yesterdae never blog.luff and SA with ah yue

tues
alrite.todae was kinda check it out
EARLY IN THE MORNING
the JAFC
was set up.
JOSHUA ANG FAN CLUB
if u dunno who is dat.
ask any of the members.
bwhabhwahbwa.
YUQI is president.
im vice.
we have sectertaries
food providers
treasuresers
and even a model[gen]
bwhabhwahbwah!!!
lessons was DEAD-ISH as ever
was reading ON MY OWN during chinese
AND I SCREAMED
COS SOMEHTING EXCITING IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO
JOSH AND CATLIN..
GOSH..
anyway.
then pe was fun.
cos play abit of bball..
bwhabhwa =] so long never play
bwhabhwa.anyway then nurul and limin were shooting
3 pointers.
WE HAEV A BECKHAM and DUAN CHEN FENG IN 3c3.
bwhabhwa.!!!
anyway then we went back to class.
yak like nuts.
geog..
val sat next to me larhz.
then eng.
VAL TOLD ME A FUNNY RACIST JOKE!!
i tel u ..
our class is racist man!
bwahbhwabhwa
anyway then chinese oral.
bwhabhwahbwa we were in the hall
TOKING LIKE CRAZY
esp the JAFC
bwahbhwabwa.
YI LI is also a memeber now
bwhabhwahbwa.then we were making so much noise.
bwahbhwahbwa
then i was praying for the LORD to help me
AND HE DID!!
AMEN MAN!!!
he help me BY TELLING ME WAD IS THE WORD there!!
cos there were 2 words i couldn't say
GOSH!bwhahbwa.THANK YOU GOD!!
yOU ROCK MY WORLD! LOVE U LORD!
anyway the teacher was luffing at me like crazy
cos she ask wad if ur fren wanna be a model,
wad would i say.
i say i would ask her to LOOK INTO THE MIRROR
AND SHE LUFF AND LUFF AND LUFF!!!bwhabhwahbwa.
cos i say she must have confidence,
if no confidence, then SHE won't be able to take media critisim.
bwahbhwahbwa!!!
then went to heartland.
with con yum vannie judith and rah
saw val tanya immelia alicia and melissa
bwhabhwa at kfc.
BWHABHWAHBWA
FUNNY LIKE CRAZY.
i swear i went BANANAS.
these pple crack the nuts up man
walk to the opp bus stopp with melissa and alicia.
I TELL U.MELISSA IS LAME!!bWHABWHABHWa.
MAD GURL.she is really funny!!
bwhabhwa.
went home
and blog.
later
CHINESE

mon
bwhabhwabwa.
i can't really remember much about yesterdae.
but i think i felt kinda guilty cos i was watching
[GAO XIAO JING DONG]
never really study yesterdae.
but i felt like a pig yesterdae.
cos i atE sOOO MUCH!!
gosh.
anyway yesterdae the pasir ris-ians was habing fun
laming on the bus as well as the stop.
bwhabhwabwa.
all the couples came
and me and sarah were LOOKING AT THE TRESS
EXCLAIMING THAT THERE WERE MOnKEYS!!!
nurul gave up searching for the monkeys and sat dwn
bwhahbwahbwa
THEN A HIPPO CAME ALONG
GOSH I sWEAR JURONG ZOO CAME TO LORONG AH SOO.
I WAS SO SCARED I WOULD GET CRUSHED BY ELEPHANTS
BWHABHWABHWHABHWABwa

that's about it man!
bwahbwhahbwa....!!!
take care everyone

huiwen,
ALRITE I SHAN"T WAIT FOR U ANYMORE!
HMPHFFF...bwhabhwabwa.kidding.
take care. I HATE U TOO!
dun think i never see xueying's blog.
bbhwahbwhabwa

xueying: NO SMs-ing OF HIM!.bwhahbwhabhwa.he doesn't
look like me!


GOD LOVES U AND AH YUE TOO!

church is the thing
loving u is THE THING

AH!!! PARK YONG HA IS SOOO COOL!
omg..
i had that song in my head the whole dae
oh yes
todae woke up at 7.15am.
wore a blooody skirt to church.
UNCOMFORTABLE.
thnk goodness for FBTs
CALLED HUIWEN MICHELE LIKE CRAZy
apparently
she;s late.
LATE I TELL U LATE!.
bwhabhwa.
anyway my dad couldn't wait for her.
then i had to sit at her bus stop.
WAITED FOR 30MINS!!!
gOSH!! THAT SILLY NANA!!!
she took so long!!
i was already late for usherinG!!
bwahbhwa.
-but glad she enjoyed church-
then i went for ushering.
LATE for ushering in fact.
then judy joanne say me larhz.
bwhahbwa-madness-
anyway then yes yes.
todae learnt alot abt homosexuality.
bwhabhwah
repeat: HOMOSEXUALITY
bwahbhwa yes yes.
learnt that NO SUCH TING AS IN BORN GAY
bwhabhwa.it's true.
anyway then went for CELL group.
GUY POPULATION Is INCREASING ! GOSH!! WHERE IS THE GURLS!!!
bwhahbwahbwa...anyway TYPICAL acs pple were there...
learnt that i cannot swear etc.
bwhabhwa
=]opps.anyway then we went to TM
after that
ate OLD long john.
bwhabhwahbwa.then book fourth book!
NICE MAN!
i tel u book5 is coming out in next year feb.
i think.cos it was published this year feb2003..
SINGAPORE aBIT SLOW.
so yes yes.
anyway then we head home.
slept like a pig.
ti

get fat with yue

bwhabhwa.
u must be wondering
wad is wrong with Jillian
bwhabhwahbwa
FEELING FAT LARHZ!!!
gosh.u should see how much i EAT!!!
-i went Jogging-
BUT I STILL FEEL FAT!
bwhabhwa
cos i ate twisties and peanut crap.
bwhabhwahbwa yes yes
anyway
todae is SLOG LIKE MAD DAE.
studied finish my geog.
but i had to re=revise.
did my INDICES.
nearly CRIED.
bwahbhwahbwa
but i manage to do it larhz.
anyway.i did my math until my eyes became
square roots.
my mother got scared and ask me
to go for a car ride and eat lunch
to make my sure my eyes become cylic quads instead
bwhabhwahbwa
-yes yes-
anyway then we went swensens.
and MUNCH on fish and nanas.
bwahbhwabwa.BONDING TIME WITH MOTHER.
and my MOTHER TOKS REALLY LOUD ON HER FONE.
gosh.she is so like me
bwhabhwa.oh yes.
my mother kept going on and on abt how i was like
when i was young etc.
and she said she wants a baby.
but daddy dun wan!
bwahbhwahbwa-
-RUBBISH!!!!-bwhabhwahbwa
then after that
my dad call and ask my mother
to buy briefs.
we were in the lift
and my mother shouted
'ARH? WHAT SIZE??
L ARHZ??? U WAN THE BIKINI ONES??"
i swear i could have cried.
me and my sister were SO MALUATED!!!
gOSH!! MOTHER!! SHOOOSH!!!
den my mother went to buy
bwhabhwabw she was BUYING IN DETAILS.
DETAILS.bwhabhwahbwa.
den ran to my aunt house to see RUSTY!!
rusty CUT HER HAIR!!
[rusty is a shetland,same breed as gabby.]
SHE LOOK SO POOR THING!! GOSH!!!
CRIES MAN!!! CRIES!!!
bwhabhwa BUT SHE LOOKS LIKE A SHEEP
bwHABWHAHBWHABHWAHBWHABHWHABA
BWHABHWHABHWAHBWABHAB LOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLL!!!
then went home
slog on geog again.
bwhahbwa.
came to relieve stress.
cos later got math tuition.
-dies-
but TONITE!
there is LOVING U!!
bwhabhwahbwa
HAPPY! so yes yes..
so that's about it
LOVE YA LOTS PILLY PEE PEEPS!

gen, finally we found
out who is that NANA.
gosh.and he is not frm pl.
bwhabhwahbwa

u're it.u're the ultimate.it's automatic im sure of it.

anti graduated prefects

alrite.
todae was alrite
huiling came to school
-cold mode sets in-
[disappointment flutters in the air]
gosh.we relaly speechless.
relaly disappointed until our nas drop.
goshz.anyway i haev nothing to say.
even judith have nothing to say.
so yes.
next point.
THANK U TANYA FOR THE COOKIE AND LETTER
LOVE IT ALOT.
MUACKS!! LOVE U TO THE MAX GURL!!
aHHH!H!!!!
PE.i forget to bring
actually the main reason is that
it is not DRY!so oh hack.
then we had to CLEAN THE PE ROOM
gosh and nurul was scaring me.
then played basketball in school uniform!
had lots of BALLING fun.
anyway then emm..went for
BIO AND CHEM PRAC
bwhabhwa.
I GOT WRONG ANS!
fark.bwhahbwa.
was making music with tiffany during the exams
with the TEST TUBES.
bwahbhwa.
then went for afew lessons
AND LAO SHI SUCKS
sHE KEEPS PICKING ON US
FARK U LARHZ.
den con yum melissa and me went to LOOK FOR
SUPER TINI
then SHE SAID SHE LET US OFF THIS TIME!
bwahbhwahbwa
-MADNESS!-
i was so happy!
bwhabhwahbwaz.
then me sarah vonne limin and kathleen
headed for TM to buy present
CAN"T SAY WHOSE.
bwahbwhahbwaz
then we FOUND THE PERFECT GIFT.
AND I TEL U SOMETHING SOOOOOO MADDENING.
i was GOING UP THE ESCALATOR.
THEN THIS FARKING GRADUATED PREFECT GOES THERE
POINTING AT ME.
AND SAY THAT GURL IS DISGRACING THE SCHOOL NAME
COS MY BELT WAS VERY LOOSE.
THEN SHE POINT AT ME AND SAY
CAN U PUT UR BELT PROPERLY
U ARE DISGRACING THE SCHOOL REPUTATION.
LIKE TOTALLY FARK U CAN?
MY BELT I OWN SELF WANNA PUT HOW U COME AND TEL ME
U GRADUATE LIAO THEN FARK OFF LARH!
NO AS IF EVERYONE LOVES THE SCHOOL LIKE U DO.
DUN FUCKING ASSUME THAT EVERYONE LOVES THE SCHOOL
JUST LIKE U DO.IF U ARE IN MY SHOES,
U WILL SO HATE THE SCHOOOL.
PLMGSS IS A FARKING BIASED SCHOOL.
THE TEAcHERS ARE NOT EVEN CLOSE TO CARING
PLEASE LARH PREFECT. U ARE NOT SAY VERY PRETTY
OR THIN LARH HOR? JUST FARK OFF AND HANG OUT WITH
U BELT TIGHT TIGHT FRENz.
UR FRENZ PROBABLY SEE U IN A DIFFERENT LITE.
SEE U AS A BOSSSY BIG FAT UGLY DEMANDING
'I LOVE PL SO MUCH' CRAZY FUCKING BITCH.
PLEASE.NOT AS IF U LOVE THE SCHOOL SO MUCH
IF U LOVE THE SCHOOL PROVE IT AND STAY BACK EVERY YEAR
SINCE U LOVE THE SCHOOL SO MUCH.
JUST FARK OFF LARH.
U REALLY SPOILED MY DAE.
HATE U LIKE CRAZY lARHz.
MAD FUCKING BITCH.
i nevre scold anyone with fuck b4
usually it is just fark.
BUT DIS IS SERIOUS
u ARE ON MY ANTI FUCK HATE BITCH FARKER BOARD.
U ARE SO DEAD.IF I SEE U ON THE STREETS U ARE
SOOOO FARKING DEAD.WARN U
SO ANGRY pple.
alrite.
then after that me and sarah went to stare at
final fantasy..
bwhabwha
-nice-
poor sarah got headache..
so poor thing..
then rush home for ah-lerms.
then.
good news
BWHABHWAHBWHABWA.
ask me if u wanna noe
i mite be changing my BLOG2 lay
so go check it.
love you guys

LORD, forgive me
for being so mad at the prefect
-GRRRRRH...-anyway Lord
give me the peace that i wun be so FUCKED UP.
im sorry Lord forgive me.
protect my frenz.
and give them clarity of the mind.
THey love u LORD.
and i noe U LOVE THEM TOO!
LOVE LAI LOVE XU
so fun!bwhabhwa.
LORD ,i lOVE U TOO!!
THNK U FOR EVERYHTHING!

super SA todae

todae was quite ok larhz
huiling never come.
so LONE RANGER once again.
-wooophie!-
anyway todae was alrite arhz..
it's the after school thing that was funny
anyway we took class picx
HAVE a strong feeling i will look
like primary 6 that time
cos my hair so long. gosh.
everyone say i look different.
bwhabhwa
it's the hair.
anyway i follow tradition!
i took class picx with tanya!!! yEAH!!
best pal manz that gurl..
love that gurl.
took with sarah gen and nurul too!!
yum and con they all went missing..
silly nutterz..bwhahbwa..
haha-erz
anyway ANIMAL FARM seems like a nice book.
shall get it.anyway.
lao shi SUCKS.
after sch we went OMS.
bwahbhwhbwa!!
me gen limin vonne rah yum kathleen
went oms and eat CUP CUP noodles.
bwhabhwahbwa
cockroach attack
the sec2 gurls were so SCARED!!
wad is wrong wtih them!bwhabhwa.
then we manage to keep the cockroach
under the tupperware.bwhahbwa.
BUT NOT FOR LONG HERE COMES ANOTHER ONE.
bwhahbwhabwa.and we hid it.bwhabhwa
then i found another one!! and i was LUFFING AT
ALL THE COCKROACHES!!bwhabhwa.
cos they ATTEMPT TO CLIMB MOUNT OMS WALL
was a TOTAL FAILURE!! bwhabhwa.
-these cockroaches are SPIDER MAN WANNA BE-
gosh.
anyway then we were throwing cans and bottles
at the cockroach
bwhabhwahbwa
-it was FUNNY!-
then the sec1 were screaming like siao
bwhabhwahbwa
madness.
sarah vonne me gen went back to school
cos sarah need to take foto.
so yes yes...
then i was standing there
looking at the NPCC
-suat man-
i should have join!bwhahbwabwa..
anyway then later,
sarah came back,
but CON pass me her wallet and watch
so we need to wait for npcc to fin.
bwhabhwa
so we seat outside our LAST TIME sec1f 2000 classroom!
bwhabhwahbwa
i WAS SUPER SA man!!
luffing at OLIVES and LUFFING AT CASSANDRA
luffing AT EVERYTHING I SEE!!
SA LIKE CRAZY!!!bwhahbwahbhwa...
then sarah gen vonne and frances was SO MALU
by me i think larhz.bwhahbwahbwa.
-so yes yes!!!!-bwhahbwa.HEAD HOME.
pass wallet to tiffany..
then i went home.
bwhabhwa with sarah !!!
then i went for a jog..bwhabhwhabwa
madness..
it was raining like crazy.
hack manz...!!!!!
i went after rain..
so yes yes..
jog and jog.
pasir ris cemetry was nice and cooling.
bwhabhwabwa.
so yes! that's all for the
SA DAE
bwhahbhabwa

anti EIA

alrite.todae was quite alrite
VERY FAT Liaox.eat so many things
=x.anyway.woke up.
ate yingying neige's peanut butter bread.
-yums-anyway then todae lessons were alrite larhz
i love the BOOK!!
LOVE IT TO DEATH
inspired..anyway is BC dae.
i guess AMs aren't that bad.
alrite.HATE EIA. I PROTEST LIKE CRAZY not to have
QUEKERS DIDN"T HEAR ME.
-fine-
anyway.emmm...
huiling didn't come.
-ok-
then TML IS FOTO TAKING!!
how thrilling..
bwhabhwahbhwa
MUST STAND NEXT TO TANYA NO MATTER Wad
we have plans liaox
bwhabhwahbwa
-EVIL LUFF-
alrite.after school,
had STUPID EIA.then tanya gen rah did EIA together
MADNESS.RUSH LIKE CRAZY.
anyway then me and gen took cab.
funny man! i met corinne...
bwhabhwa.left GEn alone
-SORRY GEN!-
then we met xueying took some CRAZY NEOPRINTS.
bwhabhwa.
before that ate crepes..
that was why i WROTE EVIL CREEPERS.bwhahbwa.
HIDDEN MEANING.
see how much fun we had..CRAZY PPLE LOVE THEM TO DEATH
CORINNE XUEYING WE ROCK
-jillian rocks to and fro-

i tell u ..these guys are crazy man...

angels in the house..

bwhahbwhabhwa!!! NUTS!! totally CORinne xueying and me are NUTS!
bwhabhwhabwa..BLURRED???

bwhahbwahbwa..we are HAVING TOO MUCH FUN

wad did i do???

bwhabhwahbwa.alrite.then we walk to taka
i SWEAR.TAKA MOS BURGER SERVICE SUCKS.
me and xueying there.STAND THERE.NO ONE TOLD US THE
COUNTER WAS CLOSE.then 2 pple working there just STARE at us
and never TELL US TO GO TO THE OTHER COUNTER
FARK LARH.
then after that
me and xue went to BC[british council]
it's not that bad larhz
it helped me alot.
DIDnt know we had to do SO MANY THINGS to improve eng.
MUST READ MORE manz.
sigh..
anyway todae i got back my CHINESE test .
just BARELY pass.
was very very angry and sad..
then i prayed...
and i was thinking as wad catlin from the book thot
maybe God had this for a purpose..
maybe he wanted to me STUDY HARDER for my chinese.
i shall seek God and ask him..
=] he has his reasons..!!
love YOU GOD!!
anyway..
GOD BLES U GUYS.i love u all...

God thanks for everything.
u have been great
and im sure u bless my frenz around me
u LOVE them as much as u love me!!
thnk u!!!
AMEN!

never run in the park after the rain

alrite.
lessons learnt todae:
1.basketball is always fun when u have vannie con
yum judith gen limin sarah in ur team.
2.never run in the park after the rain cos
IT IS FULL OF MOSQUITOS.
look at my legs.it's RED.like PAINTED DUMPLINGS.

anyway.todae was quite alrite
ling never come.
something is wrong larhz.
anyway.emm...
chem was alrite.
chinese was boring.
PE WAS FUNNY!!!!
bwahbwhahbwa. vannie is funny lorz
she down there keep snatching sindy sandy ball.
they SO POOR THING!
bwhabhwa..vannie was GIGGLING LIKE CRAZY!!!
and guess wad.
despite our LUFFTER!! WE WON!!bwhabhwa.madness.
then recess.
[my fav]
thenz...thenz...maths waz alrite.
yuqi was sitting next to me.
we were the only ones without partners.
that silly babe.she's funny.
anyway we were lUFFING LIKE SIAO during englsih
cos letter writing marhz.
SO I SAY IM IN CHINA WRITING TO YUQI IN INDIA
and YUQI IS IN INDIA WRITNG TO YUE IN CHINA
bwahbhwahbwa.we were thinking of NAMES of streets.
so mine is REN-AI[human love] then YUQI is BOMBAY!
bwhabhwa.MADNESS.dwn there luff like SIAO!tanya also
another nut.KEEP CRACKING ME UP TODAE.mad gurl.
then emm...
me and sarah went home.
got lunch
-sniggers like CRAZY-
=BURST OUT LUFFING.CURRENTLY ROLLING ON FLOOR=
den went for jog. to pasir ris park.
GOSH WAS IT LIKE pasir ris CEMETRY MAN.
it was QUIET!bwhabhwa.but 10000000000000000 silly insects bit me.
SLAP U GUYS TO DEATH
anyway yes.im getting fatter.
must lose weight .
so decided to run
and i realize, wen i run..i will think about studies.
think about God..
and
like wen im running, i need to breath more
or else latic acid will form.
if i caculate the distance i travelled
and within how many min, i will be able to
find the speed! and thinking..
my vital capacity and wad not.
AM I STRESS OR WAD?
i;ve gone crazy.
then now going to watch OLD HOLLAND.
bwahbhwabwa.
got a few msgs for certain pple.
so the rest of you..
CHILL MAN!
now daes i not really troubled
cos maybe i have been praying..
and if there is trouble
i pray..and ask God..
so i see that God is working in my life.
GREAT.I LOVE THE LORD GOD ALMIGHTY!!
GOD!!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING and GUIDING ME THRU
todae and even helping me chooose my lunch!
bwhabhwahbwa-LOVE U !!-

to _____
well..not i wanna say anything
but u noe wad u have said and done.
please dun betray my trust.
i dun wanna lose that certain trust in u.
now my decision is that.
im too tired to think of anything.
and i decided to just DUN EVEN WANNA NOE ABOUT
anything btw u and anyone.
i can be ur fren.
and i promise i can stand by u..NO MATTER WDA.
but only if u ARE HONEST with me.
cos i saw with my own eyes
other pple's reaction wen i went to check out the truth.
please dun lie to me.
i dun wan u to betray my trust.
please please...i hope the trust i have,
is not something i'll regret.
sorry for being too str8forward.
but that's how i think.
i dun wanna regret
everything.
cos i have regretted in so many aspects in my LIFE.
and i dun wanna regret once again.
peace.GOD BLESS.

to my ptl
thnks for u letter.
im sorry if i keep hurting u
i bet ur best fren hates me.
but i think that u can find someone better...
and i noe that...
we both noe...
that it's impossible
cos im str8.
and i have pledged to keep it that way.
i noe that at some point in my life.
i used to think of u and etc..
but it mite be infactutation..
i can't love someone that i can't love whole heartedly....
so..
just give up on me.
u can find some one SO MUCH BETTER.
sorry for hurting u so much
u take care alrite.
love u forever.
we still can stay as ptl..
but i doubt there is ever a chance
of us being more.
-sigh-sorry once again
so sorry
[ptl's best fren,
if u happen to see this,
take care of my ptl for me.
i noe i have done her wrong.
and im not good enuff.
i dun deserve all this attention.
best fren. please pick her up
again. k? im sorry. i think u hate me.
but. ya. bai tuo le..
yup GOD BLESS]

can't trust no one.

concluded:..
it's really hard to trust ANYONE in this world
gosh..i dun even noe whether i can trust ___??
dun tell me i have been on the wrong side..??
and i that i nearly lost my best pal cos of my mistake?
no no..
this aint good.
we need to settle this ASAP
after exams.
no point dragging it.
me tanya sarah gen will be judges.
we sit and listen wad the fark is going on.
im so tired.
i dun wanna hear one's story.
how i wish i can choose again..
once again i regret.
always regretting jillian.

anyway school was alrite
manage to find out something.
anyway.yes yes.
apologize to tANYa for all the wrong things i have done.
sorry gurl.i noe u have forgiven me years ago
but i just wanna say im TRULY sorry.
anyway then had bio test.
boy was it TOUGH.
and had CME EXAM.
who CARES!but i was scared i retain.
bwahbwahbwa.
recess peijun and char came and yak
cornny pple...
bwahbhwahbwa..had OREO and yum bread BASH.
anyway,art was boring.
geog was ok.
bio..disaster. HK LOW GAVE UP.
saw us all dying on the table, she decided to have
open book.bwhahbwa-love bowling balls now-
had headache.
-headache for 7daes STRAIGHT in a row-
tired tired.
stress stress..
i was praying during school hours constantly
for God to show me wad to do abt my life
about the decisions im going to make..
abt wad im going to do...
about how stress i am..
about my studies etc..
my friendship problems etc...

LORD..
im crying out to u LORD...
hear my crying!!!bwhabhwa..
Lord, help me to sort out everything.
EVERYTHING is a big hooohaa LORD.
save me!!
help me make the rite decision..
show me the LITE..
the RITE LITE towards to RITE PATH in life.
LORD I PUT MYSELF ONTO UR HANDS.
take me away!!!
love ya LORD...
LOrd..it;s all in ur hands...

to my ptl:
im sorry if i hurt u in anyway..
im sorry if i had mislead u...
but i wanna say i loved u as my ptl..
and i always will!! u are my ptl forever...
u can find someone much better than me..
u can find somemone who deserves u...
i give u my richest blessings..
love u always...

God you are so great and wonderful to me...
sat and sunday combine

oh yes.
sat was ok larhz
caught up with an old fren.
long time no see.
anyway.
was boring lahr
completed geog revision
-phew- only need to go thru coastals.
anyway rite.
went to lai goo house.
tuition.
slam jam manz.
bwha
oh yes.
watch loving u.
i TELL U. PARK is so shuai manz.
-drools...- AND GOSH! he has muscles!!!!
gosh..when he was running with duo li..
he was weearing sleevless...
and he RUN..and the muscles...
-jillian heart flutters-
bwhabhwaz.he's coolx.
i love muscles.

sunday
oh yes.
happy to be in church todae.
PRAISE GOD!!! for his grace
and ever lasting love for me..
i tell u the book
|diary of a teenage gurl| has been such a inspiration to me
since i bought the book.
i'm glad i can share it with my frenz
and my frenz are willing to accept this book!
no problem sarah! glad u love that book
as much as i did.
im really in love with that book
i bought the book todae!
3rd book.|who am i|
beri nice. i read the 1st four chapters.
very very nice.jillian in love..
maybe this is God's way for helping me
improve my english and well as strength my faith..
i really treasure everything now..
and my problems are so set free...
i feel a sense of peace in my heart everytime i read this book.

GOD...i wanna say im so sorry
if i had done so many wrong things..
submitting into peer pressure..
not studying..
not doing things for ur glory but for my own...
Lord, i commit my life to you Lord..
im here for your use..
Lord protect my frenz..and guide them in their lives..
you know each and every heart out there...
you noe every nite they are crying out for help..
Lord, touch them in ur very own special way
as you have touched mine...
Lord, you are so ever loving...
i feel so blessed being loved by you....=]
LORD U ROCK MY WORLD..
in Jesus NAME...
amen

then after church,
we went to tm.
corinne xue and me and sis.
corinne very very long le..
bwhabhwa
xueying got irrtated with my nonsense..
bwahbhwaz.-SORRY!!!-
haix..
anyway yes yes..
very glad it's the end of september..
cos it's the end of the test!
and im CONVINCED THAT IM OVER!
BY GOD's GRACE!
actually, i was really troubled in the
beginning of the 1st few mths of being str8..
cos of u...then i realize ..
if i put my trust and faith onto God's hands
to help me along to forget u
i might be able to ignore the haunting..
and move on.
AND ONCE AGAIN..
AMEN MAN...!!GOD DID IT!! HE's SO GREAT!!!
he help me forget him
this time : TOTALLY
not even one trace of him in my mind
OR HEAD.
GOSH! GOD IS GREAT TO ME.
love YOU LORD GOD!!!!
later have to do art..
and ss
and biology..
Exams are popping by..
pple..
STUDY HARd.
GOD LOVES U
and i love you too!!!
GOD BLESS!

"if cock can tok, then chee bye can kar pager - taka kino"

bwhahbwhabwa.
interesting phrase of the dae.
anyway todae was alrite arhz
was toking to huiling about christ todae.
hope she understands and come to God..
pray that God will speak to her in a real way...
anyway...
todae was quite alrite arhz..
i manage to finish the book!!!
so happy man!!!
it's realy a inspiration to me..
i feel changed
and so alive...
bwhabhwahbwa!!
THANK GOD!!!for corinne ..
yet...haix...
there are somethings that i dun get.
why can't pple just accept pple
for who they are
and not wad they are made up of...
we are all humans..
we make mistakes..
i made a mistake
that made me regret all my life..
and i'm still regreting..
but life stil has to go on..
sometimes i wish i was autistic..
dun have to care about anything rite?
well..i wish everyone will just think like that
life is selfish..
we have to live with it??

todae went to taka with
yum rah vonne ling..
then on the way we were
luffing like crazy..
bwahbhwa cos ling was feeling really down.
anyway, we manage to crack her up..
then ate cheese noodles
and yamaha[yum..BWHABHWHABWa]
bought the riyuchi book.
bwahbhwahbwa
he is cute.
=x anyway..
then went home..
got freaking headache
thnk GOd my sister took over ah lerms for me.
happy happy
then yes yes..
suppose to do art..
FAILEd.
hack..bwhabhwhabwa..layout time..
lots of love..

i'll keep praying for u ling...
dun worry..
i'm sure God is up there
taking care of u..
loving u..
all u have to do is come to him..

vonne's mini celebration in neo machine

alrite the below entry was written in school
now im at home.
smelling like a pig.
anyway. i slept thru chinese and eng.
boy was i tired.
anyway.todae we went to bugis.
i swear. i better not eat OCK.
cos i had a stomach ache after that
at first it wassn't gastric flu kind.
then it came those kind.
then i thot.
die
but i control arhz
dun wan anyone to panic.
anyway then i went to
=ahem= SHIt.
and i was RELIEVEd
...pple..shitting is a form of stress relieve.
anyway.todae was funy larhz
luff luff luff..
bwhabhwahbwa.
alrite got to study
exams are NEAR.
VERY NEAR
chill dudes.
neoprints!!!




happy burfdae vonne!
we sang for her in the machine
i think she was shy
bwhabhwahbwa..
sMile!!!

everyone..good luck.
love the book 'it's my life'
its my source of motivation
-great book-

very anti AM now

yesterdae's oral was a total disaster..
i think adeline low thinks im crazy or something
the gurl that likes mr bean and COLD jokes
bhwahbhabhwaz.
anyway yesterdae the BC at the AM place waz
totaly horrible. GOSH.
anyway. felt so guilty that i couldn't go to
huiwen's bash
sorry!!!
gosh alrite.
then xueying was late...
again
and that stupid gurl took out her
braces!!!!
gosh lorz..
-ignores-
HAHAHA but she still need to wear retainers..
bwhabhahbhwa
NVM.=]=]=]...
alrite.now in school.
yesterdae got freaking headache.
so never go online yesterdae.
so u guys take care
and chill manz!
wbhawbhwahbwhabhwhabhwhbhabhwa...
=]

all i noe is im lost
without u...
i promise..
i promise i will....
why?
cos
you're the ultimate u..
-bwhabhwahbwa-

bwhabhwhabwa..MADNESS..i UPLOAD IT

anti tues-dentist

alrite the dae went on fine.
told the MEH MEH eat grass thing
u eat shit thing
bwhabhwahbwa.
anyway..
school was as boring as nuts.
gave out freaking time table liaox
BOY WAS IT ABOUT TIME???
slow school manz.
i swear i could have slapp of the sch's breast.
-infernal rubbish-
recess time i saw crappy kexin
was chasing old kexin in the canteen
BWHABWHAbwa.mad gurl
hope she isn't stress
-4c2 pple!! dun stress man!!
u guys can do it-
anyway. let's talk about after school
me and tanya plann on going to the dentist
BUT it was cLOSED!!
why!?!??!
WHY!!
anyway hack a doodles.
we went to take ah neos
bwhabhwahbwa.
i went to CHOOSE 2 and 3
and SCARED TANYA TO DEATH
cos it was very scary.apparently to her larhz
bwhabhwahbwa.then i was luffing and luffing
bwhabhwahbwa. the neos are funny.
upload tml.
OR SHOULD I UP LOAD NOW?
bwhahbwahbwa
tml larhz.
=]=]stupid scanner...
tanya must be rejoicing cos my scanner not working
=x anyway we ate old cheese noodles cos
we very long nvr eat and we ATE CHEESE STICKs
it is NICE MAN!! COLD COLD ONE..
and the biscuit below is NICE..=]=]
new craze.
anyway tml i got orals.
ENG somemore..
confirm die
haix..
Lord, help me to get thru this,Lord..
im so scared. this is one thing that will
determine my way up or down.
Lord,it is english.ENGLISH u noe wad imean?
gosh..FEAR FACTOR.Lord u noe wadz
inside my heart..wad im worried about.
Lord pray that u will take away the stress
frm my friends and i.
Lord i commit my studies unto ur hands Lord.
that u wil help me. and give me the words to speak.
give me the strength to hold on in times of
STRESS And fear. Lord im so scared.
Help me.
-in jesus name-
AMEN

to huiwen:
hey babe!itx ur burfdae soon!!!
arent u a glad soul.
glad u found guitar in ur life.
she's the best thing ever rite?
treasure her and cherish ur life together.
HAPPY BURFDAE! love u baby...

xueying.dun worry about ur results
the Lord is in us..
and he wil help us..
AMEN?dun worry!!!everything will be fine

concluded:
there isn't a new.
cos it's just a basically
[ i think he looks nice thing]
bwhabhwabhwa SO NO NEW.
there is NO ONE now.
not even the OLD.
smilez

change of layout.wanna cut my hair

i realize it's damn farking hard to read my blog rite?
dun deny
i noe the facts.
bwhabhwahbwahbwa.
anyway.yes todae went to bk with
yum con rah ling.
luff till i cannot luff liaox.
crackers manz these pple
woah seh.i tell u man.
this year i damn damn damnstress
over the exams.
WAD AM I DOING ONLINE!!!
gosh gosh..
jillian u are slacking.
-anti AM-
bwhabhwahbwa
long story.
one thing for sure
is that my hair is freaking irrtating..
flip flops i tell u.
mad hair on the loose
bwhahbwahbwa
pple have u broken my code??
46*76*6837*968*
bwhabhwah
well itx the truth.
anyway.
ask u all.
is it too early to fall in love again?
bwhabhwahbwahbhwahbwa
alrite..
jillian CONCLUDED
-flirt-

What is your past life? How did you die? by whisperinghope
Name
Age
Way	In sleep, peacefully. LUCKY!
Past Life	Human in Roman times.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

peace ho...jillian speaks...bwhahbwhabwha...
i died in my sleep..bwhabwhahbwa..must be tired.

bwahbhwa.
now currently in school now.
yes yes...
just finish recess..
bwahhbwahbwa...
seriously..i must thank God for letting me get over
my depression crisis...
bwhabhahbwa..
thinks back..those were the weird daes
but anyway..
weird daes has it's own fun..
seriously i damn stress over my exams..
it's coming in 3 and a half weeks..
mei is very stress too..
cos her psle is coming too..
but silly gurl wanna come to yucky plmgss
duno wad is wong with the gurl..
anyway..
yesterdae got so many pple
with muscles!!!
like vincent ng and mark chay or someting like that
gosh...
faint mode..
wahbhwahbwhabwa...
life is bootiful..
with a bit of stress...
new code.-464523466837968-

antioch ppt man..it rox
i'm seriously having a hard time with my mother's comp
using this comp cos i'm sending xueying things.
the ppt. I CAN'T TYPE EXCLAIMATION OR QUESTION MARKS.
WHAT INFERENAL RUBBISH...
anyway todae's powerpoint presentation went on fine.
esp since it was me and sophie being the
ahem...directors..naturally it would be a success...
anyway, the sound could;t come up
and we were panicking like nuts....
so yes yes...but it was great
the antiocher was at least lluffing..
bwahbwhhba.anyway..yes yes..
lin was touched..
bwhabhwahba
sophie and me were so happy...
smiles...
bwahbhwahbwa...i pas my test also..
love test..remember..
im so over him....
bwahbhwahbwhabhwahbhwa
HAPPY SHA LA LA..bwhabhwahbwa.
life is going to be so great
love my life now..
bwahbwhabhw bought the book2 of
'diary of a teenage gurl'
love it to death..bwahbhwahwbhabhwa
anyway...see ya in school tml eh/
chill dudes...
bwhabhwahbhabwa

hate my mothers comp.

bwhahbwhabw love my comp sometimes

bwhahbwhabwa.after using my mother's comp,
i have learnt to appreciate my comp.
bwhabhwabwa
hers can't type this...
??????!!!@@##$%%^&**
itx that bad..bwahbwhahbwa..
anyway
my uncle who teaches me chem
told me this
i wanna kill ur teacher
wad she gives is PRACTICALLY
A LEVEL STANDARD!!
wad they trying to do??why she so
KEOW[selfish] on giving marks
UR SCHOOL is CRAZY.
bwhahbwhabhwa
U ROCK UNCLE.

xueying dun be afraid.
U ROCK.

bwahbhwahbwa...
i seriously hate my mother's computer.
itx so slow..
and i can't put exclaimation marks....
or ques marks...
so troublesome..
cos the shift key is spoilt...
yawnz..
anyway woke up with a headache...
damn it..
then after tat
did geog river processes...
SURE DIE ONE...so farking hard can...
anyway..my head now is filled with deltas and
ox bow lakes...
later have to go to my cuzzie's party bash..
yawnz..
then have tuition...gosh.l.
exams are in 1mths's time..
sure die larhz...

savvy ab puffer signing off...
bwahbhwahbwahbwhahbwa....

to darling xueying
i noe that this time..
u are facing some sort of crap crisis.
but dun fear abt wad others say about u.
be who u really are.
ignore wad brings u dwn.
and cherish wad brings u up..
for example,
his voice
bwhahbwhabhwa
just smile alrite?
im sure u are the same xueying
i knew ever since i met u.
do not fear..
for the YUE is here.
=muacks=

i need to wash my eyes

just saw something dirty just now.
itx all...
in a cERTAIN colour that i so hate.
anyway.todae i woke up at..emm..let me think 5AM!?
why? to pick up my daddy who just came back frm INDIA
-indian accent sets in-
then we ATE A HUGEMOUS breakfast
apparently my mother and sis only eat the
HASHBROWNS. i ATE the bread..
-screams: CARBO!!! AHHHH..FATS WILL SET IN!-
anyway then reach home.
i tell u.
i seriously need to sleep.
cos if i dun..i'll START BABBLING NONSENSE.
-brings back to the times at H20 camp-
anyway.yes..i was spouting nonsense.
and STARTING SHOUTING the sar-vior rap[my version] in the car
and the airport..EVERYONE thot i have gone nuts.
-starts to sing AGAIN-
then when my sister and mother are DESPERATEly trying to sleep
i starting TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING!!
bwhabhwa..just shit out nonsense.
seriously,concluded:
jillian needs at least more than 5hrs of sleep
yesterdae i slept at 2am cos my aszima came back
SCRATCHING LIKE A MAD MONKEY TILL 2am.
gosh..bwhabhwa.
then had AH LIM.
-AGAIN-
the day isn't going as planned.
later still have to do powerpoint for antioch pple.
yawnz.-silly pple REFUSE TO GIVE ME their picx-
i'll kill them.bwhahbwhabwaz.alrite.
i'll MAKE do with wad i can.
chaoz old peeps
BTW: I SERIOUSLY HATE PPLE WHO JUDGE OTHERS
BY THEIR LOOKS.GOD MADE EVERYONE THE WAY THEY ARE.
LOVE THEM WHO THEY ARE AND NOT
WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE>
BLOODY BITCH.U AIN"T THAT pRETTY.

anti computer

alrite.
seriously..
i need to get broadband.
my freaking computer is SO SLOW.
im resorting to using notepad to type 1st.
gosh.wadz has the internet and comp come to man.
alrite.later going to pick up old sister.
have lunch with bu-erz[my mother]
then after that come back and slog on my geog
yesterdae was revising thru the ten year series.
and i found out that im so going to fail.
so yes yes.geog here i come.
chem mole concept.
finally manage to SOLVE something.
gosh.took me an hour to figure out wad the fark
is going on.
bwhahbwhabwaz.
madness.
anyway.
i finally dwnload kazza.
pple say i have very little songs
bwhabhwa.agree.
so here im.DESPERDATELY dwnloading all sorts of nanas.
yesyes.due to the slow computer.
i have to sit her
and get my butt burnt
chaox old chan mali chan.
bwhahbwahbwa.
btw..im pigging out like anything...
when i go back to school,just look out for a pig.
it would be me.savvy?MUAHAHAHAHA

HERE IS A SONG.
TO EXPRESS MY DEEPEST EMOTIONS.
I WAN
TO
RUN AWAY

take me AWAY!
Get up, Get out
We’re number one there’s no doubt
I’m all wrong, you’re right
It’s all the same with you
I’m too fit, too fat
You miss squat
So why,
So why,
So why,
So why

On and on,
And on and on,
On and on,
And on and on,

Chorus
Don’t want to grow up
I want to get out
Hey, take me away
I want to shout out
Take me away,
Away,
Away,
Away,
Away,

Round and round here we go again
Same old start, same old end
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
Do this, do that
Can’t deal Can’t deal with that
I tune in, tune out
I’ve heard it all before
Hello, goodbye
Never asking me why,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,

On and on,
And on and on,
On and on,
And on and on,

Chorus
Don’t want to grow up
I want to get out
Hey, take me away
I want to shout out
Take me away,
Away,
Away,
Away,
Away,

(Chorus Repeat 2x)

Round and round here we go again
Same old story, same old end
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff never ends

sars day

todae rite.
woke up at 9
by my mother.
cos she wan me to fetch my sister back
cos she got fever.
poor mummy!
anyway.so i change and etc etc.
was panicking on the bus.
last nite i was looking at my ss and geog paper.
was wondering how the shit did i pass my paper man.
i confirm im not going to do well for end of year.
fucking stress
anyway.then i pick my sister up
then bwhahbwhabwa.
went to mac.
whole bunch of merdian jc pple.
jealous
anyway then my sister was teaching me the sar-vior rap
boy do i suck at it or wad.
came up with my own rap instead
cos i couldn't HEAR ANYTHING
of wad she said!!bhwahbhwabwa.
check out MY BLOG NO.2 UNDER MY BLOGs COLUMN.
u will BE ABLE TO SEE THE NEW SARS RAP I CAME UP.
ITX STUPID
now im helping out with the antioch picx.
for the powerpoint.
bwhahbhwabwa.yes yes.
get to see alot of AMAZING picx.
-BWHAHBWHABWHAHBAHBhwa-

ONE LAST WORD ABOUT U:
I HAVE GIVEN UP.
end of story.
NO MORE thinking
NO MORE missing.
NO MORE DREAMING.
no more hAUNTING FRM U.
NO MORE.
itx the end.
bye.

ptl,be strong at this point of time
please dun DO ANYMORE silly things
i promise i'll hold ur hand
and help u find ur solution
DUN please DUN do anything silly
ANYMORE.
love u
-muakcz-

sad.
haix.
im given up
IM OVER U.
FORGET IT.

view blog no.2

bored.chinese.dae

alrite.todae was chinese dae.
ah lerms came and rack my sisterz day..
anway yes yes.
todae i woke up and studied chinese
boy was it hard or hard.
was wondering how the fark did i do it last year
im really scared that i cant do well.
i mean my L1R5 is 25 and my L1R4 is 19..
compared to last year 40 and 34.
i meanz.it was a mircale.
BY GOD's GRACE.
but i still wanna strive more.
and i pray that the Lord will help me Grow in my studies
im really scared. that i wun do well.
cos this mid year is can say i by God's grace.
and God created the mircale.AMEN.
anyway.xueying came over
frm 11-4...wad did we do?
PLAY ON tHE COM.
bwhabhwahbwa.we were bored kids.
anyway.found out that her classmates are BIG CHIOBUS.
bwahbwhabwa.yesyes.toking to my cuzzie online
he is nuts.so young got gf liaox.tsk tsk.bwhahbwahbwa.
PRimary5 only can?alrite.

dear Lord,i wanna commit my studies
into ur hands.. and that u will help me take away
wadever that is in my heart.
i put my studies into ur hands..
and i put wadever im thinking about into ur hands..
Lord pray that everything that im worried about
will just be placed under u..and u will
take care of everything that is bothering me
at this point of time. i also wan to pray for
all my frenz MUGGING away at their books
that u will give them concentration and
the strength to do well.
in JESUS NAME,
AMEN!

looks like everydae
is a BIG step in forgetting u..
it seems that itx just a matter of time
that i'll soon forget u..
and i'm doing fine.
=]forgetting u seems easier now.
AMEN!bwhabhwa.well.itx time for me
to move on.with my life.
take care alrite??emm...doubt u will see this.
bwhabhwa.hack a doodles.smile alrite?
good luck for u olevels
although i wun be able to take it
with you and the rest of the peeps.=]
With God's strength,u can do it

HAPPY BURFDAE TO VONNE!!!
hey babe!! itx ur burfdae!!smile!!
ur 16 liaox..TIME TO FIND BOYFREN!
bwhabhwahbwa.thatx wad i say to every one.
alrite.vonne u are getting prettier by the min!!
stay cool forever.
will always treasure ur help with parames.
i noe u damn stress cos of parames.
but hack her to death alrite?
WE LOVE U YVONNE! stay cool and funky..
FOREVER!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BURFDAE...
TOOoOOOOOoOOoOO...
UUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuUUUU
YvOnnE!!!

get fat with ah yue.FATTER BY THE SEC.

alrite.
todae was alrite arhz.
getting bored with the holidaes.
my dad went to india.
em..
studies bio and did my art.
boy was art hard or wad manz.
anyway.i kept falling asleep during my
FIGHT against bio.
bwhahbwabwa.it was hard.
anyway.im getting SO FAT.
serious.im not joking
eatting a WHOLE lot of peanut butter.
bwahbhwa.
my dad went to india.
so we had to go to the airport.
wore a skirt there.=x.
it was UNCOMFORTABLE.
serious.i can't stand it.but i have to larhz.
i wore shorts underneath some more.
bwahbhwahbwa=x=x
then yes.life is ever the same.
i told tanya my dad was going india to find me a india boyfren.
bwhabhwahbwa.INTERESTING.

im getting crazy.
im getting over u.
this is moment man.
im giving myself this month to test out everything.
whether i still ike u not.
emm...sept.HERE i come.
most likely i will give up.
itx been too long a time.
im tired.
tired of missing u when u dun even noe.
can't blame u ...
cos IT IS I
who dun wanna let u noe.
-u will always be the only tarist to me-

hey SC and SS..
thnks for helping me with my drastic label change.
thnks alot of ur consuelling and supervision.bwhabhwahbwa.
that wad SC and SS are for rite?
thnks a bunch u peeps.love ya!!
if one dae i;m a success..i'll write a book about u two.
bwhabhwahbwa.love ya

thnks to all those who encourage me
on my label change.
like sarah and ling.and many others.
con yum vonne etc..
thnks a bunch.for ur encouragement.
love ya..
tootoot!

if.u.only.knew

itx.not that i can't live without u.itx just that i dun even wanna try

sat
something SERIOUSLY wrong with blogger.
ytd i came online wanted to blog.
BUT NO!! blogger was dwn.
fark blogger man.
anyway i went for BRITISH COUNCIL TEST
boy was it ok.
bhwabhwahbwa.
it was alrite arhz.
manage to get into the sam class as xueying
but i have this thing about ANG MOs arhz.
not used to their slang manz.
then the lady was like
so wadz ur problem in english
i was like i stay back one year cos of english
then she was like u dun speak english at home?
then i was like,emm..no..i'm frm a english speaking family
then she was like ' OH MAN thatx a disgrace..!?!!!"
-_-""""""" i could have JUST SLAP HER NANAS OFF MAN.
ah wadever.ANG MOS.
while waiting me and xueying went to town.
to hereen TO MY SUPRISE
energy was therE!!!
ahhh...that LI WEI LOOK ALIKE LOOKS GREAT MAN.
milk was in pink.
then went to 77th st..
to pierce my EAR!!!bwhabhwahbwha2nd ear hole
muahahaha.SAW KEXIN ON TV
frm the neoprint there.
HEREX THE NEOS:

GOSH.isnt' xueying CUTE..i look like spasticated nanas. manz

dun ask me wad was i thinking.BWHABHWAHBWa.THE vIDEO CLIP WAS SCARY!

IT WAS THAT SHOCKING.TRUST ME.

TIAN AH...SAVE US MAN..bwhahbwahbwa...

ONCE again EVIL xUE aND YUE ATTACKS...KE Ke KE KE,....EVIL...

alrite.
todae i went to school
BOY DO I HATE CHILDREN.
i HATE THE PRI2 kids.
but i have to learn to get rid of this HATE thing.
so yes.wadever it is.DON"T let one of those monkeys
get ANYWHERclose to me.
i'll STRANGLE them.
anyway.then i went to school
then hand in cyber week stuff.
THEN I REALIZE! SHIT! GOT 1 page of ART i never do.
FARK FARK FARK! i didn't do lorz.
die die die. then i was rushing like hell of a nana.
then oh hack,just hand in wad i have.
my CA was alrite larhz
just dun underrsstand why i fail CHINESE???
?_?anyway then after that colours award.
CONGRATS all awardees.
then after that went to ps
with vonne chang con yum rah keng and huiling
me and yum were SUAN-ing huiling and yen keng as usual.
bwhabhwahbwa.i think they got pissed.
went to CHECK OUT THE GUITARS.
boy itx DAMN COOL!
im SAVING UP CASH TO BUY.
SERIOUSLY! itx abt $450 arhz.
BUT I WAN.AND I WAN.mEANS I WAN.
muahahahaha.yesyes.LOVE IT TO DEATH
BLACK ONE.HERE I COME.
then
anyway we watch the PIRATES show.
BWAHBWHABWHAHBWAH!!!
one word: HUMOUROUS!
itx SO FARKING LAME! i was seating beside
sarah.LUFFING OUR NANAS OFF MAN.
jack swallow IS STUPID! bwhabhwaa
that bloom guy is YAN-SOME.
bwhabhwahbwa.not bad.
then on the way,
chang wanted to meet her fren
me and sarah were LATE liaox
so we head home
dunno how the guy look like
-wonders-bwhabhwahbhwahbwahbhwabhwa.
todae was fun larhz
in the Cinema,i thot i saw u
GOSH lorz.i was like EH!?!??! is that U NOE WHO?
then i was like oh itx not
-PHEW-
bhwahbwahbwa.

anyway.
i dunno wad im doing.
but im sure confused about the way i feel.
im not lying.im just confused.
i can think of u when i dun see u.
but when i do,it is just. EH?
ya.wad do u call that? CRUSH?nope.
i think itx just pure LAME.
bwahbwhabwa.dunno larhz.
saw the guitars at ps.
kinda reminds me of u.
hack a doodles larhz
hope that nothing comes out of it
i prayed about it.and i hope God guides me
into wad is the next step i should take into
wad to do about u.
oh hack.u are just the same old u

to my PTL:
heyx,i noe ur life is dwn now.
i dunno how to help u
but i just wanna say
iM HERE FOR U!
dun worry.cos i care alrite?
life is not that bad.
i have been thru the worse.
im here.
NO MATTER WAD
love u

alrite.
yesterdae was sloggin over geog and chem like crazy.
slog till 2am 3 am..
can die lorz.
was so tired.
slept till 11am.gagain.then after that..
recieve a call frm xueying,
who appears to be luffing like crazy.
she call me and luff and luff.
dun ask me why.
then she ask me go bugis.
i thot why not since i dun have much clothes
mite as well shop for sum
then i ask my parents.
MIRCALOUSLY they allow! so
i went ahead.
took CRAZY neoprints manz.
my dolphin ear -rings are maluating
gosh.TML NO ONE LUFFS AT MY EAR RINGS ALRITE
anyway then here are the neoprints.

SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH THEM.

ONCE again.CRAZY.

me aNd xueying..shex a pretty gurl...

ONLY michele is an ass.KIDDING KIDDINg. shant bully her liaox.BWHAHBWHABHWA.

JILLIAN DOESN"T SUX ALRITE! STUPID MICHELE! RUBBISH-Y BOBOFIED CHICKEN DO DA GURL.

OrHHh..ME ANd my bESt freN xueying...bwhabhwabw..love her to death...

spend $8 lorz.on the neos...
tsk tsk...SO MUCH for money management.
then after that michele need to go novena and meet guitar
then after that xueying beg me to go.
then i BRAVELY ask my mother
and SHE ALLOW! todae is funny dae.
everyone allows me to GO!
THANK U LORD!
then after that i went lorz.
met guitar.
bwhabhwabwa.
both of them mushy-ing around.
then i was bullying huiwen.
evil luffs
then after that.life is like that lorz.
bwhabhwahbwa.my mother came and fetch us home.
then silly xueying wanted to send this msg to u
it goes like this
"i am sorry
but i msut confess that i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
dun get excited i love other alphabets too.
that msg is donna mei send to me one.bwhabwhahbwa.
then i was getting all red..bhwahbwa.could feel the heat.
GOSH.oH YES! on the way to burger king.
i thot i saw ur father?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
bwhahbwhabwa.BUT ITX NOT.
anyway.xueying didn't send it.
THNK GOD! bwhabhwa.
my mother send xueying home
and we head home too.
todae is funny dae.

i guess im just going to let God do the thinking
about how i feel about u.
i dun care.
i'll just let my heart htink.
i'll just let my heart feel.
i hope that everything wil go well for ur prelims.
bwhabhahbwa.although im not taking this year.
sobx.but i pray that God will be upon u.
and the rest of the antiochers.
take care.
i'll be thinking of u

alrite.todae is spastic dae.
yesterdae burn some oil.
didn't sleep til about 1plus 2 like that.
was doing my maths.
later im going to burn more oil.
revising geog and chem. cham arhz
exams are coming
stress ball.
todae i woke up
at 11plus.-sniggerz HARD-
then went online.
HATE LAO SHI.
she told me must write about 2 animals.
FINE.so i change my rabbit to a wolf.
hmph.went for dental.
I BROkE ONE OF MY BRACKETS
gosh the dentist got a shock.
cos it was my second time breaking it?
-malu-anyway then she help me change it lorz.
i realize i need clothes. im wearing the same things
AGAIN and again.die die die. wahbwhabwa.
shopping tml. i insist.
anyway then life is as bootifu as ever.
OH yes. i finish the book liao.
IT IX VERY VERY ADDICTIVE.
love it to death.BUYING BOOK 2.
I IINISIITT!!! although i lack cash.
iM going to buy it.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHa.anyway.
then i was scolded inside the mrt for drinking.
HACK ARHZ.i just go in.
ASS HOLE.i was drinking my smootie that cost 5buck
AND U ASK ME TO THROW? u suck my ass larhz.
but i learn that i must forgive and forget
so i just sneak in by the other door to avoid conflict.
and i PLUCK up my courage and bought OLD CHANG kee curry puff
after the gastric flu thing, i never ate a chang kee puff.
NOW I did.IT WAS WONDERFUL.
bwhabhwa.

im a liar.
im lyin to myself.
dunno why.but i noe im lying.
i just can't help thinking lorz.
i guess thatx about it.
im SO DEAD.am i fated to just continue liking
or is it just me.
i need a sign.ANY SIGN[taken frm the show anastasia]
gues life is just like that.
im a BIG FAT LIAR...
dead...

back to ur heart
It's not that I can't live without you
It's just that I don't even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now I'd be holding you
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
Baby if I only knew

CHORUS
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

I don't know how it got so crazy
But I'll do anything to set things right
'Cause your love is so amazing
Baby you're the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
And made you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl

CHORUS - repeat
Give me one more chance, to give my love to you
'Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do,
tell me

CHORUS - repeat

I turn back time
To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart
I beg and plead
Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heartCHORUS - repeat

+Huiwen Invades+

-looks around-
Im here to say jillian's a total loserrr.
LOL.
but i love her.
-muacks-.
Sweetieeeeeeee. Miss you loads.
And i love you.
Totally=).

+Hops off+

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! MICHELE NG HUIWEN U BOBO!!!!!!!

alrite.todae is good dae.
why? cos i slept in..
LIKE A PIG.my sister left the room
i didn't even noe.yesterdae
slept quite late arhz.
cos was doing the antioch t=shirt.
COrinne larhz.sily gurl.ask me to do.
just bcos im in art.
it looks horrible.
muahahahahaha.
anyway then yest converse thru
sms 16 times
to u
big grin
was asking u about wad shirt colour is better
was asking aobut guitar stuff
cos i want to take up electric guitar courses liaox
muahahaha.
wanted to learn but didn't have the time.
so i decided to not procrastinate[thnks sarah]
procrastinate my dream!! yes yes.
was really inspired by my dad's electric guitar!
woohoo...
alrite.then was asking uabout it.
muahaha.KNEW SOMETHING abt u
muahahahahahaz.it was funny.
hope the feelings wun grow
was using mum's note book to do cyber week.
my dad refuse to lend me his.
maybe cos he was gg to work liaox.
my dad was teaching my mother wad is INTERNET.
they finally tok PROPERLY without screaming.
muahahahah!!!!so funny. my mother was like
'huh?how to use? alamak.dun wanna use liaox.
why can't we just send pigeons like we use to?'
then i was like O.o!?!?!?!?!
do i have ancient mother or something?
and she wanted to learn how to CHAT on the net.
WEEEIIIRRRDDDD
sat im going to take my english test
at the british council.die arhz.

i dun wan it to increase any further.
i dun wan to get my heart broken again and again.
after all these years.i dunno why i;m still in love with u.
LOVE is irrational.itx MADNESS.
i can't understand.i hope my feelings doesn't grow.
am i trying to force myself to forget u?
i think im.i hope im not lying to myself about the way i feel now.
how i wish we can go back time. and play at the void deck! bwhabhwa.
emmmm..ok itx stupid
but i wish all this was just a dream.
but at least.
i dreamt.i lived.im stil alive.with u inside.+ my heart+

I SO LOVE BLOGGER TO DEATH.
i just type finish everything
and then EVERYTHING IS GONe.
HUUUMmOOUURRrOOUUSSss...
anyway.FINE.shall retype my wonderful adventure.
woke up early to go macdonalds...
with my sister arhz
[sings the FOOD SONG]
just wen i was Drinking my tea..
I SAW CINDY TEO
i vouch i could have CHOKE ON MY TEA.
scared she come and scold me for eating hash browns
bwhahbwahbwa.
the big breakfast was wonderful!
love it to death.
anyway.yesterdae tok to xueying
frm 10-1am plus.yesyes.
worried about that gurl.
yak and yak yak..
then after that rite...nothing much lorz.
now going to do cyber week..

halfway over u.
i hope im not lying aobut the way i feel.
itx hard to see if im over u..
cos there will always be a place in my heart
that is reserved for u.
dun ask me why.
i learnt frm my dotter yesterdae while msg-ing.
that love has no reasons.
there is no reason why u can love someone.
although the person may be horrible.
u can still love the person all the same.i guess love is WEIRd
LOVE IS ONE HELL OF A WEIRD CRAP
p.s:thnks for u advice on e chords thing.

this song is ggiex give me one
VERY NICE.thnks ggiex sister.

say u'll stay
Tonight, we're all alone tonight
There's never been a moment
That trembled like tonight
I read your eyes tonight
I see a love I've always known from another time
That once again is mine, I need to know
Are you real?
Do you feel the way I feel?
Could you love, like I love you?
Say you can and say you do

Say you'll stay, say you're sure
Say my heart was made for yours
Let our love, lead the way
Say you'll stay

Tonight, I've waited for tonight
I've waited all my life to be here where we are
With you here in my arms
I can't believe, how you shine
Is this moment really mine?
Could you love, like I love you?
Say you can and say you do

(Chorus):
Say you'll stay, by my side
Say it's more than just tonight
Say our love, would never let you walk away (never walk away)
Say you'll stay, say you're sure
Say my heart was made for yours
Let our love, lead the way
Say you'll stay (say you'll stay)

Say you'll stay
Forever in my arms
And whenever tears are falling
Girl, I'll kiss them all away
So if you wanna be my lady, say you'll stay

(Repeat Chorus)

im elec.guitar.THE TWENTY THIRD