Lovely clouds I glance upon on my first day of school :)
My ray of hope through the hurdles.

I am only human, i can only do SO MUCH.
give me a break PLEASE.
Life, dont ask so much from me.
fucking swear i'll break down and cry,
God, pick me up please, i want to give up and cry.

I've tried, I'm tired.
really.

FRIDAY

School= Project meeting with Jo Radz Ming Yi (benson was sick),
followed by Project meeting with Abner Maria Mirza.
:D tired folks? ohhhh yeah.

PUNKTARDS MEETING.
Rah and yum and I met first in town
INTENSE SOBBING IN HEART.
1.because im broke and everything is so freaking nice now.
2.I have no money for MY ANNASUI PERFUME.

I have never loved a perfume so much.
The first perfume I fell in love with.
COST: $80 oh great fuck.haha

lots of roaming until we met Tanya with her NEWLAPTOP MAN.
CHILLING , EATING AT USUAL PLACE, SITTING DOWN
AND WE WATCHED KING AND THE CLOWN

Lee Joon-ki is super pretty you know.
I feel so...terrible after seeing his sexy stomach.
I think i look more like a man as compared to him. :D
Yum Rah and I were poking each other during the..
Suggestive parts. and from my seat I can hear Tanya
laughing her freaking head off! hahaha.
The show is funny people, you guys should catch it
Touched + funny = Great show. Period!
PS: ITS GAY-ISH, WHY DO YOU THINK WE WATCHED?HAHA.

It was time to run over to MF to visit Gen.
:D and recieve our lovely presents from Tokyo! :D
thanks gen for my necklace!
OH! we got to see the new hamster!
Powgy! :D cute little thing. :)
Gen provided us with midnight snacks
it was gooooooood. :)
AND WE ALL WENT HOME. :D

SATURDAY
CUTHAIRWITHYUM :D
boy i love my hair all thin and all. :D
Conclusion, yum and I are pleased humans. :)

Forgot to take yum's hair but im utterly please please :D
dont mind the weird antics :D

Project meeting with Benson Mingyi Jo and Radz at Radz place in bedok
Hell it was funny, benson lost his wallet and police station and all
Plus block 85 chaos, with lots of food we cant finish :D
h i la r i o us.

SO MUCH FOR THE CHAOS :D
**
Sister is upstairs already playing with her computer
boy is that woman having fun :)

I NEED A BREAK.

Wed was funny.
1. I met up with Goose for some talk, and some walk in the morn. :D
2. TM chaos, because Bestie's sim card was screwed.
3. Yum and I had fun playing with Barney toys in Toysrus(i love..i love..i love youuu)
4. Random-bbq at my place just the four of us
5. Cycling for Yum and I, adventure please.(dont you love my bike yum?)
6. learn-cycling for tanya Part 2
7. learn-cycling for Rah Part 1 never came about.
8. yum kept calling me a caveman because I never use sticks to eat.
9. we had too much crabsticks for the day
10. Marshmellows too. omg. bbq!
11. Sister is feeling better, because her pals came too.
12. WE PLAYED BADMINTON (yum loves my squash racket)
13. We played cards, watched TV and relax

These are the 13 best things we can do on a wed :D
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My thurs :D



I met up with my darlings, from a longlonglong ago :D
Shirley and Fenni , my primary school honeys. :D
We supposed to meet at Grapevine but it was closed,
so a long walk to kovan and settled at Sakke.
Boy was it hilarious just talking about the good old days
and catching up on our nonsense :D

Love you both. :D lets do it again
with my taxi and fenni's MTV music :D
Oh and Shirley's non-existent stomach
HEE HEE HEE

Ran over to Toa payoh to meet Rosy and Jo
before cabbing over to Mediacorp for Singapore Idol Results show :D




Hahaha, just look at us bored kids :D
1. Blessy, Jo and Me
2. Me Jo and Rosy
3. Jo and Rosy acting (bu yao pai ) dont take dont take me.
4. Me and Ah Jo :D

Singapore Idol results show was great :D
I got the results i wanted.
(exceptGCgotintowildcardtoo.!##$#$%)
and it was fun screaming with blessy for nurul!
Plus all of us were jus screaming at the fact that Joakim was there :)
Nurul, go for it man! do PL proud! : )

Man, I love Singapore Idol.

**
School is restarting and im not pleased about it.
LASTMINPROJECTRUSHINGSTARTSTML.
fuck.
haha
**

Yes, thanks to those we have been asking about ol' janice yue. :D
she's much better now. :D That girl can laugh and make funny jokes about me
and disturb me already, well. that mean's she's back. :D

JUST LOOK AT HER ENJOYING LIFE WITH MY MOTHER.
6months and she'll be kicking in no time

Her friends bought flowers for her, giving me a shock wondering who is that at the door :D
and check out that cute apple Tanya gave her :D so cuttttte. :D we still cant bear to eat it.

This whole week is dedicated to Janice Yue .
Seriously. :D except for monday when i went over to TM with Rah
(who came over to my place first to say hi to mei mei.)

She wanted to snip her hair, but hahahaha.
We backed out . :D so shopped around
and did illegal stuff HO HO HO HO HO. evil ones i swear
Weird survey boys, and discussion on Tattoos.
(Rah says, pple do it when life changing obstacles,
maybe i should get one. :D )
fwhooooooooo~!! say say say.

:D Tm , white sands and hell alot of madness.
running around looking for this UNKNOWN BISCUITS RAH wants to munch on.


later in the evening, i went over to meet xueying at TM
for a talk :D hahaha. it was a long and good one,
its been long since i have
seriously spoken to her.
I can honestly say, it was a heart-to-heart talk man till 11pm.
(with the help of my beer and ur booze)
:) The good old days Xueying :D
Whatever it is, you'll be ok alright man! :) love you!wooo.
**
Now i fear to close my eyes, honestly.
I cant go to sleep, everything is happening so fast. : /

Dear Janice Yue Mei Mei,
I know you are going through a hard time, but dont you worry, Jie is here. When daddy and mummy left, I was watching you sleep throughout the night, sitting by the hospital bed, and worrying for you. The knee operation on saturday was a success and all, but the aftermath is hard with the medication. I cant wait to see you laugh with me about KAURR SHAUNNS and what shit. hahahaha. Daddy and mummy love you too alright! :) we all do, come on, you are our MEI MEI. :D

I know you'll be ok, plus Tanya's rose cheer you up!haha. :)
we are standing behind you all the way honey.

PS: thanks Bestie and Jeremy for coming yo. :) Old maid/Snap again? hahaha.
Oh yes, and thank you Millie too !

**

Hell a whole lot of slacking, staying at home from Tues-Fri
with the exception of yum and tanya coming over to play on Thurs :)

Oh have i told you what i have been watching.
yes yes yes, say say say, its Hard Gay!


He is freaking funny, if you dont believe
watch this.

Hard Gay at yahhooooo
Hard Gay at Ramen shop
More Hard Gay videos

How can you not love this fellow. :D

Now for
Singapore Idol news
Jillian's predictions were right.

Yes yes, thankfully these two got in. :) I should have placed bets for Singapore Idol
I'll be rich by now.
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SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME, LONG OR SHORT FOR MY HAIR
SHOULD I KEEP LONG HAIR.
SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR SHORT.
SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE I BEG OF YOU.
HAHAHA

so far , chelsea says long. anymore takers for long?
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I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,
I was stupid, I was foolish i was lying to myself
I couldn't of fathomed that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself Cause I didn’t know you
Cause I didn’t know me
But I thought I knew everything.
I've never felt

The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t hear your voice
Or even touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Or what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
there ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep [too deep]
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
“I Only Think Of You” and it's breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together but I’m falling apart

I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, Cryin tryin
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

-"we belong together"

Monday


Gene left for tokyo, and the tards sent her off :D
Lots of planning for our clique trip
plus our business and our future as a clique :D
Investments, salaries, our future store, our gang vacation!

Plus, drama goodbye when Gene went in. it was madness.

Gang, lets go overseas soon :D
Gene come back safe :D we love you honey.

**

What's up? i know we haven't spoken for a while
I was thinking bout you and it kinda made me smile
So many things to say and I'll put them in a letter
Thought it might be easier, the words might come out better
How's your mother?
How's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish i could press rewind
and rewrite every line to the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried,
I've tried to get you off my mind
but it don't get no better as each day go by
and I'm lost and confuse I've got nothing to lose
hope to hear from you soon...
P.S I'm still not over you

Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
there's a lot of feelings that remains since you?ve been gone
I guess you thought that I would've it all behind me
but it seems there's always something right there to remind me
like a silly joke or something on the TV, boy it ain't easy
when I hear our song I get that same old feeling
wish I could press rewind, turn back the hands of time and I shouldn't be telling you

Did you know I've kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oooh nooo.. tried to erase
The way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget

PS: Im still not over you.
**

not up to date, hahaha. Due to busy schedule.

Say hello to

wed
First a lil shopping with Jacyn and Denise
boy those two girls can shop their nutters away.

followed by,

somehow we besties always meet up on wed.
thanks babe, for being there for me. I heard what i needed to hear. :D love you.


Waited for rah to end work, and we popped back home :)

**

Thurs
I recieved my 6111, but i didnt like it man.
So i carried it for only a day, and passed it back to mother.
hugs old mobile

I am making full use of 6111 before returning it. :D
Say hello to the hottttttties :D



now now now now now, bestie and i were just screaming out lungs.
He's hot please, squeeeezing each other's hands
I swear mine nearly dropped. hahaha.

Met up with Janice yue, in search for She's the man posters
Bumped in Gen and Ho family, buying their phones.
Carls JR, and deaf ears, funny noses, and madness all the way home.
**

Friday
I woke up late,
rush to school for editing.
Sorry groupies. I was late.
i totally had to abandoned my insight paper (which is 5%)
I didnt submit it. fuck. but hack.
Blessy Mich and Nadiah and I did it.
:D here's our product.



:D Thanks V, for your help.

I rushed dwn home, thanks mummy for the ride here and there
I changed and ran over to Zanna's party at thomson.
Jacyn came along and it was
a rather exciting night
Eg, Car rides, motorcycle chaos, 7-11 walks, drama,
booze, cake, talks, bbq, socializing.
:D hee hee.

Happy birthday 18th zanna.
you silly girl. :) love you alright.
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A lil pictures to spice up our lives -stolen from Xue :D thanks hon.

Featuring: Zanna (duhhh), Chris, Xueying, Jordan, Kozaw,
Cor, Jacyn, Jillian.. wait, where is stewart! haha


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Saturday

I had training and it was :D slackish. I see a future there.
money money money

Slack my whole life with TV


Featuring my favourites as of now :D
PS: JASMINE IS PRETTY.

**

i dont wanna hear you cry, cause it made me cry.
all i ever want is for you to be happy.
all i ever wanted is to just hear it from you.
just promise me that alright. and i'l be ok :)
i'll stand by you no matter what