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exciting week for me

i haven't been blogging arhz.
sorry chappos.
dad always on the comp
besides,
tests and crappy hw piling up like
freaking bananas.

these few daes
the basic excitment all
taken on cam.
bwhahbwahbwa
go check out my links alrite
a TYPICAL dae in school

henna craze in my class
prac did for everyone.
but one didn't turn out as
nice.
SORRY PUNKSTER NURUL!!!
ah guilt fills in jillian's heart
SO SORRY LE.
hope it;'s ok...
the rest turn out ok arhz.
bwhabhwahbhabhwa
=] go see the picx of henna.
the 1st henna was done on
the punksters legs.
sarah gen and me.
bwahbhwahbwhabwa
nutsy larhz.

bonding time with my punk tanya
was fun these few daes
luff like some chicken ass manz
that gurl can really crack my chickens up.
she is one gurl i can nv agrue back.
she's GOOD man.
bwhabhwahbwa
lame as ever.
TANYA, we must be
the BAG together alrite
bwhahbwahbhwa.
BAG

oh yes,
my son and my punk's
birthdaes are coming!
this is EXCITING!!
bwhabhwahbwhahbwhabhwaz
bhwahbwhabhwahb...
EVIL PLAN!!!!
count dwn.
2daes time.
PUNK TANYA: dun be scared about
chingay alrite?
it will be fun!
trust me on that.
=]
will be catching u LIVE on tv!

sarah gen and i went to KFC todae
luff like some chicken ass.
bwhabhwahbwhabwa
3 crazy old punks.
we wanted to go OMS.
but then close!
so went to OMS2.
It was CLOSE TOO!
goodness.
bwahbhwahbwa
so went to HEARTLAND!
interesting.=]

BUSTED CD IS LIKE THE BEST EVER?
goodness.
love it to death can
it's TOTALLY FAB!!!
-love love love-
SCREAMS BUSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alrite.
that's about it.
pple.
if you are feeling dwn.
look positive.
there are lots of things that may bring you down
but only YOU can bring yourself up again.
AND it must be with GOd's HELP.
frens may be there.
but it;s all up to you.
listen to d one that
went thru depression last year.
and look at me now.
CRAZY. in short. bwhabhwahbwha =]
CHILL DUDES.
learn to let go
and BE FREEEEE!!!!!!
GOd has plans for you.
plans to prosper you
and not harm you!
JER 29:11 alrite everyone!!!
=]
love ya lots babes punks and sexy dudes!!

i hate when you say, i dun blow you away, i can't break thru that way, our friends told us.. we won't last for a week..cos your frens think that im a freak, they hated that blue streak ......-it goes on.- + song: can't break thru by BUSTED.

CHECK OUT THE AGAPE PICX!!!! IT"S ON THE LINKS SESSION!!NAME AGAPE CAMP!!bwhahbwhabwa. cHECK IT OUT!!

sunday.da day

sheesh.
bwhahbwahbwa.
em.
todae i just kept luffing
during worship
dun ask me why
but luffing gas was in da air
bwhabhwahbwa
ok
cell group was alrite arhz
just the same
xueying left half way
maybe went to meet boyfren.b
wahbwhahbwa
no larhz!
she went to JB to visit relatives

bwhahbwhabwa
i made the group play a silly game
i saw on TV.
bwhabhwahbwa
VERY FASCINATING man.
=]
anyway
yes yes
laming again during cell grp.
i think im going to start
being the noisy crap liaox
no good.
bhwahbwhabhwa
=] hack!
best is to BE URSELF!
bhwahbwhabwa
so i will be..
beware...
bwahbwhabwa

anyway
i waited for cor.
dunno why
but we just sat there
and tok
i hope we didn't disturb the masterlifers
but i tink we did anyway
SORRY!
bwahbhwab
but me and cor had a heart to heart
tok
i think she's silly gurl arhz
DUN GIVE UP U BOBO!

after that
went to fellowship deck
and yak with cor as well as shane.
em..
anyway yes yes.
bwhabhwahbwa
after that went home

rushed thru my hw.
bhwahbwhabwa
=] tml got chem test
i think after CNY,
the pressure shld be coming.
bwhabhwahbwa
one mth has past!
that's fast.

sat-illegal gambling den?

23riverina walk.
illegal gambling den man.
bwhabhwahbwa

i went to pick yuqi, yum and con
from the bus stop
sit and yak
after that
we did the auntiest things.
mahjong
was teaching con arhz.
bwhabhwahbwa
now she noes how to play man!
yum and me just BLUE-ING away can
bwhabhwahbwa
soon after
xueying and cor came.
bwhabhwa
and join in DA FUN.
bwhahbwhabwa
yes yes
more mahjong kakis.
we ordered pizza.
and it took FOREVER to come.

cor join the mahjong game.
apparently she was the one who was
the anti mahjong gurl
but soon later.
she got promoted.
to da
mahjong tai tai
bwhabhwahbhwa
she's having fun larhsz that one

soon after! tanya came
and more fun more fun!
nurul popped along!
and the pizza came after
a CENTURY.
it was good larhz.

the party was great
i hoped everyone enjoyed it
as much as i did.

after half an hour,
my relatives came
and MAHJONG again
till the wee hours.
till ten larhz.
not so WEE-ED.
anyway.
yesyes
that was the last nite
i can touch
the smooth mahjong tile.
cos.
only CNY i can play.
bwhabhwahbhwa
=]
had fun!

thurs.fri-visiting of DA relatives

apparently
it was quite fun
ang pow and wad nots
sheesh
relatives have not changed a bit.
in all ,
i have LOU HEI-ed at least 4 times.
im going to put on weight man.
goodness.
fat like anything can?
my shits.
anyway
chinese new year was fun
collecting RED things.
except the fact that my DA YI MA
decided to pop by and visit.
hate her to death.

anyway,
i wish everyone
a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

wed-halfdae

the concert was FUNNY!
had a great time
tanya was sitting in front of me
that babe.
i miss her so much!
anyway
yes yes.
we partied like mad
mini one

rajah's kid came
as well as WONG's kid.
goodness.
kid fest i tell you
so now
4cs is a Kindergarden for all teachers.
bwhabhwahbwa
jus joking
apparently rajah's kid seems so
cute.
totally unlike the mother.
THANK GOD.
such suave-ness shouldn't be spoilt cos of
the mother.
bwhahbwhabhwa

we went to eat
REUNION LUNCH together!
the 8 of us,
con yuqi nurul yum sarah von limin and myself.
bwhabhwahbwha
eat and eat and eat
yak and yak too!
bwhabhwa
em.
wad did we do on halfdae.
Em..

in conclusion

well cNY was fun
my week went well
had bonding time
with so many pple in my life
thanks all.
love ya lots!

regarding U
i can offically say
IT"S OVER!
PARTY!!!
im over you!
PRAISE THE LORD FOR HE IS GOOD!
all the best in your life
and God bless you too alrite
chill U

im glad it's over..SHEESH. say it isn't so. SAY that im OVER!bhwahbwa HAPPPY CNY!

todae-tuesdae

wow.
did todae past really fast or wad.
todae i woke up with a headache.
wad a GREAT start
1st period was rajah's.
i tell u, i yawn until
my eyes became soggy...
wrote a letter to tanya
so keep myself awake..
miss that babe alot.

NURUL didn't come!!!
sadness man!
that babe.
she got chest pain.
silly gurl
take care NURUL!!!
we all miss u!
even miss KAUR!!
bwhabhwahbwa
-sheesh-

anyway.
in class
me and yum just went MAD
MAD.
bhwahbhwabw
screams:BLUE FLIM!!!!
bwjabwhahbwhabhwahbw..
we're drunk larhz.
knew it.
yum went illegal drinking.
bwhabhwahbwa
sarah just was trying to calm us all dwn.
but we just couldn't stop
that chair has SERIOUS luffing gas
during recess time.
bwhabhwahbwhabhwa
stay away from that EVIL area.
wait a min, that's my SEAT.bwhahbwhabwa

bio test was POSTPONED!
boy do i look lena koh or wad man
OR WDA u tell me
OR WAD!!
bwhabhwahbwa
HUGS that babe to death
she makes biology so FUNNY!
luffs at insulins.
bwabhwhabhwa
=]

gen is up with her cam craze too
bwhabhwhabwa.
silly babe.
todae is just luff dae.

after sch rah von and me
went oms to eat
bwhabhwahbwa
just casual yak
and plans to dye hair.
=]i wanna dye WANG REN FU's HAIR COLOUR!
sarah wanna dye PURPLE.SEXY PURPLE!
to match prom dress eh!? bwhabhwhabwa =]
von is still CONFUSED about her colour

we have already planned.
after our last O LEVEL paper,
WE IMMEDiATELY dye hair!!
after that
RUN TO TOWN in our SCHOOL UNIFORM!!
then..
take NEOS!!!
and then
CONTINUE RUNNING
to spoil the sch's REP!!!
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH!!!!
excited
O LEVELS, HURRY UP!!!
bwhabhwahbwhabhw!!!!!

the nature walk with sarah and yue
bwhabhwahbwa
sarah and me discovered...
[A DODO BIRD.]
next..
we saw some crappy BLUE thing.
sarah said it mite be a snake
Jillian nearly ran away.
my eyes was already in SHOCK o.O!!!!
goodness.
bwhabhwahbwa.
who knows wad we might find next week..
a T-REX?
AN ANCIENT TURTLE?
you'll never know...
till you tune in NEXT WEEK
to NATURE WALK WITH PUNKSTER R N Y.
apparently our fellow punkster G is missing
cos she went shoppin with her mother.
bwhabhwahbhwa

cny shopping with cor

bwhabhwhabwa.
it was funky larhz.
i met up with meiyen in the 53.
just yak arhz.
then after that met cor
we went to heeren to take neos.

SHEESH having FUN!?bwhabhwhabw.a.

after that
i saw MEISHI!?!?!
TAN meishi!
she's DAMN pretty man.
jillian sees already can melt!
=]
after that crepes!
bwhabwhabhwa

walk to taka
for our MAKAN!!
bwhabhwhbwhabhwa
cor ate the LUNCH BOX.
i ate CHEESE NOODLES!
details man
then after that
we shop around...
bwhabhwhabwhabwa
bought my clothes
and cor bought a halter!
=]
sexy babe!

bwhabhwahbwa
after that i heard a very LOUD " YEAAAHHHH"
i turned
and saw MATTHEW.
bwhabhwahbwah!!
i luff all the way to GIO to tell cor
bwhabhwahbwhahbwah
she was payin arhz
after that we couldn't find him
so HACK larhz
bwhabhwhabwha=]
we walk to far east
then we took NEOS

bhwahbwhahbwa
THIS picx is FUNNY!

and bought my other blouse
bwhabhwhbw
and rush back to MRT.

on the RUSHING back part
we saw RAJ?!
bwhabhwabhwah
nuts arhz.
so many anitoch pple outside eh?
bwhabhwahbwha=]

after that in the MRT there,
i met fenni!!
ANOTHER babe man that one.
she's just DAMN pretty now?
goodness.
alrite alrite
was contacting her yesterdae
miss her company man!
good pri school fren!

got home happily
with my shoes
and wad not.
dad fetch me back man!
bwhabwhahbwa =]

im somewad suspecting that
dad has some fiancial probs man.
tsk tsk..
wadz up...
he must share marh..
or else hw would we noe rite?
nvm
im sure God will bless my dad.
GOD loves him!!
and our family..

JILLIAN WANNA WISH EVERYONE, GONG XI FA CAI..and MEERRRYYY NEW YEAR!! bwhabhwahbwha =]
-SHEESSSHHH!!!!- punk'd

im glad it's fading. im glad it's going to be ALL OVER. cos it hurts to just carrying on lovin =] SHEESSH!!!!

sunday-cor n jillian went Crazy

bwhahbwa.
todae i think we scared alot of pple.
bwhahbwahbw
esp marshall david and tim
not mentioning rosanna too.
bwhahbwahbwa
we just practically embarrassed
ourselves once again.
bwhabhwahbwa
nvm arhz.
hack.
anyway
todae is just
fine.
just that i think im VERY impatient
ONE out of many flaws about JILLIAN-impatient.
im serious!
bwahbhwahbwa

anyway
as usual
xue cor me and sis went to APPLE place
and as usual
LUFFED like anything there.
bwhabhwhabhwa.
this is a DUH-ROUTINE man.
we had fun dudes.
took a cab home
and then rushed home.

dwnloading songs is tough man.
restarted my comp like
a ZILLION times.
goodness.

U -written by ME.
i can safely say that im over.
i can safely say it's done.
cos i can't bring myself to continue
cos the torture has just began.

i noe i'll never say
cos there's a price to pay.
all the pain and anxiety
i took it all entirely

confession is not in my vocab
cos i dunno wad that can be said
if my heart just wants to be,
i'll let it be for eternity.

all these times i kept in my heart
the words and feeling all just shut
its hard to face that im thinking.
its hard to face that im missing.

it's not so easy to forget.
but boy i did it, will i regret?
if i do, i dunno wad to say
but it's my own will
it's the price to pay.

all these while it's stuck inside,
i can't let it out, i dunno why.
it's just the feeling
it's stays there.
it'll never go
until i share.

share the emotions
and share the thoughts.
that day will never come
that's for sure.
cos im certain
you will never know

it's all over.
i guess it's the end.
i'll keep the emotions
up in the head,
till the dae it explodes,
i'll never expose
the feelings inside
are just all lost hope.

i'll live my life
all without you
wait a min,
there wasn't you.
cos there wasn't you
right from the start.
well..that's true

so say goodbye,
to all the times,
you made me luff
and made me smile.
i noe that it'll never be,
and you 'll never see
cos you'll never noe
the real true ME.

-the end-

bwahbwhahbwa.
pple
that was..
yup yup
NUTS larhz.

anyway
take care one and all
see ya guys on MON or ANY dae!
God bless

say it isn't so, tell me you're not leaving..say you've changed your mind now, and im only dreaming.if you wana noe, i dun wanna let go...so SAY It isn't so..

rachel chong, is my motivation. she's so SLIM AND SEXY now. jealous

rajah,you are in DEAD shit.
Pl-lites that leave PL, are looking SO MUCH prettier.

rajah.
u are dead.
why? if you should ask
my dad is going to get u.
for saying i have a BLACK face.
in case u didn't noe,
my face is a TOTAL photocopy of his
provoking my face.
is provoking his face.
and if you provoke his face.
that's it.
he's gonna get u.

this has taught me a lesson.
it's always good to share things with you parents.
no matter wad.
if you are bullied in school
and if a tEACHER just LOVESpickin on u.
TELL UR PARENTS.
they will help u.
TAN LEE HUANG got off the hook.
she treated me likeDIRT
but this time,
RAJAH,dun think you can get away from this.
YOU ARE IN DEEEEPPPP SHIT.

ok
enuff of such NONSENSE.
bwhahbwhabwa.
my day todae was quite alrite
it's the same
apparently
we went to heartland.
--"" shucks
BUT this time it was for a good cause.
Jillian saw her 2 chiobus.

one of them the HAIR CUT until so short
until i NEARLY cired.
goodness.
why arhz she.
cut hair until like that.

the other one,
just gets prettier and prettier.
goodnes.
i nearly fainted upon seeing that babe.
-DUN BE MISTAKEN. i just tink they are GOREGOUS.-
besides
they both have STEADS.
so arhz..bwhahbwhabwa
AND JILLIAN HAPPENS to be STRAIGHT.
so YUP

anyway,
yum con yuqi rah gen and i
went to HEARTLAND.
bwhabhwahbwa
not just ANY WENT.
we WALKEDto heartland.
we RUSTLED thru the trees
and INCREASED our heartbeats
just to ARRIVE at the place of our HEARTS.
bwhahbwhabhwa
ok lame jillian.
we settled at BURGER KING.
bwhahbwahbhwa
=] i thot i saw marshall over there
but..
didn't really see larhz
OH well.
food 1st.
bwhabhwahbwa
then after that we JUST yak until we died.
and then
rah and me just went home.

rah and me felt really depressed arhz.
Or rather,
i feel damn depressed.
looking upon those we have finished their Olevels.
the people WHO WERE born on e same year as me.
they have finished.
they have moved on.
where am i?
still stuck in STUPID PLMGSS.
where CORRUPTION REGINS.
why didn't i do better
why didn't i achieved and strived when i needed to.
why didn't i just STUDY!?
goodness.
i feel dwn.
dumb
and devasted.
i was complaining to cor
why did i have to take this SHIT.
why.

im sure God has a plan for me.
and he will never put any TRIALS that i can never handle.
but God,
this is too much.
Life is starting to look depressing!
my poo-brain.
God..
help me.
im falling deeper into this REGRETTING thing.
take away all this EVIL thoughts
and replace it with POSITIVE ones.
i've always been negative in life.
Lord, make me positive
make me whole.
make me the way u wan me to be.
LORD SAVE ME!!! and the rest of my CLASS
and those who are feeling the same way.
SAVE US OH LORD!!!
in Jesus name,
AMEN.

to tanya.my punkster.my babe.my straight consultant

babe.
you are Da Thing
Da thing that encourages me to move on.
to do the things i never dare to do.
bwhahbwhabwa.
always giving me the smile
and always make me luff
with all the coolest things in life
you are DA GURL
without u.
Life would be boring like bananas.
life is tough without u in my class now.
i really miss ya luffter.
your punk
your smile!
gurl..
u just RULE my life.
i hope you wil do well in school
and GET OUT OF PLMGSS too!!
love ya lots babe.
-MUACKS-
SONGS AND LIONS are OUR BEST FRIENDS!!!
-states a pUnk5-
bwahbwahbhwa
LOVE YA LOTS!

[to cor and xueying and my BUTTSTER sophie]-aka. DA keys.

thanks guys
for standing there for me during the WORST times.
thanks for all the LAME things that
happend in my life
i hope i never created any
OVER LAME things for you guys to HANDLE.
bwhabhwahbwa
=] squeals at abigall.
bwhabhwahbwa
okok.
nvm
im sure Mar geok will understand my DEEPEST emotions about
ABIGALL.
bwhahbwhabwa.
thanks babes for being there for me.
it was tough during this ride.
sigh. thanks for holding on!

Rah and gen

babes!
my punksters.
my SHEESH-ians.
my gatsby-ians.
My lame BEE BEE mates.
goodness.
we have been thru so much together.
from the BUS 7
all the way till now.
goodness.
has it been LONG or LONg.
we have lamed and strived
and we are here.
i hope we will make it in life
and i noe we will!
all the best in everything u do man!
WE WILL WORK TO GET OUT OF PLMGSSS!!!!
and prove to those FREAKING BANANAS we can do it!
-SHEEESSSSHHHH!!!!!-
we rock
and PUnk the world.
we punk and rule, they SCRAM and DROOL!!!

to con yum vannie nurul vonne limin

bwabbwahbhwa
babes.
you rock my life too man!
i wanna thank you for all the JOKES
and all the COMPANIONSHIP in my life.
without u
my life is NAKED.
that's for sure.
you rock too !!!
NURUL, you rock my life too SLY PUNK!
we will achieve OUR GOALS!
we will encourage each other RIGHT TO THE END!!
OH YEAH!
prove it to those who dun belive!
WOOHOO!!
love ya lots

to marianna and amanjeev and those whom i haven been in contact

to marianna:
my babe!
my love spreader
thanks for that simple call
it brightened my life.
it was just a call
but a call that i'll never forget
i miss saying hi to you
and i miss saying " HEY isn't tt the MOOON"
i miss running to DA class and seeing the moon
i miss the times in class.
in short I MISS YA!!!
i wish ya all the best in EVERYTHIgn u do
and
WE WILL CATCH UP SOME DAE RITE!!! bwhahbwhabwa
love ya lots babe
SPREAD DA LOVE MARIANNA!
I LOVE YA!!!

to amanjeev:
bhwahbwahb
my fone connector
my longest fone record.
love ya babe!
we must catch up some dae.
glad we had some Connections in the past
thanks for all the advice
and always ready to lend me DA ear.
thanks babe
U rock!!!

to those:
you rock too pple
all the best in wadever u do alrite
LOVE YA LOTS!!

conclusion
i sound as if im about to die.
bhwahbwhabhwa
but seriously
it's a time of THANKSGIVING!!
bwahbwhahbwa
=]
but thanks larhz
everyone
bhwahbwhabwabhwa

motivation
and my strive.
are u still there.
have u moved away from my life.
i wish u would.
bwhahbwahbwa =]
cos i dun wan U
there anymore.
it's hurting my life.
sigh bwhabhwahbwa.
HACK.

is it so hard to reach someone's heart. the 1st step is to LET HIM know. that..hasn't been done and NEVER will be done.-punkster yue heehee-

rajah, are u going against the SEC1 GURL
cos she has the same name as ME!?-biased or wad

goodness.
rajah is getting on JILLIAN's nerves
im not talking about myself here.
toking about my fren called JILLIAN.
JILLIAN GOH. she's my TRUSTY SEC1 fren!
my sister's fren. she and me have a SECRET bond.
1stly--> equally MAd.
2ndly-->we have DA SAME name
3rdly-->NOW WE BOTH HATE RAJAH.

i tell you alrite.
it's just SICK of her man.
okok.
cos jillian rite,
RAJAH is her maths teacher.
and then rajah doesn't noe she's called JILLIAN.
till she asked everyone to write their name
and put in front of the desk.
FROM THE MOMENT JILLIAN placed her name there.
RAJAH SCOLDED jilian for STRETCHIN?!?!
EHHLO!!?!?!?
dING DONGS!?!?
for wad larhz rajah.
fark off man!
LEAVE JILLIAN ALONE!
okok.
then never mind!
she asked JILLIAN to ans QS.
JILLIAN answered cORRECTLY
BUt NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
RAJAH just had to scold her.
and said she was wrong.
and explained the QS EXACTLY the same way
JILLIAN DID.
poor jillian.
JILLIAN IM SO SORRY U ARE GETTIN this shit
cos of me. bhwahbwhabwa. sorry. WE're kill her together.
FOR WE ARE CALLED JILLIAN!!!

poor jillian
SORRY SARAH!
left u to go home by urself!
todae got silly OL band
the day is ok larhz.
these few daes have been FLYING pAST!
that's GREAT.
love it man
anyway..
todae band.
suprising larhz.
just not wad i expected.
the band doesn't sound as wad i expected larhz.
bwhabhwa
but GOOD JOB ONE AND ALL!
im sure u had fun!
but i see bel jieying all so stresseedd
esp GErmaine.
poor babe.
bwhabhwhbwa
sze hui arhz.
banana larhz that one..
bwhabhwahbwa

my section seems to bananas now
bwhabhwa
good good
united section i like i like
bwhahbwhabwa
=]
i like the feeling of just sitting tehre.
although it's quite DUMB.
but i get to HEAR music!
bwhabhwahbwa
=]love the world man

catching up with my BABEs
marianna and amanjeev
and many others!
goodness
i really miss the GOOD OLD DAYS
when they were in school
to give me a simple wave
i'll just miss them so much now can
goodness

marianna
i miss ya ALOT!!!
glad we had that chat chat seessssion!
miss u!
bwhabhwahbwa
love ya lots
stay in contact!

amajeev arhz.
silly babe.
stay in contact
love ya too!

tests are pouring in.
exams are drawing near.
when will it be the end.
the day i'll never fear..
goodness.
i can't wait til the O LEVELS JUST
FLY PAST.
goodness.
take care all!

wondering how u are doing now..tsk tsk

PUNKSTERS of the world UNITE!

bwhahbwhabwa
me and rah just prac
LUFF Our bananas!!
dunno why
but the luffing gas seems to be
IN DA AIR MAN!!!
bwhabhwahbwa
LOL!!
anyway
todae we went against our morals
and went to heartland
ALL THANKS TO CON and yum arhz
those two bananas.
madness lorz
me and rah was like
OH NO!!
mORALS MORALS!
bwhahbwahbwa
gen rah n me had lots of fun todae.
em dun ask me why.
bwhabhwa
it's EVERYDAE thing.

=] Tanya!!
now u noe how to say
"PUNK'D now dun u!"
bwhabhwahbhwa =]madness!

todae me and rah
just kept luffing
even at popular
ALL GOOD THINGS COME IN PACKS
i tel u
we just luffed our heads off man!
bwhabhwahbhwa
it was TOTALLY FUNNY
pple at popular think we're MAD!
it all started with
the CONTACT LENS thing that
con went to buy!
bwhabhwahbwa
madness
we ate mac larhz.
bwhabhw
quite FASCINATING.
that's about it
MORE ADVENTURES of DA PUNKS!
coming soon.

to vannie:
no matter wad happens,
there will always be a period
in which feelings fade.
life has to go on.
but now,
dun hide ur feelings
and store them up.
bottling up ur feelings will only
bring discomfort to yourself.
vannie, i noe it's hard
i noe it's tough!
but u can do it!
there is a better GUY out there alrite?
=]smile. Jillian is here for you
if jillian can do it,
SO CAN U!
God bless.
take care
WE ARE HERE BEHIND U!

sigh
it's so hard to just get over someone.
i totally agree.
it took me a long time.
and i think it's still taking it's own sweet time
when will it be over and done.
no one knows.
even i dun.
but as long as he doesn't noe,
that's fine with me.
for the punkster,
PUNKSTER YUE HEE HEE,
will never confess
ANYTHING.=]

Sat-touche retreat

bwhabhwa.
it was fun man!
me and sop
AKA, THE MAJESTIC BUTTSTERS in action
did OUR THING MAN!
our station is at spot light
and we were roaming aroudn there
and EXPLORE ALL THE
DING A LING LINGS!!
bhabhwa
sop, u noe wad i mean eh punk!
bwhahbwhab wa=]
it was really fun
to catch up with this friend that
i have for over,13 years!
bhwahbwahbwa
she is one gurl i noe for 13years!
the games was QUITE OK LARHZ! bwhabhwa
fascinating
hope those we went had fun!

the BBQ was fun man!
wbwhabhwahbwa
playing the SILLEST GAMES ever?!
bwhabhwa
MRT and REFLECT
just TOTALLY MIND BOGGLING man!
everyone was like THINKING like madness
around the world in 8 days is TOUGH ONE MAN!
madness too!
bwabhwahbwa =]
Cor HAD FUN RITE?! bwhahbwahbhwa
went home with ship
and tok quite abit
and knew more about this sister in CHrist.

sunday-da SKIRT day

goodness
poo-brained.
i look TERRIBLE in that skirt
i felt TOTALLY NAKED can.
goodness
im never wearing one again.
goodness.
somemore was USHERING?
my poo.
anyway,
sophie and me have a new fren
ABIGALL!!
goodness
she' pretty.
she's always with us when we need her
RIGHT SOPHIE?! bwhahbwahbwa
=]love abi.
now abi should be with sop arhz.
wonder how is both of them!
bwhbhwa
xueying and cor just look ever confused
about who is ABI.
happy burfdae matthew!
alrite alrite
that's about it manz!
oh yes,
at night,
celebrate KIM's burfdae!
bhwahbwahbwa
=]
quite fun arhz
2 bbq in 2 daes.
I SMELT LIKE BARK KUA!
bwhabhwahbwa =]
HACK ARHZ.

everything is fine and funky
as well as punky!
life is cool now.
=i think.=
take care one and all!

it's not over, nor is it done. im just as confused as EVER.it's ok u dun noe, it's ok if u dun care, but deep inside, it's the pain i bear...bhwahbhwab

I HATE VILLAGEPHOTOS.
i got PUNK'D!!!
ok the TRICK to this is to KEEP REFRESHING it.
it'll WORK.
bwhabhwhabhwa
refresh at least 5 times!
alrite.
take care all.
now to solve cor's blog things.

fellowPUNKINGpunksters:
nurul
gen
rah
me
tanya.
-we punk and rule-
+u scram and drool+

MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
ok i was just kidding.

PUNK'D. PUNK here and there.it's a Begining for the PUNKSTER.

bwhahbwhabhwa
todae is punk
dae.
bwhabhwabhwa
jillian thot of the class theme todaE!!
happiest.
TO.PUNK.IS.LOVE
it sounds funny
but apparently rajah thinks it's ok
just that she wanted to noe wad was PUNK.
IF U THINK WE DIDN"T GET TO USE the quote
U'VE BEEN PUNK'D!
muahahah!
we manage to come up with something.
so we did some crap
and came up with
PEOPLE UNITE AND KINDER
there u have it.
PUNK'.
hahaha.
life has been interesting man
hope it passes soon enuff for the
O levels to fly and go
cos jillian can't wait to get out.
it's SICK manz.

all pl lites we grad already
you've becomed so much prettier.
this shows:
PL MAKES THE WORLD UGLIER.
serious!
no joke
after you come out of pl,
u'll be as pretty as...
A ROSE.
yes yes.
bwhabhwahbhwabwa

todae is OFFICALLY the punking dae
bwhabhwa
where we learn to say
PUNK the rite way.
gen and i as well as rah and nurul has learnt it
PERFECTLY WELL.
we PUNK U!
YUM, u better say it soon.

bwhahbwhabwa
sarah andyum and i
went to heartland.
AHA! IF YOU THINK WE BROKE OUR MORALS,
WE DIDN"T!
WE had an aGREEMENT TO GO
EVERY ALT FRI/MON.
AHA!
YOU'VE BEEN PUNK'D AGAIN!
bwhabhwahbwa
this punk this is WEIRD.
so we start todae.
next next mon we go again!
bwhabwahbwha =]
SO WE ARE ON TRACK MAN!

studies are impt now
so must study!
PUNKING pple out there.
STAY PUNK'D.
u'll get PUNK'd.

i love to punk. and punk is to love. overall, PUNK u punk me. PUnk the world now.

but it's true.wadever i do i mustn't give myself away even though i noe i mite lose a chance with you- it's MOST likely man.-bhwahbwhabwa.

oh man.i saw mr sexy eyes!-Randall from lightyears!

bwhahbwa
todae was quite ok
normal
was really tired though
dun ask me why
i went to the doc for my skin
crap.
bwhabhwahbwa =]
some pigment thing
that is kinda gentic
from my parents.
--" all thanks to them eh
I LOVE TANYA!
thanks babe for that bootiful letter
it touched my heart
was luffing during Eng lesson
dun ask me why eng lesson arhz.
bwahbhwahbwa
Dhillon we are toking about
and here i am reading the letter
but it was worth my time!
i really miss that babe so much!
Life is so boring without her.
She loves everyone man that gurl!
_PEACEMAKER DARLING BABE!_
alrite.

alrite.chinese test
total killer.
for 1 thing,
jillian was totally shagged out.
2nd thing,
jillian was in a DAZE!?
was like
wad word is this?
O levels i surely die le.
But by God's grace
we WILL MAKE IT!
it's going to be tough

Art was terrible!
TOKING ABOUT ART
am i not suppose to do
some sort of CLASS LIST?!
ok never mind.
tml tml.
Art,stressing too
so many pple wanna drop!
i can't drop
cos i scared one of my sub
cannot make it,
i'll use art as back up!
so yup.

dae was same
same ol routine.
me and sarah decided to
REWARD ourselves!
by going to heartland
on every ALT. FRI.
so next fri,
POPCORN CHICKEN FOR ME!!
-MUAHAHAHAHHA-
+places pinkie on the left side of lip+
MUAHAHAHAHA...
scampers off...

todae
something spiced up me and rah's life.
WE SAW RANDALL aka KEONG from LIGHTYEARS!!
SCREAMS the world dwn manz.
his eyes are so ATTRACTIVE!
goodness and poo brained.
goodness.
me and rah practically STALKED him dwn
we were so afraid that
he went into jean yip.
jillian would have just died on the spot
if he went there for manicure
or facial or something!
THANK GOODNESS he went to the POST OFFICE?!
AHHHHHHHHH!
me and sarah were in the spotlink shop
waiting for him to go out!
bwhabhwahbwa
RANDALL!! the sexy eyed man.
YOUR EYES have beamed into our lives!
YOUR eyes scared all the fear of the O levels!
YOU ROCK!
i love LIGHTYEARS!

that's about the WONDERFUL adventure man!
bwhabhwahbhwa
=]
take care all
and GOD BLESS!

will you ever noe.the way i feel?+MR.SEXY.EYES.RANDALL!!! bwhabhwah =] aka KEONG. =] HE ROCKS man!

routine for 2004

my life is becoming a routine.
it's getting boring.
tsk.
i miss tanya so much!
that babe.
she spice up my life man!
no more spice, no more life!
bwhabhwahbwha
alrite alrite
lame.
anyway,
im cool with this crap ol rajah.
she can do her own things.
i'll live the world of my own.

chinese test tml.
panic mode i tell you.
tsk tsk.

Art tml.
Ong wans to see
everything
how to see?
im dead.
i haven't even draw more than 1
drawing paper.
why does Ong have to do this to us?
bo nana.

anyway,
life seems boring now.
so oh wad the hack
studies come 1st now.
stress mode forever.
woohoo~.

i can't wait for sat.
it's REST dae.
at least i think it would be.
touche retreat coming soon.
bwhabha.
madness.
alrite alrite.

i hope life has been great for U and the pple out there. cos mine is a routine now. and im getting used to it...-i think?-

todae is not my dae

i hate rajah
she sucks
she out to ruin me.
she out to get me.
she sucks
i hate her.
HATE HER!!
goodness.
if there is one dae i go back to PL
after she tortured me,
i'll just slap her into half.
i wun even regard her as my teacher.
todae is get angry with rajah dae.
cos tml i'll just forget about it
and start afresh
so here im just going to pour out my anger.
SHE JUST FARKINGLY sucks
-sorry for the vulgarity-
ok this is wad happen
i was walking towards the lab
with dunno who
and she just stare at me
and say

" YOU ALL ARE MATURED ENUFF. WHY ARE U STILL WLAKING SO SLOWLY! HURRY UP!"
fine.
so i just CALM dwn.
went into the LAB
due to MY PROBLEM WITH CONSTIPATION
todae i just happen to have some STOMACH prob
so naturally LOOKING AS CONSTIPATED AS EVER.
so i walk in
Apparently, mx and pearly were late
and suddenly she turn behind and say
" ARE THESE TwO GURLS WASTING TIME?
JILLIAN! DO YOU THINK THEY ARE WASTING TIME??"

i replied: " eMm..yes??"
SHE SAID: " WHY U SAY YES IN SUCH AN ANGRY TONE? WHY YOU GIVING ME THAT FACE?!"
i replied: " I THINK BECOS I NEED TO GO TO THE TOILET?!"
SHE SAID:" JUST BCOS YOU NEED TO GO TO TOILET U CAN GIVE ME THAT FACE LARH?! GO HURRY COME BACK"

AS I WAS WALKING OUT,
THE BITCH WAS SAYING SOMEHTING LIKE DUN FOLLOW ME GIVE HER ANGRY FACE AND ATTITUDE AND WAD NOT.

WAD THE FARK SHE WAN FROM ME!!!!
SCRAM!!
GO AWAY!!!

i was so PISSED AND FED UP
that i sat and on the toilet bowl
CAN"T EVEN SHIT IN PEACE CAN.
i was really fed up
wad is this woman trying to do
RAck my life?
dun give me a testimonial?!?
WAT WAT !?!
WAT SHE WAN FROM ME?!?!!?!?
AH PISSEd.
aNGRY
fed up with life,
and frenz,
it's only the wad...
3rd dAE IN PLMGSS AGAIN!?!?!?!?!??!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!!!!

we must spread the AGAPE LOVE
and now i noe how hard it is to love OTHERS.
esp pple like HER.
BIASED.
she's BIASED
she hated me since LAST YEAR.
forget it.
lucky there is sarah gen and everyone else that cheered me up todae.
me and sarah nearly got tempted to
go against our morals and
head to heartland
LUCKY we stayed back to eat instead.
bhabhwahbwa =] good move
anyway
TML,
i'll just forget about that ASS.

God,
help me Father.
i'll just so tired.
stressed out cos im taking the Olevels.
tired of being PICKED on by HER.
God help me to Love her LORD.
it's GOING TO BE LOTS AND LOTS of hard work
but i noe i can do it with you
I pray all this
in your name.
In JESUS name,
AMEN

PLMGSS. YOU SUCK. esp to you FARKING OL SHIT ASS FACED FULL OF BIASED FISH AND NANAS RAJAH. I HATE YOU. YOU WATCH OUT. u die once im out of PLMGSS.

why must it be you and not anyone else. goodness. im so tired of thinking

todae is GATSBY dae!

bwabhwahbwa.
school todae was abit mad for me
cos i slept kinda late last nite
bwhabhwahbwahbwa
my own will marhz to sleep late!
then after that
went to sch
Dhillon tok like there is NO tml
goodness.
assembly was TOTALLY long.
anyway
school went FINE.
loved it
but i felt the pressure coming on
O levels coming soon
and we only have a few months
goodness.
how freaking stressed art thou.
Lau was scaring me manz.
todae rah gen me and mich
SING THE GATSBY song like mad assess
LUFFING like crazed chickens
Vannie kept making me luff
let's not forget about NURUL!!
she is FUNNY!
goodness...
NURUL!! u are FUNNY MAN!!!
anyway
gatsby dae for me
singing that silly song
all the way home
anyway
me and rah decided
WE MUST BE GOOD GURLS
so we headed home ASAP.
and then went to white sands to
grab a bite 1st.
on the way
i SAW FEL!!!
bwhabhwahbwa
and shirley too!
WOW. shirley is so pretty now.
Fel got a shock i think
AHA. then i saw Christopher..
madness man that kid
running here and there.
anyway
then me and rah were jealous.
goodness.
they are having so much fun
if only we studied harder man.
anyway
we headed home
with bags of luffter
filled with gatsby gags
and many more tml
bwhabhwhabwha
=]

i realise i need to slim dwn man.
didn't lose much though.
alrite!
GOAL of the year!
LOSE MORE MORE MORE WeIGHT!
bwhabhwahbwahbwa
=]

GATSBY!
Let's live it up by making our hair look great
La la la! Life is such a wonderful thing

GATSBY GATSBY GATSBY GATSBY!

Let's live it up by making our hair look great
After you enjoy your life as much as possible
Hey! Then farewell farewell farewell

GATSBY GATSBY GATSBY GATSBY!

BWHABHWHABWA!!!
I LOVE GATSBY!!!

impossiblities.set.off.in.my.head

haven been blogging i think

ok
i went back to sch on fridae.
it was fun
and exciting to see all my kakis in action again
gen rah me and michelle
took picx like anything!
took with nurul too!
bwhabhwahbwa
DUDE!!!!
i miss tanya!
goodness...
life is so quiet without her around
tanya if you read this,
I MISS Ya babe!!!
goodness.
our class full strength is 28 can?
IM 26 for the 1st tIME!!
woophie
this year
must study my nuts away man
i promise
goodness.
really panicky liaox
thurs got some FREAKO test.
im totally shagged man.

sat-camp echo
sat came
it was tiring for the food com
went to church around 1
was doing IMPORTANT things in the loo
until 1.15.
wahbhwahbwa
.ok.
spare u guys the details.
ok
cor selene leon and myself
were making the thing
the candles and blah blah..
apparently there seems to be a WEDDING goin on.
so we went there in vain.
bwhabhwahbwhabwa.
selene so poor chap man.
coughing like bananas.
poor gurl.
goodness.
okok.
gurls fixed up the candles and
leon did the flowers.
bwhabhwahbwa.
quite humourous anyway.
ok ok
me and cor just sit there and yak
until christopher came.
bwhahbwahbwa.
with his trusty toaster.
after which we decided it was
time to smell good.
so me and cor went to bathw
while Christopher and selene went to tm.
we took a cab frm tm to my house
and bath
blah blah
on the way out
we saw a BIG LIZARD
i screamed my HEE BEE JEEBIES OUT OF MY NA i tell you
the neighbours thought there was a
chicken on the loose i tell u
with my scream.
bwhahbwhabwa
it was HUGE!
goodnes.
anyway we scramed
and took mrt to tm.
took 10
and saw aaron and timothy
bwhabhwahbwa
then just crap along
on the bus we saw amos with a gurl
-AHA~!!!!!-caught in the ACT.
AHA!!
bwhahbwahbwa
nvm
ok
then we rush to church
and something got into me
i got alil CRAZY
or should i say
i have always been crazy
WHY IS IT that pple say im crazy!?!??!
IM NOT!!!
okok.
crazy mode.
worship was bananas.
sop me fel cor xue just went CRAZY can
run here and there
dancing like freakos!
bwahbhwahbwa..
alrite alrite
after that
we move the tables
and wad not.
tiring man.
blah blahblah
dinner past and wad not
it was a ok dae
very tiring.
lesson learnt: never join food com ever again.
bwhabwhahbwahbhwa
cor xue and me
got locked out of church
waiting for my dad
and at that moment
me and cor just went totally
on BOLLYWOOD mode.
bwhabhwahbwa
INdian style man!
bwhabwhahbwa
my dad got scared i swear.
OH YES.i wanna thank my dad for his help
by buying the wings and wad not.
HE ROCKS!!!
bwhabwhahbwa
=]
cor stayed at xueying's house
and YEST THEY NV SHOW MY RED BEAN SHOW!!
saddest ever.

sunday
ok
i was late.
bwhabhwahbwa =]
anyway
we went up
did my usual usher things.
pri6 came todae.
and yarh larhz
same ol' boogie nonsense.
bwahbhwahbwa
no cell though
never mind larhz!
bwhabhwahbwa =]
got back
having lunch soon.
that's about it.!
bwhabhwahbwa
later have to study.
so yup.
chao dudes.
love ya lots.!

msg for cor and xue
hey babes,
we have been thru so much together
pouring out our deepest and DARKESTsecrets
and im glad we have bonded so much.
no matter wad happens,
just rem this.
everything happen cos it is God's plan.
he let us love and live
trust and blah blah
cos he has his reasons.
though we may get hurt on the way
it's for our good.
no matter wad
you guys dun give up
while i do.=]
bwhabhwahbwa
you guys can do it
and im always behind you babes.
we rock like mad!
we are the KEYS man!=]=]
bwhabhwahbwa...
if you dun understand wad im toking abt
msg me alrite
bwhabhwahbwa
i'll slowly explain.=]
love the donkey,
Jillian bwa,bwhabhwahbhwahbwa.
banana man.

im just lying to myself.
why must i do that.
seriously
i dunno.
i just prefer it that way
cos i noe it's No way.
it's gone case.
HACK ARHZ.
roarz.

+jillian just loves lying to herself. everything is just mad larhz. Lie somemore. and see wad happens. self denial doesn't bring you ANYWHERE.
Alatáriël Léralondë

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