As predicted, on friday i looked terrible when i arrived in school,
which at the same time i realized i had an inside paper to submit
which i totally forgotten to do, whoooopie.

*

I met up with the Rah man, for the longest time ever(which is at least a week)
(this shows how much we miss one another, only a week and it felt like forever)

Oh yes, that woman just wanna dress all glam,
and I looked like i just collided with a truck of ugly-and-unglam. :D
Rah's so hot man. :D getting checked out etc,
and I, was just standing beside her looking like her China-maid. :D
ho ho ho. or should i say hur hur hur (HAHAHA) ok i shutup.

we went over to mdis, head over to town to bump into T at her work place,
shopping shopping shopping lots of impulse buying
and plus, a big hoo ha shock, and laughing for the three of us :D
Dinner at hans with the T during her break, plus the shopping and
the routinal walk from Orchard to City Hall, talking about
everything and catching up. :D loving it.

Enjoyed my day honeys :D
I cant wait for Gene's birthday.

**

Recurring dream of the year : myself driving on the expressway
18 more days btw, for those who are counting dwn too :D

MOS CREW of 9 , the party was great.

iloveditloveditloveditlovedit. practically danced my way through.

bestie and I * Shots * D, J, T, J

Bestie was present at the partying :D
A form of release i guess.
forced bestie into going with us, and it was WORTH IT
we had so much fun man.

Tequilla and what other shit, and yes , im as red as a baboon.
The dancing ,the music the company was awesome,
the drinks, the booze, the platform was classic,
the journey towards meeting Jeremy and Aloysious was i n s a n e.
Bestie and I were screaming at rats and being high,
sitting in a cab, where the taxi driver talks non-stop,
mannnnn. i'll do this over again in a heartbeat.

PS: TANYA CAN DANCE TOO :D

till 4 am, the effects of alcohol still run admist my blood , and im so high,
I can stilll blog about this. hur hur hur.

Bestie has no idea how to get up for work,
same problem, I dont know how I can wake up for school.
ohh hack.

THOSEPRESENT,LETSDOITOVERAGAINANDCALLMOREFOLKSALONG
WETHROWONEMEANCLUBBINGGATHERING,ANDIMLOVINGIT.
THANKYOU8THOSEPRESENT(EXCLUDINGME).

S u p r i s i n g l y I came home straight from lunch with poly-crew
at the naked fish place, where seriously, commotion occurred.
all in all, it was hilariously fun, especially the talk about sea-harm (cockels)
hur hur hur. :D

I came home, with my eyes slowly but surely,
forming a straight line,
I still stuffed toothpicks into my eyelids, and watched
the-ever-waited-show-since-one-month-of-intensive-downloading.

in short, its sad. :(
It proves one thing, gay people can be super faithful,
despite the distance, and discrimination, etc etc etc.
Girls fall in love with girls because of sensitivity,
Guys fall in love with guys because of I-have-no-idea-why-yet,
but I believe, that mutal attraction between gay people,
can be found in the opposite sex as well :D
its true, all you need to do, is find that special someone.
im saying this, from an ex-gay's point of view.

agreeeeee? it's out there, I promise.

****

As i was travelling in the train, I saw the rain pouring down like wild coconuts,
I began to think and ponder, and i looked at my reflection,
I gazed at the "19-year-old-that-looks-16" person,
I told myself, from this year onwards, I have to dress my age.
Not as if im wearing Hello kitty and Prancing around
carrying a balloon or what, but I still look young.

Thus, I make a bold statement today.
I'm going to keep my hair long like the picture above.
Im going to start dressing my age.

Its not going to be easy, I know.
I know i have a angular face shape that only allows short hair,
but im going to try, if professionals claim, longer hair would make you look older
fine, LongER hair here I come.

****

say good morning to the sunshine, as you walk to the train station :D
beauttttttiful nature.
****

Have you ever loved and lost somebody,
wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry.
cant you see, thats the way i feel about you and me baby.
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
looking down the road we should be taking
I should know, That i loved and lost the day i let you go.

even though the moment's gone, Im still holding on.

-extracted from "have you ever".

PS: im starting to dislike my face, dont know why. emmmmmm.

ilovemydeariebestie,theoneihavebeenseeing.
****
in response to this
"thanks bestie!!for running in the howling blowing rain
to get tanya here the silicon for her pod
haha..i really APPRREEECIATE YOU!!
i do i do!
=)
ILOVEYOU!
i love seeing the both of you together..
heh heh..
its GOOD (jim carrey style)

i love seeing you walking towrads the shop
i love hearing about your adventures of the day
i love the way you crack me up
i love the way yo always encourage me
i love the way you are.
=)"

Here's my response,
you are welcome for running in the howling rain, cause you are my bestie
I appreciate you toooo! :D for being such a dearie
and WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY SEEING BOTH OF US TOGETHER
pokeeeeeeees.

I love walking to the shop, and seeing you sell watches :D
I love hearing your adventures about weird customers
I love the way you absorb my cracks
I love the way you know what i eat even when im in school
i love the way we think alike
: D
***

As usual, school (zzzzZzzzZZ).
Hur Hur Hur (hahahahah! Alleyians still laughing at this)

Dinner with Bestie, shopping, yami, scaring Jillian, ho ho ho arnd :D
Past two days I have been meeting her. :D pluswithhergoodfriend
Hope shes not sick of my face. :D

love you bestie.

someone come and rescue me. :D

the solution to boredom, Photoshop.

you know, people always ask me, why do people blog.
emmm, good questions. let me try to answer why.

1. to look back and laugh at past posts,
A goood example is this

"(^_^) .....BWHAbHWAhbWAHbhwAHBwa...gEN DUn mAKE mE luff CAN!! bwHAbhWAHbwHABHwAHBhw...sCHoOL sUx...welL..tODAE WAS nICe...
friED rIce WAs gOOd....laTEr gOT SHITY ARt..NOT pREpARed....CAN dIE...!!!!!! bWAHbWHAbhwa....I HATe tHE wORld...Esp...A.O , QUeK ANd RAjAH...bWAhbHWAHBHwa"

Extracted from Monday, March 24, 2003

2. to write down your emotions
3. to remember all the special moments spent
4. to express yourself
5. to tell people what you have been up to. :D

****

well, my body aches after fridays' dancing escapade.
my gosh, it was hilarious. :D shant go into details
I had fun dancing with you guys
(Zanna, Jacyn, Sharon, Vivan, Eunice and many more :D)
but seriously man, im unfit.

Ran over to xue's party
and had lots of fun gossiping and
meeting new folks and catching up with the old :D
oh yes, Zanna and I dragged Jacyn over :D
fun fun fun? till the break of dawn.

Great party xue, we should do it again .

**
saturday and sunday blues.
where boredom strikes,
reaallll bad.

well at least mummy brought us out :D thanks mum.
btw, I have the coolest family on earth.
we have our flaws, and personality clashes, but all in all,
the yues are the rocks of my soul,
the roots of my crazy antics. :D (mainly my mummy)

***

To all i know, to those who know Jillian , to those who recognize me by face, or by name
Here's a shout out to you.

I appreciate each and everyone of you. :D
you made me who i am today :D thank you.
and when i die, I want everyone to have a good time at my funeral,
I want to see everyone smiling and laughing,
dancing and I hope to hear hip hop music :D
i'll be watching from above, dancing to the beat too,
you'll feel me, cause im in your hearts, dancing my nuts away.

this is my declaration. period.
***
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seriously man, my all time favourite Ad. :D


Hot stuff mamma, and if you like this ad, check this one out
Wazzup grammas.
Hilarious.
***

Im pretty excited about the next Singapore idol thingers
but, before we welcome the new batch,
let us not forget the first season.
Here's something i found in my computer,
under my Singapore Idol folder.

Ahhh.. good ol memories of Singapore Idol

not forgetting my idol, Taufik Batisah :D
Here's his hot video



Aint no sunshine. :D its no wonder he was the Idol :D
My Olinda was around that Standard too :D
My gosh. my top favourites :D


it was the love honey, the love.

My wednesday was Long , yet the wait was rewarding

I accomplished so much in a day
1. I get to observe my school's CCA properly
2. I got scared, along with jo chels maria rosy over that "smiley" girl
3. I walked rosy to the driving centre, and walked back to sch.
4. I went over to arab st in search of House of Japan shop with Jeremy.
5. I attempted to scare bestie along with Jeremy too.
6. I helped bestie walk from far east all the way to orchard plaza to change Ipod
7. I accompanied Bestie with her meeting with Hiroki
8. I learnt so much about Japan, as well as how cute jap guys can be.
9. I discovered the fact that my hair is super ugly
10. I can sleep with my eyes open.

Cam whoring :D again.


Hiroki, Tanya and Jyue :D

Bestie, I enjoyed myself HEE HEE HEE.

****

Did I mention, French is fucked up harddddd.
imgoingtodie,butimustlearntolikeit.
ereccct? :D hahahahahaha.

And i found the house of japan with yum
omgomgomgomg. :D so cheap.

Steamboating with yummers, rah , Tanya and Hiroki.

Hiroki is really hilarious.
The fact that he had to be so discreet about sneaking food into his mouth
is hilarious. HEE HEE HEE.

Right check this out, Hiroki cooking prawns
Live prawns

hee hee hee
so hilarious :D

He was amazed by the smallest facts of Singapore
and the way he express himself, is so unique and special :D
Cute kid, period.


It was memorable for us man. :D great fun.

Mei mei was on the bus, so we hopped on and
We floated over to bugis for a neoprint session
as requested by dear hiroki



Cute kid man, he wrote jap words for us on the neoprints :D
own initative :D so hilarious !

Today was the last day we will see him,
because he is leaving Singapore soon.

Hiroki, great knowing you , you're a funny kid :D all the best in Japan!

On our way home, Bestie and I were Singing out loud,
making a scene and being high,
yum rah and meimei were just utterly disgraced by us :D
funniest moments of my life and im loving it :D

>>Hiroki days
<< Photos here.

*****

Bestie and I conclude,
this week has been
W E I R D

If you realized, school has started for Ol' yue :D
major zzzzZzzzZ.

Man , do i miss my class or what man.
So great to see those ding dongs again :) but then again, come on
this is school again which means
here comes projects, exams and what other fucktarded things NYP can think of.

year two, helllo, here comes reluctant jillian

****

well, last sunday was a blast with my keys ol keys
we went to wild wild wet, splash splash.
was super self-conscious about the way i looked in a swimming costume
considering the fact that im fair and fat.
xue cor zanna and I just wanna have so much fun
sliding around and getting caught in the rain :D
we ended up bathing at my place and having a blast :D
loved it honeys.

****

well, at least i caught up with my driving,
and i caught up with my bestie (whoiseversosick,pleasetakecare),
and had dinner with her and jeremy also.
bestie, please take care of your health please,
and i know you are ever excited about ITs
HO HO HO HO HO.

****
Discovery from Jillian's world
"You'll tend to fall in love or be attracted to those
Totally opposite of your character".

So, this means i'll fall in love with a
Tanned-shy-quiet-reserved-eatmorethanme-
un-hip-notvain-logical-motivated-notlazy-
playguitar- bespected- guy.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
I rather not meet him. :D :D :D :D
it would be disasterous.

Saturday



Bring on all the brave souls on the frontline, donating their blood,
while as i am being a wimp. standing by the side.
Call me a drug addict, that caused me in-eligiblity in donating!
I consumed panadols for 2 consectutive days, thus i cant donate :D
but hey, leave it to Tanya, Millie and Lex (is that how i spell his name?)
to donate :D braaaaave souls.

watch bestie's experience here.


Lunch, Service, running around expo searching for food,
visiting goose, buying wally books. talk about the madness :D

trust us to cam-whore : D
madness! :D plus alot of tricking one another, hilarious.

Head over to airport, followed by our 53 bus ride:D
I love my day with my bestie the brave girl :Dlove you baby! plus the rest of . . Tanya's cell group!
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->City Harvest Easter o6'<- Pictures :D

Time passes when you work with your bestie

Thurs
It's really true.
I went over to help at the Watch place,
bestie and i were just going crazy at that place,
bitching and thinkin of ways to destroy irrtating customers
and at the same time, had fun bumping into pple :D
Funniest thing was We ended up drinking ,
and my face was so red,

bestie: you lok like you are from the wa-yang!

Right. :D hahaha. dong chang!
after which, lets just say we had a little party at chompers


Just look at us enjoy or spicy stuff :D hahaha. parrrrty.
after which, we indulge in some egg custard shit,
which we didnt really enjoy :D hahahaha full already man.

As promised, cam whoring from us :D hahaha. I love my bestie man.
great fun love :D
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Good friday is here :D and I went over to Cherie's church
Cherie (Primary school clique member in which i have never seen in 7 years)
So i met up with primary school bestie first, Shirley! :D
man, that woman gets prettier man :D plus she brought along her bf bf bf , leroy
Now, he's a funny chap.
Shirley is a funny girl, we were just talking about the good ol sec sch times
when she wrote letters to me, i replied,
and our different-class-sec-sch friendship continued :D it was fun

Cherie was singing in the choir, and when we went over to say hi
she didnt recognize me! :D hahahaha oh welllll, i look utterly different man
compare this and this.

Its no wonder she doesnt recognize me :D hahahaha.

Meeting up with Shir and Leroy was great nutty fun,
plus just looking at cherie sing, pity we didnt get our picture taken :(
Primary schoool was such great fun, just think about it,
it has been 7 years.
goodness. :D
the good ol mystery gals days.

PS: mystery gals was our clique name, dont laugh, it was hip then. :D
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Good friday, such a sacred day, many people just take this day
as a public holiday, never realizing, the Son of God laid down his
life down for all of us. Well, for one im grateful that he did, because
i'm such a sinner and i know, he loves me so much, he just died for me :D
God has blessed me in so many ways, and in more ways to come ,
Thank you God, for everything. :D
I willl try to be good ! hahaha.

This video speaks to me,
Great job.
(its not like i have a kid or what, but somehow it just touches me.)


sound of my voice.
speaking of voice, My job has ended.:D
I'll miss Elle and Ambi(safra-ians) man. :( and Mr Rahman, Aziza Mega and Rachelle too :D
plus all the singtel-ers, from xiuling all the way to Ida Jingwen Karin etc.
we are all hilarious people,
and not forgetting yum :D hahaha. accompanying me halfway through,
plus being my personal alarm clock.

great memories, i'll never look at a headset the same way again :D
if you hear me getting all formal over the phone,
it means i miss my job ;D

Well, as usual dinner with my bestie. :D loving the joy she brings.
Thurs, I cant wait, combination of Jyue and Bestie working hand in hand. :D

iwasreallupsetjustnow,onefuckedupcouplewasjuststaringatme
andlookingatmeandmouthingthewordsisitguyorgirlprancingtheirsluttyeyesalloverme
ifeltsoviolatedandinsultediknowimaybeasflatasarunwaybutgivemesomecredit
somewheresomehowistilllooklikeagirlright?sheesh.humannatureman,beingallsuperficialandjudgemental,
fuckedupsocietydisgrace.p e r i o d

PS: BESTIE I CAN WAIT FOR THURS, CAM - WHORING MAN.
PS: GEN, I KNOW YOU ARE GETTING SICK, PLEASE TAKE CARE
PS: RAH, YOU ARE STUDYING RIGGGGHHHT. ALL THE BEST BABY IT:LL BE OVER SOON
PS: YUM, YOU GOT SORE THROAT I KNOW, GO AND DRINK LOTS OF WATER :D
PS: RACHEL YEO PLEASE EAT SOMETHING SOLUBLE.

I just love being tired with my bestie
cause we can just laugh our heads out together,
saying the silliest things :D

what can i say, i love having dinner with this honey

girl go rest well , sleep more, forty ballas :D HAHAHAHA.
love you honey.
* * * * *
Right, so during your free time in the office what do you do?
well, you explore you new timetable which really sucks.
PS: MS0502 darlings, our timetable is. . not as bad as last sem, but what the fuck, its still bad.

here is how it goes
Monday - 8am to 3pm
Tuesday - 12- 6 (wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf)
Wed - 9 -1
Thurs - 9 - 3
Friday - 12 - 2 (this is one day, you will see me pon like mad, 2 hours of sch, wtf you tell me)

now, for the horror, here's the modules I will be taking.
1. Media buying and sales negoitation ( by a part time lecturer, sniggggerrrrs)
2. People and Supervisory Management (by our lovely VC, are you with me)
3. Broadcast media management ( Miss Soo, and this is the friday module :D )
4. International media management ( Mr Azhar, emmmmmm. kids, he is our 1st lesson on weds morning, im so dead-late)
5. Essentials of print media management ( Mr Edwin Tan , isnt this the AV man?)
6. French ( Asst Manager of Sch of engineering , fear him ... si? :D )
7. Digital film and video production (Mr Azhar - Morning again, thurs morning, WHY GOD TELL ME WHY.)

I think year two is going to be hell. : (

37 more days to my big day,
17th of may is on a weds, looking at the timetable, most likely , i'll keep school a miss on that day :D
icantwaitbabyicantwaithahahahahimgoingmadintheofficeman.thankGodforgmail,
analternativetoblogger,emailyourselfandpostitontheweb,howtrendy :D imlovingit. =D

Jillian has turned into a materialistic monster.
my spending power has gone up to its highest gear,
whereby its hard to stop me.
Here are somethings i have been eyeing on.

I know i have been nagging about this phone for ages
till now i have no ability to own it :( and my UOB card
omgggg . when when when will i get a chance to own one,
21 years old, please come forth, Im anticipating eagerly

since its 38 more days to my big day, I have been motivating myself.
Here is what i have been looking on. :D
Say hello to Toyota Yaris - $56,217
Say hello to Nissan March - $(Ihavenoidea)around the same.

mydadrecommendedthetoyotayaris,ihopethismeanshemightbegettingit
right, i know im dreaming. hahaha. my dad told me to buy my own car :(
OK, SHALL STUDY FOR A GOOD PAYINGJOB .
my goals in life now
1.to achieve $1,000,000 before 35
2.to get a car before i reach 30
3.to set the TPE cafe before 30
4.i'll let you know the rest when i can remember. :D

HAIL TO GOAL ACHIEVEMENT.
but for now, back to telemarketing till thurs. :D
imastepcloser,icanfeeeelandsmeelllmygoalsalready. :D

[/EDIT]
i was watching Superband, and seriously
These malay dudes are just the coolest man.
I support them all the way man. :D and you should too.

they are called, Juz-b
errrr nice name :D hahahaha. but even then, just go all out for their bravery. :D
They have what it takes man. :D

And these Shi Nuo Bi bunch, they have got the beat man.
I want to learn that spin-disc thing :D so trendy.
I wanna be a disco-DJ too. :D

In conclusion, too many things i want to do, yet, so little time.

Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,
Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,
Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,
Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive,Iwanttodrive.

Meeting up with bestie for dinners can be really fun,
the fact that it always rains when i wanna meet her,
makes it all cooling for us :D (although it can be worrying, knowing she's so tired)
passing by linger's work place,
going partying with xue and cor and mae shaan,
dropping by gen's workplace at random hours,
getting wake up calls from yummers, (73 missed calls is the highest record so far)
informed about potential shopping trip with shopping bud Rah la la,
and just having soup-kitchen dinner with goose,

it makes my life worth while :D,
are you loving it,
IAM.

there are so many things i start to think about as i begin my journey to work,
let me show you my list.

1. why do love songs make you sad?
2. why do they make mrt lines yellow and not red?
3. what woudl you do if you realize you were not your actual sex?
4. what would you do if you knew, the one isnt willing to be with you?
5. what makes you think you have the one out there?
6. if everyone has the one, why are there single pple out there?
7. why do some people get all obsessed with getting a gf/bf?
8. why do guys prefer girls in long hair?
9. what will happen if i dye my hair purple, wil i get kicked out of nyp?
10. what would i be like when i start working?
11. what would my children look like when i give birth?
12. will i even marry when i dont even plan to?
13. why should i marry? so troublesome.
14. why do i suffer from mental sickness?
15. why are people's minds so sterotyped?
16. i conclude, everything isnt as simple as it seems
17. why do i get so tired?
18. why am i getting fatter?
19. why am i so short?
20. why am i becoming so negative?
21. why do people need shrinks when they have friends?
22. why do people smoke when they know its bad?
23. why so people suffer from STM ( me me me.)
24. what will i be like in the future?
25. what would the rest of the punktards look like man.. haha.
26. why doestn goose yeo eat when shes' so skinny?
27. wonder how's ms0502
28. its been long since i went out with xue and gang.
29. omg, why do people do things, when they know its wrong?
30. is it possible to change ur mental thinking?
31. why do females get menses? why cant the guys get it too?
32. PMS, why why why why?
33. why do i choose to work so long? i want to faint.
34. rah said, all huamns are 50% bisexual, is it true?
35. am i going to die of diabeties? (cause i have been eating ALOT of sweets in office)

and the list goes on,
so tel me, do i think alot? :D
doubt so.

glad to see my t, my G, and of course my Y,
my R, study hard. miss you.:D

everyone, study hard, work hard. we will be rich soon,
and our cafe, house and everything planned will come true. love you guys.

Firstly, my apologies to cor, for not being able to go.
Im super sorry girl, please forgive me.

Today is a really special day for the yue family
Thank you Pastor Prince, for the wonderful sermon.
He said something that really struck me,
The Law is the advertiser for Grace.
I just sit there in awe. Its so true.
All we ever need to do, is just believe.
:D so simple, so proud of mummy today.
cause she went up. :D

taken in New creation cause its a special day! :D

After church, we went to Ichiban to eatttt :D
Love the family time and spastic jokes, bought a cake just to celebrate mummy's bday.
:D pretty mummy

So happy for you mummy
Happy 40+ birthday! :D
(shant put her real age, shant embarrass the woman born in 1960)

still super addicted to the song,
im humming and singing like noone's business,
because it speaks the truth, the true meaning of my life.
:D riigght, at least i think it does. :D

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
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Such beautiful Words, that speaks from the heart.
love it.