Thursday

todae is thurs.
sarah never come.
are u feeling better saarahh?
i think im getting the sore throat now..
swallow saliva still got problem.
my chest now pain ON and off kind..
-_-" wanna pain the pain all the way larhz
dun on and off can?
todae my dad on mc
can't go bowling with tanya they all
sigh
was in DESPERATE need to bowl.
stress..very stress...VERY VERY stress..
stress mentally PHYsically emotionally..
todae i was dozing off..
die larhz.
bwhabhwa.
jillian lacks concentration..
count dwn to end of year exams.
10weekz.
are u prepared?
IM NOT?
how?
stress again.

saw u todae
not real life.
small
but good enuff to make me smile
blur
but good enuff to make my dae..
who cares.
u are looking better each and everydae.
in my heart i want u to know
but my mind tells me that i shouldn't let u noe
so ..
should i listen to my heart..
or my mind?
AIYA.
dun do anything about it.
just
secretly love u

Wednesday

why is it that when i wanna give up on u
u come up wth something to make me fall for u again..
stop..
u are making my heart confused...
totally making my toes amused...
i love uUUu
todae.
went to pierce ear
WOOOSH
my [PHS]-=permernant hand squeezer=-aka tanya
was there for me to SQUUUEeZZEEe..
i was freaking out
but todae one not so pain
2daes ago one is more pain
anyway..
poor sarah had to go home
cos she TOTALLY lost her voice..
drink BARLEY gurl !!
yes yes..
then todae went heartland..
eat like pig
im getting fat
and my chest hurts even more every min
im dying of either
BREAST CANCER or
LUNG CANCER.
no larhz
im just KUA ZHANG larhz.
bwhahbw.

but if one dae suddenly something bad happens to me
i'll die with regrets
cos u still dunno
how i feel towards u
maybe my best fren will tell u
but wadz the point.
it would never be the same
rite?bwhabhwahbwa..
fark.
miss u

Tuesday

[tml im going to pierce my ear.]
moral support k?
todae is no good.
my chest was NUTS.
chest not meaning NA ok..
i mean as in CHEST
it hurt larhz.sharp pain
swallow saliva i can feel a piercing feeling in my chest
left and rite side.
then i came home
first time rajah was nice
she said ' are u alrite? u look pale..can't breath ah?
guiness record
oh yes.
i FINALLY finish harry porter.
book1
bwhahbwahbhwa
then..
seen the doc liao.
he say stress n heartburn due to heatiness
hack.
must be i think too much..
about wad..i dunno >_-

then pe
tini was mad larh
never conduct pe
make us all seat there
listen to her cock and bull story.

to gen sarah
u guys are sick too eh?
sigh..
we are the sick gang..
take care
drink barley water.
i love u guys.


it is so hard to let u noe
it is so hard to breathe without u[haha..thatx why got chest pain is it?]
i never thot that this dae wld come true..
the dae i fell for u...
it so impossible..
itx so untrue..
i think im crazy...
crazy over u..
i dunno wad to say
but i pray
that u will noe how i feel...
somedae,somehow..

Monday

oh sorry.
so BIG!
gosh.sorry.
bwhabhwa.
sCARED U?
[i remove the picx liaox]
this is my ear...bwhabwhhabwa
pain lorz.
gosh.=]
nice?
bwhabhwa..
PATHETIC
ok todae is painful dae for me
later i upload it
u will noe why
alrite i'll just say.
i pierce my ear.
yes yes.
STEP2of being str8.
but my mother is forcing me to pierce the other ear
todae is huiling bdae.
happy burfdae baby..
16liao..dun be nonsensical liaox..
NO MORE CUTS understand
wish u all the best in ur love life
dun be so confused..
im always here for u...
ur partner

then todae the YUE CLAN news.
my sister sprain her leg
my dad mite be having a fever
my mother and i are happy souls
im in pain[EAR BLUES].
tml still have to pierce.
i can FORGET about answering fones.
-_-"

i'll do anything to let u know
but i dun have the courage to
tell me wad i have to do
to let u noe how i feel
without malu-ating me.
-_-"

now scanning picx..so
remember to check it out alrite..
i'll see ya dudes later

Sunday

i manage to get my phone
yipppeee..
now i can secretly take yandaoz i see in the
bus..and mrts..
kekeke
anyway.todae is nice dae lorz.
but not really nice
cos i wore a skirt to church
yes yes
jillian wore a skirtto church.
bwahbwhabwa..indeed
it was tough
and i rough it out
damn hard to seat dwn
have to cross leg properly
all due the training of being a str8.
my supervior[xueying]was luffing her nas off
cos i couldn't seat properly
all the gurls were luffing.
todae cell was funny.
silly gurls luffing again cos they say i look like
alvin.-_-"

sigh.bwhabhwhabwa...
anyway..toook picx with the fone
and the digi cam by xueying..
yes yes..
thatx abt it.
chao..
rem to see my SNAPS k
itx lame.

[ulookedso.good.todae.jammin.n.slammin.how.i.wish.u.only.knew.hw.i.feelboutu]

xueying...dun be discouraged over wad
they say k..ITX NOT TRUE
u are a responsible gurl..
and i believe u are a good
CHAIRPERSON..
mich can vouch for that ..
you are a great fren
and u dun have to PURPOSELY
go and join them.
cos itx ur choice k..
believe in urself
and noe that
wad u are doing is rite...
k?
no matter wad..
me and mich will be here for u..
till the end of time
thnks for being here for me too gurl..
love u till the ends of the earth
muaAAaacCCKkkxXXx

Saturday

todae mite go and buy fone.
prays hard
i wanna thk my dad.
for always supporting and listeniing to my ideas.
i pray i wun get fat
tml is the dae.
the dae im going to SHOCK the nation.

to my darling xueying
hey hey..
dun let others tell u how u shld be
be who u are
dun let others affect who u are
cos u are what u are
God made us all differently
and if they can't accept it
nvm..
cos others will.
i will always
take care my darling xueying...
thnks for durian.
it helpme and my mother become ok
and it is helping me in my SHIT problems..
real shit

Friday

i regret showing my mother attitude..
wad e fark is wrong with me.
fark the world for wad u do to me.
todae
todae was ok.sarah and ah ling nvr come.
SO LONELY
was damn tired todae.
sloping away during geog.
im a confirm failure in GEOG.
todae geog test was just plain fark.
after sch.went band rm discuss tcher dae thing.
after that go xin di yuan[heartland] with tanya.
yak yak.
then go home.
was BEAT.
wanted to sleep.
i lie on the bed at4.44
ah lerms[tuition teacher] came at 4.45.
FINE.so went for tuition.
was hoping that my sister will save me
by coming home at 5.30to take over.
cos our tuition is broken up to 45min per person.
but if the other person nv come. e person has to tk tuition for 1hr30min
nvm!!nvm..
ah lerms still say
how come u dun care about ur sister
i was like.FARK?my sister controls me
i CAN"T CONTROL HER
i kept quiet.
GUESS WAD THE FARK HAPPEN.
my sister came back at 6.25.
i had to take the tuition ALL BY MYSELF.
fark.so tired.
ah lerms say that HOT TEMPERED PPLE are usually intelligent.
PRETTY pple are just dumb blondes.[no offence.bash ah lim if u must cos is she say one.]
then wad am i? im not pretty nor intelligent.
i dun even noe if my character is ok not.
no char,no looks, no brains.
i mite as well give up and die.
GOD, take me.take this misery.

all these while
i help u take pillow
mattress
phone larh
book larh
everything also help u
and U CLAIM I ALwAYS ASK U TO HELP ME.
since when farker?
itx my bdae present and yet i can't have it 1st.
U MUST INSIST LARH? INSIST ON GETTING UR FONE 1sT?
dun be so self centred please.
when u go sec school.
trust me.
u wun be that well-liked.
COS THEY AINT" LIKE SELF CENTRED PPLE.
fark.

thurs
im so seriously farked up
yesterdae nv blog cos got tuition by nai goo.
yest was the saddest dae of my life.
let me type out wad exactly happen
my dad got this vouchour to buy new hp by sat.
scene:home
mei:dad got vouchour to buy fone le
dad: ya children i got a vouchour so how? who is gonna buy the fone 1st? jie
me and ma buying fone for u for ur bdae.
jie: alrite i thought both buy on sat?
dad: no..1 only
[dad walks away]
mei: so how? who is gonna buy? i wan a 3650.
jie: emmm..u wan u buy 1st lorz-=it was a hint that i wanted it 1st=-
mei:aiya wadever la
mother: mei u give jie lorz since her bdae coming[love my mother]
mei: HUH?aiya i dunno u all larh
jie: nvm lorz since she wan 1st then let her lorz
mother: mei how? u wanna give up lorz? or u wan 1st
mei: i dun wanna tok about it.
mother: jie then u think of another way of gettin ur phone lorz.
[so i went to the table, took out a pen and paper to think of a plan.
called for all the pple in charge namely my dad and mother.]
jie: so the plan is... blah blah blah
dad: aiyo..why YOU so uptight about ur fone?
mother: ya lorz . dun understand why u wan to change phones
dad: i dun understand u.
jie:im not uptight.i just wan to settle it properly.i mean.itx my bday present marhz
must plan properly.
dad: aiya anything.sat just buy mei's fone 1st.
mei: hey holland v the jing jing blah blah blah...
[dad left to watch tv][mother hp rang].

-=lights gloom over ah yue=-
mother:gurl arh.sat buy mei's fone 1st. weekdae then buy ur fone.
jie: ok[nearly cried]..

haix.was very sad.
fark...

Wednesday



i hate pple to cut.
why cut.
it won't solve no nuts.
to my two impt frenz in my life
2words.
[STOP CUTTING]
i dun wanna control ur life.
but it hurts to see u guys vandalizing ur bodies.
by doing so.
the problem wouldn't be solved u silly gurlz.
stop.
look at this picx and remember it forever.
make it a promise to urself
and to those who care eg.me and sarah.
we love u guys
and we hate to see u guys doing it.
stop and dun do it..
please


todae
well todae was venting anger on MOE.
for band lorz.
miss yeo and mrs wong dedicated song to band.
thnks teachers.
band,we did well.
-claps-
school was ok larh
boring.
went out w sarah, limin and ying²...
nuts and nanas... bwhabhwahbwa...silly yingying
wanted to play hide and seek.
end up we went different direction
not knowing whatx going on
both parties thought that we're playin
bwhabhwahbwa...
end up we left on our seperate ways.
[ying and sarah] [me and limin]
both teams were praying that we will meet up again
and prayer works!
we met up!
limin saw ying at dhoby ghaut
i saw sarah at raffles!
we found each other!!
yippppeeeee!!! so happy...
-dun understand? nvm..i'll explain when i see u-
came home
took picx with ah bu.
pretty babe.
but dotter[me] looks...-horrid-


to yandao cum chiobu....kexin
hey sexy lady!!itx ur burfdae!!!!here is our picx together.quite blur.dun mind.

kexin..thkns for everything.
all the times we shared lil details
all the times we malu ourselves
thnks for all the jokes
and NEOWPRINTS
thnks for making band so enjoyable.
thnks for everything u have given me
the joy..the comfort..
the listening ear.
u just rock gurlfren!
trust me on something.
E ONE WILL APPEAR REAL SOON FOR U..
cos u are 16TODAE!!! bwhabhwahbwa..
[fortune yue says so]
trust in urself YANDAO CUM CHIOBU k?
hercules or is it mei ren yu?..oh 4get liaox
we shared so many funny things.
bwhabhwahbwa..
love u gurl...
stay yandao and chio for life u pretty sexy babe! bwhabhwahbwa

Tuesday

* is getting on my nerves.
she think she is the queen
everyting i also do..
do for her..
take this and tat
im ur elder ok?
shut the fark up.
IRRTATER

WHY!!!
SHOULD I CARE
THE JUDGE DUN CARE
FARK OFF
I DUN GIVE A DAMN
YEAH..
YOU NEVER LISTEN
E PL BAND
wILL DO IT AGAIN
aND WE WILL PROVE
EVERYTING W OUR ALL

why am i so pissed todae?
i tell u why.
MOE say that THE JUDGES WERE
TOO LIENENT WITH DAY1 BANDS..SO THEY
WERE VERY STRICT TODAE.FARK FARK FARK!!!!!!!!

we were the highest silver band todae in the MORNING...
higher than the EX-GOLD Bands..
why do this to us...
todae got 4 bands got gold.
ass larhz.
we werent' nervous
sir say it was great
as well as bravo
why didn't we get it?
dun tell me we deserve it
i dun give a fark.
or a damn
i WANT WAD WE DESERVE.
i vow to cut off the judges dick.
keep it till they give us our GOLD.
im serious

trombonists...we tried
and we PING OUR NUTS off
for our soli..
we did great.
love u guys


mrs wong very nice
give us pizza.
the BIG BIRD[principal] even came to consol us
haix..
i feel that we let the school dwn.
i was the first the cry lorz..
breakdwn.
why?i was very very sad.
haix..

[father we ask of u this dae..to come and heal our land..bring our hearts together that ur glory may be
seen in us that the world will noe..that JESUS CHRIST IS LORD!!!!let us be one voice.!!!]

Monday

excellent.
wad a great dae to have ur menses.
1stly.tml is the SYF
praise the Lord.
was very touched by GIANTx speech.
shex very nice and touching,
shant; call her giant no more
thenz todae racial SISSY dae for me..
cos i was very sissy..with all the
bangle gangle..
bwhabhwahbwa..HUMOUROUS..
and the silly scarf..
me limin and sarah walk dwn bare footed.
aren't we [ZAI]--->follow adeline low..she say
we must be zai[aka sud]
yesyes..we are the BARE FOOT gang.
thenz took lots of picx
no ah neos todae =x
sad...we wanted to go to town to take in our costumes..
but no enuff time for me
so we were going dwn the nel line
gen went into the wrong one.
so silly=ly i followed. so did con.
and yes.we were at boon keng at 2.45
i didn't want to be late for band so i drop and took
back to kovan
=good gurl
went for band
sir is losing hair
seriously

all the best pl band gurls...no matter wad it is...
physco ourselves to have GOLD..all we want is a GOLD...
no matter wad we have..
itx is the GOLD in our heart tt counts.
we do our best.
and we can call it
the greatest performance of PL CONCERT BAND
we rock
and rule.


[-=song i wrote=-
every nite
and every dae
i just lay on my bed..
thinking of the times..
you smiled
i cried
dun ask me why
maybe itx the fact
u dunno how i feel inside.

no body told me loving u was this hard..
no body told me that i would mis u that much..
i nv knew this would be true
not till the dae i found u...

pple say im silly
pple say im blind
but everytime i see u
i fall deeper each time
i feel stupid
i know im insane..
but i nv thought
i would feel this way.

no body told me loving u was this hard..
no body told me that i would mis u that much..
i nv knew this would be true
not till the dae i found u...]


for u

Sunday

You've been the first in my life
Who has ever made me feel this way
And I will not deny
I'm gonna need you right here
By my side


Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(by holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(until the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]
You are mine
There's no other one for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete

And tonight
We'll make love endlessly[emmm..wad ever for?]
Cuz you're mine
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time


Now that you're here, boy
I'm never gonna let you go
Can I touch you there, oh
Do you mind if we kiss real slow
You're my everything
You're my hopes and dreams
Baby, you know it ain't no lie
I'm gonna be with you till the day I die


Baby, I can't wait
(come and hold my hand and let me lead the way)
Let me take your breathe away
(holdin' and kissin' and lovin' and touchin' you)
Never will be too late
(see myself through your eyes)
Baby, I can't wait
(no no, til the day I hear you say)

[CHORUS]

You're the one that lights my fire
You're the one that keeps me strong
You're the one that I depend on
When my world is goin' wrong
You're the one that I hold closer
You're the man I'm dreaming of
And I really really love you
I just want you to know that


[CHORUS 2X]

I can't wait till the day
I hear you say
You're the one that I need
You're the one that I'll keep
For all time
sat
alrite..sat was nuts...
i waited for tanya and michelle for like..
45 minz..gosh..bwhahbwa..at dhouby ghaut
thenz we went to somerset to meet kexin..
then we took crazy ah neoz..mich and her sadako
pose..we are crazy!
then like almost 4 pple snatch out cab..
-slaughter them-
make us late for band for half an hour..
and the WHOLE band knew we went town..
=malu=anyway..we went to smuggle
refreshments into the band room.
then on the way to vch..
i got nuts and drunk
suddenly decided to shout HI at all those at the bus stops..
at 1st started with me and kexin..
thenz after that the whole tuba euph and french horn + the cool trombones
shouted hi and ara-ge..[means yandao] at lil india..
madness i tell u..
bwhabhwa...then after that rite...
even miss yeo was luffing her toes off..
bwhabhwa..madness.
vch is a nice place to play
that mao-shi is dead.
say us trombonist very soft..
i swear i could STRANGLE him.
then on the way back
sing songs..
[sars is the virus....]
then went home.
with the bee hoon

sun
woke up at 7plus
ushering.
then after that..i reach church earlier than xueying
she was late.
thenz after that emmm...the sec3 boys were doing the ushering
so i was lk [hey aint' it my turn?] bwahbwa
oh well.
they wanna do..
so let them lorz..
but we were kind .
we did the offertry lorz.
-=smilez=-
ok funny thing.sheena go and say i look like alvin.
hello? ding dong? i dun lorz??
then it passes dwn to xueying,lin and corinne..
and now they all say me and alvin are siblings
-_-" ding dongs.
thatx why i say
watch out manz..im gonna wear a skirt next week
to show u guys i dun lk ANYTHING like alvin..hmph!bwhahbwa

but todaez cell group was learnable..
quite nice

SYF is so near...
2 more daes..
dies

Friday

if u only knew..
that im crazy for u..
bwhabhwahbwhahbwa
then i will just die...bwhabhwahbhwa

yes yes..borreddd...
later going to town with gang to buy
clara's prezzieyes yes..shex leaving for
australia..so we will be going there to do art
borrow costumes and pose like hell
we aren't posers
bwahbhwahbwa...now dun wanna go for chinese...
so yes...tonite we are goonnna say bye to clara..
shex leaving..

so dun u fret now child..dun u worri..the rainx to help u grow..
so dun try to hurry the storm along..
the hard times make u strong!
ImJustABaby
I am a drooling baby kitten....**falls over**


Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
bwhabwhahbwa..yes yes...
sarah me and gen now in the comp lab

bwhabhwhabwhabwa
sorry xueying...can't go over
with u and huiwen..cos my fren clara is leaving
lorz...so yarhz...sorry


to Clara[bball gurl]
heyx gurl..itx sad that u are leaving
old green and fluffy singapore..
u going to aust to do wad?
well..wish u all the best in aust manz..
i noe u will miss plmgss...
esp old flat hair[mrs lee] and her
long speeches...and eldds..
bwhabhwahbwa..we wil miss all ur
one hand shots manz..=] and i noe
u wil miss ur class..
bwhabhwahbwa..still can rem the dae when
we all sat in the canteen while waiting for
lit exam to start? yes yes..it was HUMOUROUS..
anyway..u smartie pants...all the best in australia..
and may the Good Lord bless u always...
take care..
limin is here beside me.
bwhabwhahbwa...this is funny...
well..yest never blog cos got tuition..
anyway...emmm...not been doing my work..
very worried...
sigh..
End of year exams coming liaox
letx all panic..
emmm...syf in 3 daes...letx all die

Thursday

ok ok.xueying is at my house
bwahbhwahbwa..yes yes....
huiwen is one hack of a html expert lorz...
wadz going on lorz...

Wednesday

okok.the band played good todae.
dun ask me why the sudden URGE to play well
maybe cos guitar and harps got GOLD
band pressurize..so play well??but it was ok..hope
sat would be good too...=]
anyway...todae was ok lorz.go j8 for lunch..saw clem..
oh yes.my art arhz.funny sia.ying²mel and me were
pj gang manz.bwahbwha..all sleep look..tanya
go and put gel on my hair..den mk my hair stiff like
durian but it was fun touchin it
=xanyway.thenz..got headache manz..
I PUT ON 1 KG..fark manz fark..
it may not be impt to u all..but it is to me!!!
anyway..thenz..the cow is bootiful!!!nice nice..
those going for funfair!itx gonna be great!! yes yes..
anyway..life is like tt now..boring..=p=x=]
on S.I.Tmode..go and figure wad it is dude
hard but i'll try.after all..it is the rite way...
the road i nv walk b4..bwhabhwahbwa..yes yes
sg no gd guys or yandao ones left ....
thus leading into the over population of lesbianz!
which can be good at time


ok shall put my fav ac song:
Rember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmm

I think baby I know
What's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say

I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say
No one else could get in our way
And there were times
When you would cry
And came knocking
On my door
And I was there
To shelter your pain

I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
Make it seem like
A brighter day

The answer girl
lies within your heart
Take a look inside

Tuesday

alrite.todae.was ok larhz.
super tired...stressed.7daes to syf..
handbells got gold..
band??pray that we have gold too
sir is farkin stress.
droppin lots of hair..
thenz me and huiling during chi
lesson was looking at maris year book
was humourous..luffing our freaking toes off..
bwhabhwahba...
=]anyway..uncle nimura came to our house.
bwhahbwa..he has a CAMERA FONE...
and the slim x camera..
oh damn...and he spoke in jap to me..
i was all. 'eh? apa? ' anyway..he is very nice!
indeed..anyway..todae's maths test was quite hard...
except last qs..
stressball..
then after that sc1[tanya]was wib me lorz.
took some ah neoz..
-=STRAIGHT ah neoz=-
yesyes..indeed..
i have 1ss[straight supervior]
[xueying]
i have 1sc..[straight consultant]
[tanya]
yes yes.

if.u.only.knew.that.i'm SUPER CRAZY .for u
unknown=smser..
fark off k?

Monday

my darling gurl...
dun be upset on wad going on
in his mind.
guy..we will never understand those tings
cos they are one of the complex creatures
but i noe that
if u dare to risk..
u will be happier
and u will noe where u stand baby..
i'll help u and guide u..
so u also must help me k?sc1??
bwhahbwa
love u
todae is get fat with ahyue dae.
kekeke
todae is seriously not my dae...
1st bird shit on the loose..
2nd never bring tie..
wadz next lorz..
then after sch.
went to godma hse
and take ah neoz with ee...
shex so nia si...[vain pot]
bwahbwha...preety auntie
and sexy mummy..
=]love them both dudes...
i realize that although the rite way isn't cool
and the wrong way is...
but i'm trying my best
to make my life
get back in the rite path
itx hard
but i'll try.
i still see myself in the wrong way..
but i wanna be in the rite...
pple see me in the wrong way..
but all i wanna be is the rite...
itx hard..
but i'll try.

my fellow sc,im gonna b a super
hard person to change
but i hope u guys will still help me..
cos i need to...
i need to be in the rite way..
and not the wrong anymore.
help k? i love u guys


tomboy
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Sunday

i tell u..
todae is really not my dae i tell u..
my dad is forcing me to do something i dun wanna do
guess wad it is?

wear a watch

hello?itx my own decision to wear or dun wear lorz
why u care?
* is getting on my nerves
so farked up
once again

mudter farker
conclusion..it is time...time for me mak this turning point...
it is the point of my life where i mak decision for myself...
im a histrionic
but i shan't act as one..
go check oxford dictionary to find out the meaning of histrionic.
it isn't a very nice description of a person
but sometimes it is true for me..

sat
ol band.
now only 9more daes to SYF
panic mode
then went for worship prac.
leon sa-bo me..
-=grrrrrr=-
thenz i ask him to play w.me..
or else HE DIES
so he had a choice
to die
or to play
so he choose to play
and thnk goodnes i play the UNPLUG one..
phew...bwhahbwa..
thenz..just strum along like mad bananas..
[act cool]
thenz after that..
went home.beat.dead.
wadever u call it manz..
then after that mother say she'll give me $25 if i go to some CRAP BURFDAE thing?
so of cos.the sound of money is sweet.the strong temptation..
so i went lorz..bored.at ntuc chalet..
then after that went to changi.
ate food.
getting fatter.
thenz after that mother promise me to drive me around
with cousins n sister.
to see AH GUA[transveite.aka.gay]
sexy manz.
they are really WOOOooo..hot babes.
hot MAN babes..

sundae
todae.played for worship
something weird..happened
todae is seriously weird dae is frontliners
1st IRRTATING thing:
asshole fucker[tk]-shan't spoil my blog and put his disgusting name on my blog-
came back
dampen the whole YM;s mood
esp antioch
then as u noe.
we are playin for worship
then bwhahbwahbwa!!
funny thing
i play half way..
THE PICK BROKE!
humourous
then last time i play, the string BROKE!
haha..im one hell of a broken gurl!
many new antiochers todae.
then went to TM with mei*
then shop arnd
deciding properly on my make over.
yes yes.skirts at OP here i come.
just joking dun die
then the adidas perfume called energy is nice
thenz..ya..
bought new jersey!
yes yes..black in colour
went home
PLoop on the bed.
and snore till 4pm
tuition.
n grew fat

just tell him how u feel.
and he will noe.dun hide ur feelings.
or else it would be too late.
gurl ah.
i'll help u k.
dun be scared.
dare to love.
dare to risk.

love ya k?dun fear!
ahyue is here

Saturday

oooo baby i just SHAT and i feel gooooooooooooood**
farking goooood
itx been long since i shat

im a histrionic....
fark.

You are a bondage freak!
Congratulations. You are neither a lover nor a
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you'd pick both... simultaneously.


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FARK THE WORLD BABY FARK IT!!

Moon Goddess
Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?


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I am not a type of music
You're nothing, really. But you're nice.


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farked up life

Friday

shit..tml im going for worship prac without a guitar..how nice
fantasic manz...good job! i dun wanna play!

alrite..todae was fun filled entertainment wib yu qi sarah huiling mich...bwahbwa
we were at xin di yuan[heartland mall]
and thenz suppose to buy a special present
but thenz...prograscinate...how to spell??...oh hack..u noe wad i mean..
thenz..yuqi had the URGE baby..unoe wad i mean..
the URGE to play bowling so we took the NEL and travelled to HOUGANG mall..
where..the bowling alley was DEMOLISHED..
-_-' all the dots in the world unite dude...

todae..jillian created a new FAD
itx call...
PLAYING PING PONG WITH THE BOOK CALLED ' a view frm the bridge'
it all started with me looking as though my life was sad--> quote frm melissa...
thenz...i was playing ping pong with my fren called THE WALL..
thenz..everyone started to play..
first i had my match with LIMIN who was v. good..
tough competitor..
bwhahbwa
then the fad flows baby...

im tired

[i'll never find another lover...sweeter than u..sweeter than u...]-> to all my frenz...

Thursday

okok...
todae was...alrite!bwahbwhabwa
yesyes...tired
coughing
and wad not.
yes.
oh ya...
yes yes...
=]
bored.
yawnz.
tired
sleepy
farked up

Wednesday

408
the night is young
and im lying on my bed...
wondering if u are still awake..
i still dun get it...
please explain to me

why..
why is it that i can't understand
why is it that im such stupid soul
stupid enuff
not to know...
didn't noe it meant that much to u..
it was a secret morse...to me..cos no one knew
except us
sorry....


todae was...band dae..
once again...band ruin the dae...
ain't it old sucky? bwhabhwabwa..
wanted to watch the vampire show
shows teeth
but... then..!! band...band band..
todae i feeling darn lame ok...something awfully wrong with me
im so darn sick!! bwhabhwahbwa

sorry...words can't express the regretfulness i feel in me

Tuesday

ok ok..todae was ok dae...
tay ling ling never come school
leave ol susie all alone..
hmph...leaving susie to think of her luohan and laura..bwhabhwa
okok only sarah understands this part...
anyway pee-li-pe-peeps...
todae was ..rainy..good..=]
got stupid ZUO WEN CLASS...
[slaughters the teacher]
grrrrrr....

will i always be there for u? 408 yes yes...=]
when the tears get in ur eyes
will i be the one that's by ur side
well i;ll be there when u call me in the mid of the nite
i'll keep the rain frm fallin into ur eyes
i promise
i promise i will...
408408


408is morse code for special lyrics..
dun think y y...
You represent... naivete.
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


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Green Eyes


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bwaHbwaHBHWA gREEn EYES CONTACTS...hERE I cOME bABY...

iF u PiCkEd MoStLy 3'S u LoVe TaKe RiSkS ANd LiV
LiFe LiKe ThErEs No ToMoRrOw! u R VeRy OuTgOiNg
AnD kNo WhAt u WaNt OuT oF LifE..AnD No MaTtEr
WhAt yaLL aRe DoiNg iT hAs GoT 2 Be
EnTeRtAiNiNg tO u AnD FuN FuN FuN! BuT WatCh
OuT, uR SiGnALS MiGhT bE MiSLeAdIn So LeT hIm
KnO uR LiMiTS!


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Monday

i dun want u to suffer
i dun want u to cry
i dun want to see u in pain..
all i wanna see u have..
is a smile that no one else have

muahahahhaha
itx been long since i came in to blog..eh? bwhabhwa..
anyway..letx see..fridae was the last time i blog..
sat...wad did i do on sat...oh yes...went to eat breakfast with tanya..
took ah neoz..bwhahbwa =] the machine was totally cool dude..
thenz..went for band.. [ sux]
then went for church..in
PL SCHOOL UNIFORM
so proud of my sch eh? =wadever=
thenz after that...yes yes...it was fun...
letx see who was there...corinne, shi qi...xueying,cas, sophie me...
the guys were...matthew..emm...bud..marshall howkeat..david..raj ..chris and shane..n leon
thenz maeshann was MISS BEACH-Y
bwhabhwa...screaming our toes off when she got that award..yes yes
then concert of prayer was great i tell u..
Lord..i'm so sorry for all the things i have done...i surrender my all to u...
thenz..was jumping for all the songs...!!!
imagine..jillian jumping in her school uniform
my belt was flyin all over the place...then after that...
go naigu house...=]

sundae
nothing much.
went for church.
then after that went to river of life.jump again...bwhabhwa..
then after that..MA GOT NEW CAR..yes yes..then sat that car...
bootiful i tell u..
the medicine is darn drowsy..
ate dim sum [thinks of lydia sum]
then after that..went to century sq...
to buy mei's rollar shoes..
darn cool..
can;t wait to get my phone..
hope dad takes action soon..

im coughing ..koffing badly..till i can taste the fresh blood oozing out frm my throat...
if i die..i'll die with regrets..cos i haven't done the things i wanna do..
but dun worry..i have the will to live...
yeah yeah...

Friday

kiss my ass2
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


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i;m the same as my sister!! bwahbwhabwa..kIss my ass....
sAME!!! saME as sARaH!! we aRE LOVELY!
You Are Love
You are Love.

You love life, you love all those around you and
the world that you live in. You are happiest
when you are doing something for someone else
or for the common good of mankind.


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howsoon
How Soon Is Now: You know what's going on with your
life and others around you. You know when to
tell them t ostop and when you've had enough.
You are in touch with nature as well as mind
and soul.


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waD sOng IS thIS????

pg13
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ah...wad is this...bwabhwahbhwabhwa
keKeKE..eViL LUff
Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


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sAMe aS sARaH!
Hilary_Duff
You are Hilary Duff! You are lay back. You like to
spend time with your friends and your family.
You are sometimes cultzy but you are still
loved


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whatx bro??

BRO
you're a bro!


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ooOOoo
holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
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bwhabhwha...todae...back in school for more action..
sleep dae for me...was sleeping practically every lesson...
and..that stupid HK LOW..hongkong banana...stupid bowling ball..
i SO URGENT i vow i could i have pee in class..
she didn't allow to go toilet..
thnks to 3c3 i manage to go to the loo...thnks all 3c3-ians...
or else u guys would have to clear my pee...
went to town with sarah and limin..bwhabhwa
treat them cheese noodles...cos i got free voucher..bwahbhwa
yes yes..took ah neos..
when my printer comes..
i scan let u all see k? in my webbie...
remember to check out my webbie

well i'll be there when u call me in the middle of e nite..
well ill keep the rain frm falling dwn into ur eye
i promise...i promise..i promise i will

Thursday

well todae..looks like im at home..bwhabhwahbwa...
pity to all those who went to school...woke up at9.30am....
yawnz...went to see the doctor..got a bloody mc...
heng manz..i wan more mc...should give me 2 daes mc marhz..give me one only..
CHEAPSKATE...then i can dun go school todae,fri,sat,sun,mOn!? alamak..see larhz..
fri have to go school...fark the doctor larhz..shitty poopoo...anyway...pple..pleaes suggest whether
i should cut my fridge..i wanna cut...but can't bear with it...? ah hacks...was msg-ing xue and dcd
the whole dae...so bored..now doing webbie..later
go and do hw...=] life is a bore..hw there is more...!

Wednesday

todae is band dae...-=sigh=-bored...anyway..now doing my webbie...can't stand it...remember to view it when itx done..i'll inform u guys...hey dudes...im coughing like nuts and bananas...wad am i gonna do? see a doc? nooo..im gonna spreading...
[SARS IS THE VIRUS..THAT I LOVE TO SPREAD...bwhabhahbhwabwa]
kekeke...life is bootiful!!! bwhabhwahbwhabhwahbwa...tml got chem..
fark the rajah..my dad just said tml dun go school1?!??!?!?!?......................
MUAHAHAHAHHA...happy happy!!!! =] =]=]=]=]=]
sMILES LIKE A MAD BANANANANANANA!!!
bhwahbwhabhwa...see first arhz...

Tuesday

yoyo...check it out dude...
todae is sleepy dae for ah yue...bwhabwhabhwa...yes yes...
slept one whole period of chinese...who wouldn't?and slept after eng test...confirm fail..
bwhabhwahbwa..chinese was funny..suddenly lao shi call my dialect name...
scared the nanas out of me..huiling and i were vibrating the whole dae...
first is the mama thing..etc..bwhabhwahb..funny larhz todae..
im getting fat...FAT!!...sigh...okok..now im editing my webbie...need to..
itx look stupid...
sigh...wad a NAIVE SEC2 gurl i was.......
creating such a ...
eee webbie..bwhabwhahbwa...
okok..better improve it baby...