Wednesday

Nightmare-Wed

lets just say
i started my day
with a farking headache.
Life isn't bad enuff huh?
goodness.

anyway
i was struggling for my life
during chinese lessons.
have to do oral and crappo.

real struggle.
den after that have chem test
the test i did less than 15min
i just plong on the table
and slept my test away.
my headache was real bad
siah.
ok jillian here u go,
whining sia.

recess i just lie on the 2 chairs
and slept.
goodness.
yum gen and rah just ..
i didn't noe wad they were doing.

after which it was bio
yum sat beside me.
thank Goodness.
her s.a ness kept me awake
my " wife" was beside me.
great babe.
she was having interactive time with
her sister in law, gen aka my sister[jie]
yum and me
s.A-ing thru out bio lesson.

i think miss Lena Koh
could see me yawning the whole
lesson away
thank goodness
she never say
" that gurl, pls stop yawning."
bwhabhwahbwha
every 5 min yawn once.
really tired and shagged.

after bio
i went to the toilet to puke,
can't take it
thanks yum for
being there.
AND VIGOUROUSLY hitting me on the back.
AHEM


after that was geog.
i just SLEPT the whole lesson away
all the notes
i didn't take note.
goodness.
was damn tired.
but i Thank God that Mrs Ng
didn't stop me from snoozing.
i think God gave her a sign that
i was feeling damn shitty and tired.

Thank God he took my headache away
after Geog.
a great nap.
i passed my geog though.
after geog was chapel.
Sat beside yum
and con rah gen at the back.
con having fun w my hair
PLAITS! pig tails on my hair
bwhabhwahbwhabhwahbwa.

God is great
and he is Wonderful
he took away my headache.
goodness.
cos after that
i was going to have my eng summary test.
THANK GOD.

after chapel
ran to OMS and eat
and dine.
bwhabhwahbw
with my blokes.
they rock.
crapped as usual.

after which
we rushed back to school
w.o realzing that the test started
at 2.10. we got back at 2.30.
goodness gracious.

finish the summary
which wasn't that bad.
went oms with yum and rah.
didnt go for band.
cos real shagged and art .
ART. have to hand in tml.
goodness.

after that
rah and me went to white sands.
i had a sixth sense i wld meet soph and fel.
rah and me went to popular.
and then found the carbon paper
which was ABOVE rah's budget.
went to watsons.
on the way to mac
after which Splitting of personality.
bwhabhwahbhwa
-rah u noe wad i mean ehbwahbhwahbwa-

on the way,
i heard a really cute MJC gurl call me.
it was SOPH!!!
and beside her was fel!!
we were crazing in front of the watch shop
bwhahbwahbwa
rah standing in shock.
goodness.
alrite alrite
then after that bought ice cream
with fel and rah.
soph and her old changz.
bwhahbwahbwa

after that we split
rah and me were avoiding the
anderson ice cream fellow
so we took the longer road.
-LONG ROAD-

me and rah
walk home
and then i walk home
by the
API way.
bwhabhwahbwa
yes yes.

relfection

to pple whom i was showing attitude todae

hey
sarah gen yum and everyone.
sorry arhz.
todae i really got black face
due to my bloody headache
thanks for putting up with
my farking nonsense.
and whine-ness.
thanks man
thanks for supporting me.
you guys rock.

regarding myself

goodness
these few daes i feel
as if the whole world
is irrtated with me.
is that true.
pple tell me if you guys are
relaly irrtated by me.
cos..
i wana noe my weakness.
yes yes.
it's ...
sigh.
i dun wish for you guys to be
irrtated.
cos of me.

to my best fren-tanya
hey gurl
sorry i haven't been
the bestest fren u ever had.
but..
i realy treasure our friendship
I LOVE YA GURL!!
bwhabhwahbwahbhwabwa
hv fun in alpha camp!!
-hope u see ___ -
bwhabhwahbwhabwa
love love!!

general

alot of pple seem to have
problems man..
why arh.
everyone,
Pray.
God is here.
God is everywhere.
just whisper a prayer.
He loves you!=]

Jillian loves you too!
bwhabhwahbwa
im all toes and ears alrite.
anything im willing to open up for u guys.
Love love!

have to do art soon.
chill babes and dudes.
love u guys
Life is alrite.
if you can manage it well.
Love love.
my life isn't tt perfect.
but..
i duno
YUP!
rock on.
-NI YAO!!-[u rock]

Everyone just chill. Jillian loves you.

Tuesday

monitor-back in action

HEY ALL PUNKING FAECES.
missed out on the latest stuffings?
well here it is!
-FYN larhz u guys-
*special pple noe this meaing.
Love all fyn pple arhz.
-kekeke-

anyway
todae quite stupid larhz
not much though

yum really got me
into the super lover song.
it was in my head the whole dae
since yesterdae.

everyone.
INDIAN ROJAK ROCKS SIA!!!
ok.
sua ku as i can be
i never tasted it before.
yesterdae was my 1st time!
and i was highly excited.
after which we went rah's house.
and wanted to catch the OVA.
however,
end up w-inding and flaming.
ALL becos of you
we took the LONG road
-Ahem yum and rah noes wads going on.

todae we had our math test
it was RATHER.
interesting
i failed my chinese test.
EXCELLENT.
thoti 'll be able to pull thru
BUT
NO!!! i didn't
fine.
chinese.
U GOOD u ..U GOOD.
im speechless.

after which
it was the time of
CHINESE COMPO CLASS.
woophie.
wanna say sorry to tanya
for not pon-ing.
sigh.i let my best fren dwn.
im so sorry.pls forgive me.


anyway
me and jiaying
LOVE PHONECARDS man.
bwhabhwahbwhahbwa
okok
yes yes
jiaying, so sorry.
but now,
i noe so much about jiaying.
that i never knew.

bwhabhwahbhwa
it's great to noe pple in ur class better.
i guess that's what a class shld be.

the Big woman small woman show is damn spastic.
BOBBY CHAN I LOVE YOU SIA.
u are the BEST!!
bwahbhwahbwhabhwahbwa
msg pple " I wanna RAPE YOU."
bwhabhwabahbwah!!!
FUNNIEST BULL SHIT TOK I EVER HEARD.
great one bob.
you rock!
bwhabhwahbwahbhwa

oh yes
i wore contacts to church on sun.
woah.
i felt like..
Woah.
bhwahbwhabwa
but i like it when it's after church
when i put on my sunglass.
it covers the naked-sy.
bwhabhwahbwhahbwa
after cell
ros xue me went to Apple strudal house [A.S.H]
bwhabhwahbhwahbwa
totally rock.

alrite that's about it.
chill dudes.
love to catch up!
bwhabhwahbhwa

thru the wire. you will later go thru the batteries.

Friday

JOIN THE RYUCHI FAN CLUB SIA.pika dudes.
At sarah's house!yuk yuk

YES.
finish watching gravi
FINALLY.
yes yes
pika to one and all
bwhabhwahbwhabwh!!!!!
sheesh.

anyway
yes yes
life is passing real fast
thank God the Os are coming
although im not prepared.
-AHEM-
yesyes

when i get to sarah's house
i FINALLY realized how to PROPERLY
use the damn shit photoshop
BWHABHWAHBWHABHWAHBHWAHBWAHBWHABHWA
sheessssh.
goodness lorz
Jillian is stupid larhz.

anyway
i think that i'll just die luffing one dae
bwhabhwahbwa
yes ha to one and all.

yes
todae is TEST- filled dae.
can't stand arhz.
bwhabhwahbahbhwabwa
or shld i say week.
yesyes
madness arhz.

anyway
i wanna say something arhz
sarah's bro's VOICe has broken
BWHABHWAHBWAHBWHABHWA
alrite
GTG
sarah's mum is here!!!

bwabhwahbhwa.yes yes RUN.
bowlin competition-Rawk man.

alrite
woke up at
8.45am.
that's really late
and i JUST REALIZED my DEAR AUNTIE appeared
goodness.
hate her to death
anyway
yes yes
cor came to my hse
after i bathe
then after that my
mother took me my sister and cor
to katong MALL .
[timothy said so]
apparently,
KATONG MALL GOT NOOOO BOWLING ALLEY.
so we called and ask WHERE THE HELL IS TIMOTHY and IVAN.
so..
we realized it was at Katong SHOPPING CENTRE.
-plays DEADLY music-

cor and me were like
nonchalent about the whole damn thing
and were on the
-IM sian go away mode-
bwhahbwahbwa
then we met ivee
she was relaly exicted about
PLANET SHAKERS.
goodness
im so sad i missed it can?
anyway
but it was not long after
we started to get hyper
bwhabhwahbhwahbwa

ivan and team,[which is us]
prayed and asked God to guide us.
yup yup
and did all sorts of weird things larhz us
Jumping at the fowl,foul wadever line
when there is only 1 pin left.
bwhabhwahbwhahbwa
sheesh
shouldn't have start that thing man.

bwhabhwahbaw
besides us, there was also leon
from antioch.
bwhabhahbahb
sheesh
that boy says he can't bowl?
he can larhz.
-sheesh-
nuts and old cracks.

our team did REALLY WELL for
the 1st game.
bwhabhwahbhwahbwa
STEADY!
me and cor were impressed by
the PROs's skills
bwahbwhabhwa
and Cor had a STRIKE!! for the starting of the
2nd game
happy nut

it was not long when ivan
decided to take out his cam
and snap snot the wholeworld.
sheesh.i wonder why.
so timothy and ivan were in their
candid-ed world
while me and cor just continue
CHEERING!! bwhabhwahbwa.
nutsy eh.

soon the 2nd game was over.
we didn't do as well as 1st
but it was good effort.
1st game was 485
2nd game 425 i think.
yup!
steady larh!
bhwahbhwba

after that
we said our goodbyes to the team
and left for parkway with eliza and my sister.
bwhabhwahbhwahbwa

the journey there was long
but quite LUFFY.
bwhahbwhabwa
kept worrying that i'll step on dog shit
bwhahbwhabhwabhwa

alrite
we reach tehre
said bye to eliza
went to food court, which was crowded
so decided to go MOS.
bwhabhahbwha
luff like hell there AGAIN.

then we went to watson to buy
cor's lip ting.
painted our nails with tester.
bwhabhwahbwa
fascinating.

after that took 15.
GOODNESS
that trip was LUFFING LUFFINg kind
cor kept doing all her
GIRL GUIDE SONGS!??!
which isn't very DO-A-BLE in the bus?
it was SPANISH i swear.
bwhabhwahbwa
i didn't udnerstand a word
and that gurl kept LUFFING AND LUFFING
along with my sister.
bwhabhwahbwa
she luff like mad
everyone in the 15 was like
--"
goodness!
noisy like hell
bwhahbwhabwhabwa

after that she came my house to use the comp
LUFF at my Y-Y-Screen.
bwhabhahbwa
my screen is spoilt chaps
goodness
then she play
and later went dwn to disturb me.
bwhabhwahbhwabwa

i was doing eng
was damn pissed with the 2nd page
and deicded to give up.
bwhabhwahbwa
later yum told me no need to do
SO HACK!

after that i send cor home
and then did some skipping
and then bathe.

now totally shagged out me.
later have to study sec2 chi.
and then do my art.
tml got freaking school
life is just fast now.
o levels will be nearing soon,
screams: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
yes yes

stress reliever.
bwhabhwahbhwa
anyway yes yes.
nw a daes i got serious mood swing.
even snapped at my mum
so sorry mummy.
i love U!

sigh.
feeling really nonchalent about things now.
guess life is just..
--"
like that for me.
Forever? i hope not.
bwhahbwhabhwa
chill dudes
love ya lots!
bwhabhwahbwhabhwahbwa


Love isn't cut out the way i imagined it - quote by ol' Jillian yue.

Thursday

I promise i will.Angels brought me here.
laze.dae.art.crashing

todae went to rah's house
bwhabhwahbhwa
con yum gen was there
i went there in my PJs
bwhabhwahbwa
not really arhz
my fav temasek shirt
and fbt.b
wahbhwahbwahbwa
-shy-
anyway yes yes
anyway
we did our CME.
like FINALLY
bwhabhwahbhwahbwa
but we were like
slacking
wadz new arhz
bhwahbhwahbwa

then we head to mac
and we saw TANYA!
yeah yeah
my babe man.
bwhabhwahbwa
not forgetting tangy
and marg.
bwahbwahbhwa
nice peeps.
anyway
we ate
bhwahbhwbwa
and got relaly irrtated with
HEELEY KIDS.
SHEESH.
den we went back to rahs' house

bhwabhwahbwa
played the comp
like MADNESS
and then i had to go

after that i went to white sands
again.
to do my contacts
bwhabhwahbwa
yes yes!
finally got them
alrite alrite
i shant wear it.
bwhabhwahbwah!!
wad the hell.

went home
and did computer stuff again
bwhabhwahbw
hey
go to KEYZ blog alrite
cool lay eh
i did it man
bwhabhwahbwahbhwa
ALRITE
EGO SETTING IN !!!!
bwhabhwahbwa

friendster is totally busted can
cant stand it
wad the hell lroz
bwhabhwahbwa
hack arhz
alrite take care folks
tml got bowling
--"
alrite
sheesh
take care all
love love!

will i be there when u call me in the middle of the nite...will i keep the rain from falling dwn into ur eyes..i promise..i promise i will..
tues.wed

alrite alrite.
wed.
bhwabhwahbhwa
woke up at 5 plus
to pick dad up
he went to india.
REM?
yes yes
after that ate
coffee bean breakfast
my mother is really mad.
bwahbhwahbhabwa
love her to death
my father didn't eat

he was dying for
chinese man.
bwhabhwahbwa
after that i relaly went mad larhz.
tok nonsense.
DAN AND HAIKEL just RAWK MAN!
bwhahbwahbhwa
987 djs.

after that i slept until11am.
dreamt of S.H.E
bwhabhwahbwa
luff luff lufF!
after that
laze around
went to sch take art shit.
then came back.
dad fetch me at the mobil
after that
did my work

went out for dinner
with dad mei nadia.
we had fun
bhwabhwahbhwa
spiltting food eh
bwhabhwahbwa
alrite
walk around

dad bought mei a 100over bucks shoe
goodness
-jealous-
bwahbhwahbhabw!
i also wan!
hack arhz.
my hat was just sitting there.
i didn't really wanna waste money
so i said there wasn't stock.
sigh.
bwhabhwahba
hack arhz.

got home
sent soph and xue the picx.
and then
intensively do the keys THING.
YOU GUYS MUST CHECK IT OUT.
i did it until 1am.which is like now?
bwhabhwahbwah
now is 1am THURS.
goodness.
tired like fark.
okok.
let's talk about tues.

tues

bhwahbhwabwa
alrite
went out with thekeys
bwhabhwahbwa
to east Coast
by God's grace.
it didn't rain.
As much.
bwhabhahbwa
but we had a ball of a time
GO CHECK OUT THE PICX!!!!!NOW NOW NOW!!
anyway.
we got very wet
sat in the sun
and yak..
luff until we cannot luff anymore
we even threw into the sea
a postcard
of our EVERLASTING friendship man!
bhwahbwahbhabwa.
that was really nice and sweet.
anyway..
we got scared of the weather
and decided to run to the showers.

we got kinda lost
bwhabhwahbha
so funny
we showered in the rain
and change.
AFTER THAT.
HEAVY RAIN.
woow..
jillian having fun
under my trusty straw mat.
soph and me
having lion dance man.
bwhabhawhbhabhaw

after which
we went to parkway
was really indecisive of wad to do
and decided
after a
long consideration
to go k box.
bwhabhwabhwa
it was REALLY FUN!!!
go lok at the picx
i prac went HIGH CAN?!
bhwabhwahbhwa
CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG

bwhabhwahbhwa
after wchih rite...
Em sing a la la long
then i had to go back.
xue cor sop stayed.
ros left 1
after which i left.
bwhabhwahbhwa

went to Godma's house
to help Jasper with his project.
silly boy arhz.
poor kids
have to invent some crap.
goodness.
anyway yes yes
RUSTY IS SO CUTE MAN!
bwhabhwahbw
WAD DA?!?!
hello ding dongs?
bwahbhwahbawhbwa

got home
bath
around 12 le.
then ma and mei slept le
i still watch tv until 1plus.
bwhahbwhabhwa!
funniest

conclusion
im tired.
PLEASE GO CHECK OUT THE KEYS OUTING!!bwhabhwhabwa
goodnite all.
lvoe ya!
bwhabhwahbwa
GOD LOVES YOU ALL!!!

im beat man. SHAGGED.

Sunday

SHEESH man!Punking FAECES!!
March Hols begining.

my dadjust left for India.
sheesh.
Pray he has a good flight.
JUST GOT broadband nt long ago man.
HAPPIEST duck ever!?
bwhabhwahbhwabhwa..

anyway
church todae was quite Exciting.
How should i say this.
it's Rather.
touching.
yes yes
i feel God tell ing me to DUn give up
reaching out to pple.
i should try harder to!
alrite.

went to the strudal house with
the keys.and no soph.
that gurl just LOVES her home.
we all just yak the daes away.
bhwahbhwabhwa
funniest
we are going to east coast on tues.
Chill man!
bwahbwahbhwa
dudes!
anyway yup.

Im feeling the stress for the Os man.
sheesh!
finally felt the REAL stress
is like totally alot to learn can?
goodness.
hack a doddles larhz
it seems like im the kind who
FEELS the stress
but can't be bothered to do
ANYTING about it?
bwahbhwahbwa
Jillian,
wad is WRONG with u man!
bhwahbwhabhaz.

Alrite.
chill all!
will cont to update man
Add 4c3 friendster alrite! bwhabhwahbwa all 4c3-ians!
go my friendster
and link!
yup babe!
love ya all!
God bless.

Saturday

Gay Anime.-New craze.

now now u all.
dun get shocked.
Gay anime is Nice.
was wondering wad the hell is so nice about it.
WOAH.
it's NICE.
sarah,
thanks dude.
It's really great man.
HELLO.
they can just all go and look so bloody CUTE can?
bwahbhwahbwa
SHUICHI!!!!!
Gravitation craze man.

anyway
todae is get CA back.
my dad just wants to be the
CORNIEST over sms can.
"Rajah wearing all pink."
bwhabhwahbhwahbwa
wadever.
he is funny.
My dad is running off to india.
Hope he Packs some papadam over man!
bwhabhwahbwa
Pure and original-indian accent.

todae after school
apparently the world just have
their own activites.
so me and sarah scamper off to white sands.
our world
had mac breakfast.
then watch GAY anime.
WOOhOOOOo..
happy hour man.
sheesh!
bwhabhwahbwa

after which i went back to school
of i thot
i SUPPOSE to have a date with tanya
to go to the best fren's contest.
but the gurl suddenly didn't feel like going.
SO excellent.
We ran to sarah's HOUSE again
AND WATCH gay anime.
WOOPHIE!!
bwhabhwahbwhabhwa
sheesh lorz.

mother made pasta.
she jus wanna make me the
FATTEST ever man.
MASHED potatoes somemore.
mad gurl.bw
abhwahbwahbhwahbwa
love my mummy.

actually,
i learnt.
we shouldn't Be someone else just
to please others.
We are who we are.
there is no way you should change ur
character to suit someone's liking.
that's just.
--"
if the person just dun like u,
fine.
the person's lost.
honestly,
being yourself is still the best thing ever.
Some pple out there surely hate me.
surely gossip
tok back about me.
but i dun mind.
cos Im who im.
if pple out there dun like it,
i can't help it.
but it's always good to hear
Critisim. cos it does help us noe where
our weakness lie.
Reflect and think if there is a need to change.
Only if there is a NEED,
then slowly change FOR THE BETTER
and not JUST TO PLEASE OTHERS.
bwhabhwahbwhabhwa

ok wad the hell is wrong with me
madness.
alrite chilldudes.
March hols are here.
PARTY!!!

the world is scaring me. i dunno who is who now. i can only believe in those i trust in man..bwhahbwhabwa.

Thursday

Finally i get my comp back-at 10.30pm!?*wad the fark

ok dudes.
DUDES
it's 11.35.
boy is it late or late.
well i just finished my
USUAL routine
it's GREAT to get my comp back.
although abit LAGGY.
but oh hack arhz.
it's still here isn't it?
bwhabhwahbwhahbwaz.
hack a doodless.

Wed-Adventure to Airport

BOy todae
i was the HAPPIEST duck.
RAJAH DIDN"T COME SCHOOL!?
hello DING DONGS?!
hw many times in a year does RAJAH dUN COME?!?!
oh my.
Jillian is the hAPpiest.
bwhabhwahbwa.

school was fun as usual.
but.
81 DAYS to CHINESE O levels
bwhahbwhabhwahbw
EXCITING faeces.
cant' wait for O levels to be over.

My ca is alrite arhz.
suprising.
i got the only C5 for maths!?
and it was the highest?-OK.abit HAO LIAN ARHZ?-
alamak.
our class maths arhz.
bwahbwhahbwahbwa.
sheesh man

anyway,
todae not EIA..
so i decided to hang
with my Team man.
love them.

the latest hangout.
Changi Airport
anyway
tanya yum con rah and me
went to changi airport todae.
Funniest can?
luffing thruout the WHOLE thing man
we went to eat popeye?
bwhabhwahbwha
we were hiding and hiding
from each other.
and always find each other
in weird positions.
bwhabhwahbwh
WEIRD.
it's RATHER fascinating.

we also saw
alot of HANKY panky.
bwhabhwahbwa
seriously alot.
we kept LUFFINg and luffing
when we pass by one.
sheesh man
we are lame.
then soon we went home
after cold's storage.

Well,
i gues life is quite ok now.
just that im LOOKing for a...
ok ok
shall make it HUGE.

IM LOOKING FOR A SAMSUNG COLOURED FONE.SECOND HAND.ANY LOBANGS, TAG MY BOARD i'll GET BACK TO YOU ASAP.

my bill getting
atrocious.
i need a extra fone man
bwhabhwahbhwa
=]
alrite
that's about it.
im so dead
haven't do art.
alrite
chao dudes.

so life just wanna be so great man! bwhabhwa. Life is great without you now. Bwahbwahbwa. can really say im over you.Cos after much mentioning of your name, my heart just feels dead. SO THAT's REALLY GOOD man.bwhabhwahbwa.OVER OVER OVER like WAY LONG TIME AGO man....

Friday

bwhabhwahbwha.i tell you man.
my comp is on REPAIR mode arhz
so sorry if i never update manz.bwhahbwhabwa
anyway.
wadz up dudes.
this week has been
CHINESE STRESS mode sia.
bwahbhwahbwha
now in school
painting nails with tanya
and maggie
sheesh manz.
bwahbwhabhwahbwa
anyway
my CA did very badly can?
i failed my languages.
ok.
ok.
panic now.AHHHHH
scared like
FAECES
bwhabhwahbwhabwa
anyway,
life has been QUITE exciting.
catching up with my best fren
and many others.
oh by the way

HAPPY BURFDAE to my sister man!
bwhabhwahbaw
mei arhz
one year older,
one year prettier alrite?
check it dude.
Jie loves u!

Anyway
im geting back my comp todae!
with MORE MEMORY
and a CD Writer.
PRAISE GOD FROM WHO..
ALL BLESSINGS FLOW!!!

God is good man.

anyway,
check it out alrite
love ya all.
bwhabhwahbwa
i think my picx is just WEIRD.
WHO CARES.
btw XUEYING.
I LOVE THAT PICX OF MYSELF.
-hmphfs-bhwahbwhabhwahbwa


Life is bootiful! although i fail my lang.bhwahbwhabhwa.sheesh.Punking style.