PL sucks.

firstly.
our teachers are SUCKY.
secondly.
THEY NEVER say we had to check the
damn intranet crap.
how the hack would we noe we
need to do our commonwealth essay?
Luckily there is melissa
if it weren't for her
i would never noe there is
SUCH a thing as
I NEED to do common wealth essay.
goodness poo faced bananas.
shall rush thru it
the NEW YEAR is coming
and.
i hope next year
i wun be too stressed
until i pull my hair until BOTAK.
bwahbhwahbwa
this year already half of the
hair supply is gone.
so..
yes
take care everyone
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE.
you guys rock!
=]
chaoz.
shall rush thru my compo.

bwhabhwahbwa. Milkshake.

pple say my hair ain't that bad.-reliable?

i hope pple have not been lying to me arhz.
bwhahbwahbwa.
cos cor said my hair isn't as short as i said it was.
bwahbhwahbwa
alrite alrite
at least i'm happier now.
shan't complain
cos God gave me this hair for a purpose!
so..
yes yes.
must treasure it.
take more picx of it.
aiya wadever arhz.
trying not to take picx for the time being.
so yup.
No neos.
=]hope xueying and tanya dun die
upon see-ing my hair?
bwhabhwahbhwa.
my hair got mood swing one.
can good
and can be bad
alrite!
enuff about my HAY arhz

leaders' meeting
alrite
todae the leaders' meeting was silent night
bwhahbwhabhwa
still cant stand it man
SILENT NIGHT.GEDDIT? bwhahbwahb
alright.
cold joke.
alrite then blah blah blah.
OH yes!
must thank SHane arhz!
thnkks for the card dude
[dude as in BROTHER]
bwhabhahbwa=] it was touching!
U ROCK like nuts!
ok
then we had pizza
was worrying about my HAY
then we went up.
discuss some stuff
me and cor SA-BO-ED shane
to be in charge arhz
-KEKEKEKEKE-
shane was the right person for the
JOB anyway.=]
great leadership manz.
alrite
then after that
discuss
then the GURLS are doing the FOOD!!
bwhabhwahbhwa
we discuss alot of rubbish=]
and then went to cold's storage to check out
HOW much is the fish FINGERS
muahahah!lame can?
Siqi Ivee Cor and me then
travelled to TM.
bwahhbwa
the bus stop thing was MALUATING for COR.
shan't go into much details arhz.
bwahbhwahbwha =]
anyway
we went there
got Cor and Ivee to try on the dresses
bwahbhwahbwa
they looked GOOD!
me and siqi in charge of RAH RAH-ing the crowd.
the crowd didn't look rah rah-ed at all.
so never mind.
bwhahbwhahbwa
me and siqi escaped out of the shop
and went to get the bandanas.
bhwahbhwa.
i got the black one
to BLEND with my hair colour arhz.
it is to make it look as if my hair is LONGER.
bwahbhwahbwa
alrite then we all went back
Secrets were revealed
and wad not.
-It's going to BETWEEN US four arhz.-
got home
and im totally shagged.
so.
you guys chill alrite.!!
bwhabwhahbwa
take care dudes!
Jillian loves u guys.

wadever i do.imustn't give myself away.wad matters is wad U think..

I HATE MY CURRENT HAIR.IM KEEPING LONG HAIR IN 2004

now if mae shaan and lin ask me
wad i wan in 2004
i would say.
TO KEEP MY HAIR LONG.
my hair
is short.
SHORT like ANYTHING.
come
let's make a comparison.

this is when it was long. IGNORE the picx.
FOCUS on the hair. goodness.
im goin to start crying again
-i mean not as in cry larhz-
OH NEVER MIND.
here is the short one.
DUN GET A SHOCK.
it's SHORT.
SHORT
HORROR MOVIE starts now
this was taken after my bath.
so IT"S WET
and it STANDS.

RUNS AND HIDE
it's SHORT!!! SHORT LIKE ANYTHING!!
OMG...
goodness.
im the saddest person man.
WAD AM I SUPPOSE TO DO!!!
thus.
i have decided to keep my hair long le.
NO MORE CUTTING OF MY HAIR
EVER.
EEVVVVEEERRRR......
from now on.
DUN look at me.
i'll just cry.
at least still can wear a hair band.
this hair is just like last time my hair style.
but just that it's MESSIER that's all.
goodness.
TO THOSE who ask me to keep:
I REGRET NOT LISTENING.
ESP TO COR.
goodness.
i feel so SPASTIC-FIED.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
cries.
i dun care if need to be in a BUN
OR a LOTI
or a BISCUIT FORM.
I JUST WAN to keep my hair now.
AHHHHHH
i dun care about buns!
i'll keep it in a BUN!!
i will!!!
aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

2004.BEWARE.
JILLIAN IS GOING TO KEEP HER HAIR
LONG.
LONG.
LONG
LONG
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

i dun care wad pple say.
all i care is wad u think now!
AHHHHHHHHHH.
wadever larhz.
i just go and sniff poo now.
bwhabhwahbwhahbwa
=] DUN SCARE URSELF when u see me
if you see me
walk the other way.
i mite bite.
JOKING.alrite.
take care all.
enuff of complaining liaox.
-WHINING KID LEAVES-

all i wan now is my HAIR TO GROW.GROW REAL LONG.so i can tie into a BUN.

self.denial.is.not.the.final

todae is the dae we TRIED shopping
for CNY clothes
goodness.
bwhahbwahbwa
shopping with dad was alrite.
yarhz.
carrefour was ..
not as FULL as i thot i wld be
quite empty manz.
bwahbhwa.
got back
and slog.
and i FINISHED my HW~!!!
goodness.
PRAISE THE LORD FOR HE IS GOOD!
bwhahbwahbhwa..
rite.
take care one and all!

im trying to get over the fact that im still in
-msg for the one that doesn't noe.-
if i say i dun.
im lying.
if i say i do.
i'm crying.
why.
cos it SUCKS.
it just TOTALLY SUCKS.
i hate it.
why does it have to all about u.
forget it.
I HATE it.
ROARRZ.
self denial won't get me anywhere.
it just won't get me no where.
why can't i just sit here
and pretend u mean nothing at all.
SCRAM.GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
GO AWAY!!!!
-msg for the one who doesn't noe.-

All.i.wan.for.Christmas.is.God.N.u

seriously
before i start rattling.
i just wanna wish all ..
A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!once again!
it's the joy
and the pleasure
of GATHERING isn't it?
bwhabhwahbwa.
CHRIST was born on CHRISTMAS
if it weren't for him
.wad would the world be.
God,YOU RULE My life man!!!
wooohooo
anyway
went to church on 25th
and em..
me and fel had to stand arhz.
bwhahbwha =]interesting.
anyway
after that
i went around wishing the world MERRY!!!
alrite alrite
thnks fel ivee cor for the cards!
love u guys man!
alrite alrite
OSO! thnks aaron for the CD!
u rock too brother!
then went to eat Fish and Co
at tampines MALL!
woohooo...
steady banans.
daddy had fun i can see.
bwhabhwahbwa.
boy was it a really FULL MERRY XMAS manz.
anyway
then after tat
i just went home
and PLONK on the bed arhz.
SNORE-although i can't.just use ur imagination babes.-
bhwahbhwa.
then spent christmas with Godma Godpa and family
All i wan for next year's christmas is for them
to convert!
i Pray that God will use daddy and our family
as a testimony for them!!
goodness..
anyway =]
that's about it for Christmas.

serious hair crisis
goodness there is Peijun here
to help me can.
i'll be so dead can?
goodness.
thnks PJ.
you helped me choose
the right hair style to cut
but..
Do cut.
or not to cut.
pple.
comment alrite?
bwhabhwahbwa =] cos still kinda confused
if i have to cut
i'll cut on the 28th.
SO check it out pple.
bhwahbwhabwa.
take care dudes

here is a lil song.
a song that i've been listening to!
thnk you for this moment.
i got to say how beautiful you are
of all the hopes and dreams that i ever prayed for
there you are.

and if i lived a thousand years
i'll never could explain
the way i lost my heart to you that dae
but if destiny decided
i should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told..
did i tell u that i love u
how much i really need you
did i tell you that i love u...
- tonite -

i can hear the music
when i look in your eyes..
but i feel the rhythmn of your body
close to mine
is the way we touch
it's in me.
it's the way we'll always be.
your kiss
your pretty smile
you noe i die for
oh baby
you're all i need

well.....
recently i have been thinking.
it's over.
but is it is over inside me?
or is it just a cover for myself.
wadever it is
i wan out.
cos i dun wan u to mean anything to me.
all i wan for Christmas is you. But you will never know. that all i wan for christmas is you. BWAHBWHABHWa

MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR DUDES!
just in case i dun get a chance to say this babes!
bwhabhwabhwa..
God is the HOUSE!!!!
-BOOGIES!!-
take care all chums and bananas.
YUE LOves the world!
-muacks-
ALL.I.WAN.FOR.XMAS.IS.YOU
i cant stop falling in love with you....

AGAPE ROCKS the WORLD!

lots of thanksgiving
lots of praise.
wanna thank all those
pple who went for the camp
wanna thank TINH-AI!
although we were the FIRST!frm the back..
we did great!
thnk u all the fun moments
running all over the place
thnks Ashley and Tricia
for yakking with me
thnks Elisa and Deborah
for ur smile and luffter.
Thnks Raj and the rest of the guys
you guys rock too!
the games was fun
but the telematch was
wet for me
although i WASN'T suppose to get WET.
-AHEM-stares
anyway
cor was sick.
she needed to rest.
poor gurl...
i tell you
i was so worried for her.
goodness
anyway
we spend all the banana times
in church
wanna say thnks to
Ivee Siqi shine rachel [my secret pal]
Wai teng Robyn Ashley Tric
all those pple i have played with during the camp!
all the dorm pple: SORry for disturbing ur sleep!
hahahah
cor fel sop and me were the S4 i tell you
the banana gang
i tell you
during this camp i have showed my true BANANA colours
i think pple must have seen the different side of me.
goodness
but that's all about being yourself.
there is no point in hiding rite?
ah..
so EXPOSE YOUR BANANA SKIN!!!
alrite
let's sing our BANANA them song!

bananas in PJs
im climbing dwn e stairs
bananas in PJs
im changing underwear!

ok
i have yet to find the real lyrics
anyway
carolling was quite alrite
i guess
just that i think my testimony
was terrible
i was really scared
and was on panic mode in the toilet
but i already said it
and it was ...ok man!
God was with me!
if not i would have cried on stage!
was really touched when
pastor Joel came up to me and
said that my testimony ministered to him.
THNK YOU LORD!
i think this camp has touched so many lives
so many un countable lives
cos each and everyone one of us will
reach out to even more pple.
antioch peeps have bonded so much
and im really touched
and impressed!
glad that God spoke to us
during that time.
AMEN!
have lots to say
and i Glad i went for this camp after all!

NEXT YEAR's CAMP.here i come!
see 1st.
bwahbwhahbwhabwa
all the best pple!

backfrmmalaysia

i totally missed SINGAPORE!!!
goodness
ok ok
short one
cos need to rush to dentist
GENTING was AWESOME!!!!!
bwahbhwahbwa.
=]take care all chums!
i got gUM sarah!
bwahbwhahbwa
=]love ya bits and nanas

teeth is one thing i can NEVER stand.

imagine.
your whole teenage years
you've been wearing BLOODY metal.
its time to take it out isn't it arhz
3 whole years of METAL mouth =]
bwahbhwa
hack
im ful man
frm the dim sum todae.
yesterdae i went out with cor to meet the
tee shirt supplier
she is a really IN dude i say
bwhabhwahbwa
nice chap arhz
anyway
then after that me and cor
went to buy a BAG!
a roxy one somemore
TOTALLy her manz
anyway
we did alot of shopping
and when i say ALOT
i mean it
ALOT.
goodness
me and corinne
practically walked until the sun went dwn.
we then went to bugis
and SHOP even more
we just sat at the station
PRACTICALLy rolling on the floor
and sleeping.
bwhabhwahba
madness
due to our SLEEPINESS,
when we realized that raj was also in the
same carriage
i just stood there and stone at raj
for at least 5 secs
not knowing wad the hell is going on
bwhabhwhabhwa
i wanna say something.
Raj,YOUR ear is COOL MAN!!
bwhahbahbwa
then we went for carolling
didn't even SING arhz.
=]which is good arhz
cor is losing her voice
anyway
we wrote our testimony
and wen to strudel house
-usual thing-
and headed home
HOW?WALK to TANAH MERAH mrt
goodness
it was FAR!!
dogs went crazy upon our arrival arhz.
madness i tell you
TOTALLY BANANANNANANANANSS!!!
goodness
i was totally shagged manz
tired like mad hotdogs.
anyway then watch PCK!
-ROLE MODEL!!!-
HOOOHOO!!!
alrite
then yes yes arhz.
tok to cor after that
did the carolling booklet design
and -SNORED-

xueying is FINALLY BACK!
goodness
need to catch up with her arhz
i noe she's really Busy man
Hope she can go for camp
and that there would be a Mircale!
bwhahbwhabha
but of cos,
i wan her to enjoy her NZ trip
take care babe!
YUE LOVES U!

finally.completed.some.work

alrite arhz.
let's start frm SAT!!
sat
sat we went for band concert
i tell you arhz.
BAND GURLS ARE THE HIPPEST in town man
and i totally groove and crave for kexin's
sexy hair manz
it's SO nice!
goodness
everyone's hair is dyed can?
-jealous-
why did't i study arhz.
then i can dye my hair this year.
damn
alrite arhz
the concert was alrite
and VS is HUGE
bLLOOODDY HUGE.
can't stand it
-Muahahahaha.-
RED BEAN SHOW TOTALLY ROCKS MY WORLD.
it's SAD I TELL YOU

sunday
collect tee designs arhz
collate i mean
then collect money and wad not
goodness.
oh yes
the MINI vbc arhz
it's very ..
em..
not my thing arhz
bwhahbwahbwa
anyway
then cor came to my house to do the designs?
em..
and on the way to the bus stop
MY SLIPPER BROKE
totally cannot be fixed
cor just LUFF HER NA off i tel you
madness gurl.
i did some bio
and completed it man
i HATE MIND MAPS i tell you
it doesn't help me
it justmake me go
SIAO.
goodness.
had a terrible headache.
and wad shit
RED STAR AWARD[direct chi translation] was nice!!bwhahbhwabwa
CHEN LI PING deserve the award
aND I LOVE XIE SHAO GUANG man
he totally rocks can?
GREAT ACTOR!
alrite
SHAWN YUE WAS ON TV!!!!
-faints-
MY FELLOW YUE-STER!!
goodness!
happiest!
bwhabhwhabwa.
that's about it arhz

todae im going to concentrate on art
complete the stupid observational drawings
muahahahahhaz.
alrite
take care one and all
love ya to bits

im glad im over ya.cos it would hurt so much more later!-SMILES LIKE FREAKING DOUGHNUTS-

ANTI roller shoes

i tell you
im so BLOODY pissed with my internet
MADNESS!
goodness
anyway
im so pissed with ROLLEr shoes
cos
these pple just ROLL all over the place
my cuuzzz and my sister have that shoe
and they prac roll all over the place
gooodddnnnesss..
anyway
we went bowling todae.
and had lots of fun
anyway then after that
i brought them to bugis
and THESE pple are hard pple to handle
anyway
we took some NEO-ERZ

bwhahbwahbwa
we were having fun...
i tell u
it's hard to find a FREAKING seat in starbucks
BOY is it SMEELELLLLy and crowded
goodness.
bwhabhwhabwa
then after much things
we went to watch ELF.
it was quite FUNNy
buddy is FUNNY.
yes yes
then we went home
YAWN. goodness.
tired chapz
anyway i got a msg for cor too!

To:corinne

Cor
thnk you for everything!
bwhabhwahbwa=]
jillian highly touched in your blog
thank you for being there for me...
and all the best in everything you do..
and God bless
may you find your WHITE prince soon
and your honey bunny chicken pie...!!
bwhabhwahbwa.
alrite lame
take care my fellow siung pal!
hehehehe..

HTML loser

gosh
jillian is such a HTML loser can?
goodness gracious
anyway.
todae was hw dae larhz
slog abit here and there
saw my babe tanya!
mis her to the max man
yesterdae iron ladies was EXCELLENT!
love them to death!
bwhahbwhabhwahbwa
i'll try my lay again.
goodness.
later do art
and slog for bio
=] alrite chapos.
tkae care!

carolling was funny i tell u

todae
todae was bascially SLOG dae
had a headache
and stil having one though
but i lived thru it
tonite planning to watch IRON LADIES!
WOOHOO!! AH-GUA!!!!
yes yes
-crazed-
anyway then after that.
emm.
this morning slog for chem
GOSH.
hard stuff manz
then went to buy my book at white sands
-i think i saw david..not too sure
but oh hack-
then after that went home!
arranged my room
and i seriously thot i shld take out the POSTERS on my wall
the 4 PPLE there.
-those who have gone to my room b4..
you will noe who are the 4 things
bwhabhwahbwhabhwaz-
then emm.
did alot of things to my room
yes yes.
not much change
but...
internal change
all prepared for NEXT YEAR!!
-the year of Os and NANAS-
goodness.
alrite alrite
take care one and all..

tues
alrite.
yesterdae jillian n cor boogie along togeta
=] bwhahbwhabha.
LAMEST can?
goodness.
ok the dae started with fetching my sis to school
and then i went to xueying's house to collect
the tee designs
boy is her HOUSE FAR OR WAD.
anyway
then after that
i went to somerset to meet cor
then after that
we took lots of ah neos!
bwahbhwahbwa
feeling LAME i tel u
1st we went to ciny to go and check out her bottlle
took ah neos.
THERE IS AH NEO MACHINES THERE!

bwhabhwhabwa

i tel yiu..we were having fun

SIUNG!!!
right
after much laming
den walk oevr to heeren
then after that walk around
and eat crepe
and take NEOS!

MULTI RACIAL SOCIETY..

the weather was COLd. bwhabhwhabwa
bwhabhwahbwa
saw pinying and val and company
bwahbhwa
VAL is looking pretty!
alrite
then we decided to eat
cos COR was HUNGRY.
em..
so went to taka
and eat the dunno wad tori lunch box
bwhabhwhabwa
share arhz.
then after that we rushed to church
we were a LIL late
bwhabhwahbwa
then em..
yes yes
sing again
and mouth a Lil.
muahahah.
then after that.
funniest thing is that
me and cor just COULDN"T stop luffing
-as usual-
now we have to do the silly " HUH" thing
boy..
bwhabhwahbhwa
-it's all me and my big mouth!"
bwhahbwahbwha.
lamest can?
anyway then after that
fel sop me cor
went home
and on the way home
we were saying
cor is the madien beside the reservior
-ok cor is going to murder me with her toes-
alrite alrite!!
then fel me and cor took bus
while we waved at sop
then at the bus stop
i took 14 with cor
and left fel there
-SORRY FEL!!!-
bwahbhwhabwa
so sorry!
guilty..
-blue song comes alive-
anyway then
i went home.
searched around for the 5566 CD.
all failed.
bwahbhwa
then wad happened...
-SSSTM strikes[servere serious short term memory]-
my sister;'s new name for me.
alrite went home
and sit dwn to watch the MOST boring 7pm show
then watch PCK
and wad not
boy was it TV dae .
then i watch
NEVER BEEN KISSEd
though iwatch b4..
but it was still as romantic as ever.
bwhabhwahbwa
the teacher is HANDSOME.
gosh
anyway then tok to cor on the fone
and went to sleep after that.

in conclusion
im tired.
life is quite nice though
now larhz.
i noe that it's fading
which is blloooodddyyy goood.
after so many years.
thanks goodness.
alrite alrite.
you all out there that duno
it's alrite
bwhahbwhahbwahbwa
smile and rock on pple
God bless you all.

highly disappointed in myself

all thnks to one
INVISIBLE to the human eye gap in my teeth
i can't take out mybraces.
everything is just nice le.
it's just that bloody gap
all thnks to it
i have to wait till 10th of dec.
i noe im going to soouuunnd like a farking spoilt brat
but i think im really pissed with the bloody metal
it's sick manz.
can u imagine.
3 years of having silly metal pieces in your mouth
mubwhabhwahbwa.
ok it's sounds weird
but it's really PISSING i tell you
im so tired.
i dun even think i can ever take this out on the 10th
i have no high hopes liaox
i dun care
im just going to stick to the 4 rubber bands in my mouth
and just live with it
who knows
i mite set the guiness record for the
[WOMAN WHO HAS BRACES ON FOR THE LONGEST PERIOD]
-wooophie-
but i guess God has a purpose in this
im sure he wants my teeth to be NICE.
but im just too tired larhz.
was sobbing in the Loo
i tell you
i think my dentist thinki have gone
BANANAS.cos im actually so red and wad not larhz
sigh
ok
wadever it is..
i dun care about this teeth.
=] just leave it alone liaox.
so yup.
i have no high hopes on taking it out
who knows!
alrite.
so see ya around!

WARNING: THOSE POTENTIAL BRACES =PUTTERS.DUN.IT"S TORTURE.