridiculous, its been months,for some reason i just,cant get over us, and im stronger than this.enough is enough, no more walking around with my head down. im so over being blue, crying over youand im so sick of love songs,so tired of tears , so done with wishing you're still here.so sick of love songs , so sad its slow, so why turn off the radio.
(aiyo just press the button, radio off already right? being blue? dont wear blue, wear red :) )

no one ever saw me like you do, all the things i ever add up to, i never knew what a smile was worth. but your eyes say everything without a single word, cause there's something in the way you look at me. its as if my heart knows you're the missing piece, you made me believe taht there's nothing in this world i cant be, i never knew what you see, but there's something in the way you look at me. i like to stop the clock, make time stand still cause baby this is just the way i wanna feel.
(can you imagine if you are singing this song to like a fierce person? the way you look at me. HAHAHAHAHA. oppps, stop the clock, i wanna feel scared.hahaha.)

now you say the juice is sour, and it used to be so sweet and i help cant but to wonder if you're talking about me, we dont talk the way we used to talk its hurting so deep, i got my pride, i will not cry, but its making me weep. im not your superwoman, im not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is ok, boy im only human. This girl needs more than occassional hearts as a token of love from you to me. you like im just crazy when i said you changed, im convinced im know the problem, you dont love me the same, you're just going through the motion and not being fair, i got my pride, i will not cry, but i cant help but care.
(hahaha, lucky never say now you say the bag is saggy and it used to be so firm but i cant help but to wonder if you are talking about me.hahahah!)

How could you let somebody lay where i laid, how could you give him everything we made how could you call him all teh names you used to call me, how could you how could just forget about me. How could teach him all the things i taught you, how could you put him up How could you put him up to the Ghetto Kamasutra? How could you put me in the back and give him the front seat? How could you, How Could You just forget about me? You must be out your mind,
You got alot of nerve (to think that I’m going chill after all the shit I heard) ,I damn near carried you, I could've married you , Good thing I found out before I bought that 7 karat for you, (I know your sick about) The way I found you out , (Go head and pack, get out) I hope he's got room at his house , You should have thought of me before you hopped in the sheets , Damn I can't believe that you did this to me, baby , Girl I tried to give you everything, Can't believe the ways you repaid me, Girl you had it all, but I guess my all wasn't good enough for you, I've accepted it, and I ain't gone trip, girl I'm movin on, Sometimes I can't help but think that another man's gonna get the one that is made for me, Oooooooooo, yeah
(ok this song is just angsty, but i love it to death : ) angsty and fiesty and in case you are wondering what is Ghetto Kamasutra this is what happened when i searched it on wikipedia.org

You searched for Ghetto Kamasutra [Index]
No page with that title exists

Righhhhhhhht. can you imagine if you bought a 7 carat diamond, and you realize ur other half is cheating on you? oh my goodness. angst angst. no way would i sing such a nice sweet melodious tune, i probably blast like the Used. :D )

ok conclusion, im like super bored and have no life.
Its 4am, the chickens are flapping their wings, i should be sleeping now. :D
Emo fmo songs, ahhahaha. lovely comedy.

THIS IS MY WEDNESDAY.

-Worked 12-5 (Jasmine and I were having fun playing around :) fun. I love that girl)
-Roamed around in orchard
-Walked into many shops , tried on clothes. here are some examples. :)

Hello zara :D
-Elson called, so bumped into him.
-Talked for a while before he went for night class :)
-Waited till 8 for Shirley and Cherie (primary school clique mates)
-Talked and laughed and gossiped and diss each other, talked most about the past.
(here's a little flashback on what we talked about.)


1. Liying shirley and Fen ni 2.Xing Qing and Anastasia
3. Crystal without her belt (last time we like to make roses with our belts!)
4. The fat pig Jillian yue. omg so unglam.


1.Guan Ying (LPP!) Elaine (shifu!) and Alison! 2. Lisa Jenna and Liying!
3. Hahaha, shirley hates me for this photo. 4. Lisa! where did you die to!


1.Cherie and Lisa on Shy mode 2. Jillian (omg so fat i want to die) and Fen ni.
3. The Mystery gals :) 4. Melissa hamster kwan!



1. Shirley has been bullying me since primary six till now. (hahaha)
2.Mel and Guan ying.
3.Jenna and Shimin. 4.Piling up with Elaine and Guan Ying
5. Genevieve! omgggggg woman, you go aussie right! :)
6. Crystal and MJ

Presenting the Mystery Gals featuring Melissa Kwan

Featuring:
(Top row): Mystery gal Lisa, Mystery Gal Shirley, Mystery Gal Li ying, Mystery Gal Cherie
(bottom row): Mystery Gal Jillian (im 6!), Melissa Kwan (the featured) and Mystery Gal Genevieve.
I forgot who is what number already.already, but i know im mystery gal 6 (cause im the last to join the team)
hahahahaha :) melissa looks mysterious in the midst of us mystery gals. hahahhaha.
MYSTERY GALS LE! HAHAHAHAAH 3 of us sat at carls junior and laughed at the stupid moments we spent together. :)

Primary 6 kindness 1999

Click to enlarge. (silly class, i remember you still. )

Man, this shows how much i have aged. like period.
3 of us have grown so much.
Shirley and Cherie are both in university (cherie still doing my dream course in NTU)
We're old... and have aged, talking about boys, driving and campus life.
and we were arranging for a mahjong session soon :)
Man, i had fun you two. :) big loves.

Mystery gals, hahaha. adorable we were.

Congrats to Hady! :) The Singapore Idol! (TaufikIstillloveyoubaby.)
Hello to the week without my n80, depression and no love.
THUS NO MORE PICTURE FOR THIS POST. : (

"Closet"
Bring on the pain, Bring on the agony.
I thought I was capable of handling this blasphaemy.
small cuts, erotic fucks
liquid flowing out of my mind.
who can save me, who can save me tonight?
daring soul, Can you hear me somewhere out there?
I need your rescue tonight.

Other romance, ha! foolish fuck,
You should know i wont forgive,
instead i will bear the grudge
held on, tolerated the stabbing wounds,
All because I believed and loved you.

I was living in my closet,
I believe in closure
I said one, I mean another
I was living in my closet
It was no one like another
There, my troubled mind lies
with my everbleeding heart.

My world is spinning, everyone is jeering
shouting fuck, what a fool you are.
Awaken? Anionted? Absolute blasphemy.
i shall close the closet door, and create history.
No choice, No choice my whoooping pretty.
Im sorry, happiness you ought to sought.
and beauty, sought me you shouldnt.

Sunday-Church days

I went to church today (wahhhhhhhh its been long)
anyway, it was children ministry day and I saw the primary school ushers
Man, I was reminded of the my good old days as a primary school usher with xue soph and cor.
OMGGGG. RETRO that was like 6 years ago.
I walked over to the old playground at the back of the church where my sister and I
will swing along while waiting for daddy to come. (this time im waiting for her only : ()
but, im feeling it man. I felt young and happy again.

Careeefreeeeeeee
We went over to Carls Jr for lunch (craving since saturday man.)
so Suntec we flew over. As you can see Janice is reluctantly refuse to take pictures
because of that i insisted on taking man. : ) : ) : )

After which,
we walked we talked and laughed and got high on chocolates :D
and we were crammmmmmmping with style (literally - if you now what i mean)

hot drink we needed so AHOY! STARBUCKS





I demanded Janice to smile for the camera cause she has to look nice with hot cocoa
i mean COME ON, hot cocoa makes you happy man :D
Because we were waiting for mother yue to come over to fetch us home,
we walked over to SRC and explored the place :D

Janice posing as a model for me (accidentally)
Sisters having fun man, like totally. :D

After which, small yue went over for tuition.
That pooooor dear. : (
while i slept like a pig. HAHAHAHAH.

Omg, im lending my dad my n80 because
He's going on a business trip in Korea.
Fact of the day: in korea they only can use 3G phones.
Singapore is just a bloody laggard, why you tell me why.
Im the type that cannot live without my phone.
Now i have to use my old phone. someone murder me.
(no more random pictures - FOR A WEEEEEEK! scary music plays at the background)
sigh, im depresssssed. and feeling blue. : (

RIGHT., ON A LIGHTER NOTE, EVERYONE VOTE FOR HADY OK!
FWHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

HAHAHAHA

[/EDIT]
suddenly we are just 3 random kids online at 252am
From the song called : Scummy by Artic Monkeys, we led to talking about scumbags to associating ourselves to bags. and in conclusion, after eliminating
1. hello kitty bag = yum (inside joke)
2. Eye bag = Jillian
3. Barney bag = rah
4. Scum bag = tanya (why you dont want!)
5. Scrotum bag = rah/gene (hahahahahah)

THE FINAL STATUS:
Boxcar racer (tanya) says:
TANYA=FATSSSSS BAG
JILLIAN= AIR BAG
YUM =COLD BAG
GEN =DIRRRTY BAG
SARAH = EYE BAG
Boxcar racer says:
WOOOO
r u s h e r // one last thing before i shuffle off the planet. (sarah) says:
XDDDD
RANDOMNESS
my n80 is travelling to korea even before I do : ( (jillian) says:
YES I LOVE IT
BAGS!

now are you feeling the BAGS. :D